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Sirs One can escape the Kaala ,escape the trishul of Lord Shiva,Sudarshan of Lord Krishna,and the arrows of Lord Sri Rama. But it is the offence towards a devotee no one can escape. I am feeling it sience then. I have not been able to sleep,eat or work properly. I havent brushed even forgot to bathe until now and my breath has become fetid. There is tremendous restlessness in my heart and I can feel the weight of Papa on me.My japa has taken the biggest hit. friends whatever you do ,never ever dare to insult a devotee. before losing your temper just remember me. I just hope I am forgiven for this unforgivable blunder I have commited.

All members of the forum.My name is Pranay Kumar. In the Thread named OFFERING I due to my Inflated ego Had insulted a senior member,of whom I later found out to be a Sanyasi of a very high order.His forum name is RAGA. There was no fault of his. You see I suffer from bouts of anger. It is not possible to post more details on the Forumn but I hope you all understand. All my relatives have deserted me due to this My Sri Sri Gurudev despite of my incompetence due to shher Mercy gave refuge to me, but I have shamed him Please dont think My Revered Sri Sri Gurudev to be like me. All his desciples are highly qualified SriVaishnavas.It is me who is like this.Even an excellent Seed if sown on a barren soil takes time to germinate. Not only I insulted him but also offended his Sri Sri Gurudev. Now my Sri Sri Gurudev has made it plain that unless I am forgiven by His revered self ( His Sri Sri Gurudev First) He wont Forgive me. I humbly keeping aside my rotten ego and anger publicly catching Sri Raga Sirs feet ask for his Forgiveness. Please Sirs I do publicly declare It was my Fault and my Fault only and none of his. Lord forgives a an offend to him but never of his dear dervotees. They are dear to him more than himself. If I am not forgiven I will be ruined.It is not that I fear to go to hell but tremble even at the thought of my Sri Sri Gurudev leaving me. He is my only refuge. I have no where else to go.And he wont forgive me unless Raga Sir does. I wont commit this blunder again,never to anyone at all whoever it may be. I request you all to request Sri Raga Sir to please forgive me for the last time. The Most unlucky person. Pranay Kumar

Mr Moderator Sir Please delete the Insults I Have posted For Sri Sri Raga Sir. I should not Insult anyone it is very much true BUT Sri Raga is no ordinary person I have seen his Profile. Sir I beg the forgiveness of all of you too.

Respected Raga Sir, I have seen your profile you are no ordinary person . I have not only dared to offend you but your Sri Sri Gurudev too. You didnt insult anyone,just replied to a post. It was me who commited this Maha Patak. Sir My Sri Sri Gurudev will not forgive me until you do ( and also your Revered Sri Sri Gurudev ).If my Sri Sri Gurudev dosent forgive me,where will I go ? what will I do? I will sure commit Suicide? But that will end my Body I will still suffer.It is not so I fear Hell. I have offended the Servent of Sri Sri Krishna himself and this is the least suffering in hell i can get for me.Revered Sir what I really fear is my Sri Sri Gurudev deserting me !!! I will be compleately ruined. My Sri Sri Gurudev is the only support I have. He is everything to me ,A life without him I cannot Imagine. Please Sir please help me out,Please forgive me .From this moment onwards leave alone the Dasas of God I wont misbehave from an ordinary person also. My inflated ego and anger will surely go away with Bhakti I am Sure. But from this moment I will sure behave myself. I am sure you will forgive me for the last tim e Sir.You are the ocean of Kindness.All the Servents of the Lord have as soft a heart as melting butter. Sir wont you forgive a lowly person like me for one last time and give me one last opportunity to reform myself and progress in the path of Bhakti?

Respected Raga Sir, I was an atheist earlier,by Gurukripa I have embraced Vaisnavism. But the previous Tamasic sanskaras still remain. Please do not think my Sri Gurudev to be like me from my posts.He is Great,It is me who is unfit. His other desiples are great Devotees. An excellent seed planted on a barren soil takes time to germinate. Raga sir People shun me because of my anger. I was an Atheist earlier,Due to my Gurus mercy I turned into a Vaishnav, But the Tamasic sanskaras will take time to go. Vaishnavas are ocean of Mercy, It is my firm belief You will for sure forgive your this Tamasic and rude brother for this Last time.I promise to behave myself. I beg for forgiveness at the lotus feet of Your Revered Sri Gurudev and Yours. Please brother forgive me this one time,Please !!!!!! Your unlucky brother Pranay.

Revered Raga Sir I have been suffering from occasional bouts of anger. If a Lame person falls upon you or a blind person hits you,you dont get angry but show pity,dont you Sir ! It is not possible to post more details on a public forum but please Sir do understand and please ,please forgive me!

Respected Raga Sir please forward my request for pardon to the lotus feet of your Sri Sri Gurudev too .Although even when I was angry I did not mean any disrespect towards Him, but I beg his forgiveness.My thousand pranams his feet. Sirthis is the only way my Sri Sri Gurudev will forgive me .Now my whole future is in your hands revered sir. Please sir forgive me I am Sorry!!!!!! Pranay.

Respected Raga Sir, In front of everyone I state that "I am Sorry for whatever I said It was totally my fault. Please as a fellow Vaisnav,please forgive your Tamasi brother. Dont take my Guru to be like me. He is great,It is me who is barren. Raga Sir If I offend the Lord he can forgive but if I offend a Bhakta I will have to suffer. My Guru has scolded me and wont forgive me until you forgive me. Please bhai i cathch your feet! I am sorry for what I said . Please Sir as a vaisnav you sure are tolorant (any other person would have been furious) please show mercy upon me I havent been able to sleep.THIS WONT HAPPEN AGAIN Sir.I promise you. Please Sir please forgive me. You didnt show any disrespect it was me who did this I dont know why. Please Sir I AM SORRY! Please forgive me. Pranay

Look Raga I am Sorry.I didnt know what your Guru told you. But when I wrote of my Guru advising me you shouldnt have quoted you shouldnt follow "anyone" my Guru is dear to me as yours is to you.With Full respect to your Guru, and asking his forgiveness if this hurts(i have no intention) but what if this was the other way round,i.e. if you stated your Guru wrote and i said like that? and there is only one ISKON book on Vaishnava Day to day rituals. Anyway I came here for satsang but find I will get better at an adult forum.At least you dont find any people throwing insults. I am Unsubscribing.GOODBYE and GOOD RIDDANCE.To come to think of it I tried to help and My Guru got insulted.

Never critisise anyone.See your faults and others Good and develop.the reverse will bring doom.Ego is the enemy of Bhakti. Kirtanta of Gods name brings Bhakti and Kirtana of others Faults will.......

Spiritual Experiences should not be revealed in Public.reveal and they go away.Only a competent Guru can do so that too to an Adhikari.

As there is no difference between the fire and its heat there is no difference between Radha and Krishna.Both are one and not two. People in Vrindaban do greet Radhe Radhe .It is the same as Hare Krishna as Hare means Radhe only. there is no question of verses here.It is ones personal choice. It is like someone calles Mom and someone mummy. If one depends on mother I dont think father will be angry? The same here.

Mr.Raga It is true you should not follow everyone.You should follow your Gurus advice.This is an ISKON site.And what I wrote is there in the ISKON guidebook. If this is not an ISKON website,even then it is not good to critisise anyone , This(offering thing) was told by my Guru, Critisising anyone shows one's ones own spiritual shallowness. Anyway it was Govinda Das who had asked and I replied. It was not my Idea. If anyones Guru gets critisised then It is better that I leave the Group. For I will for sure find nothing of substance here. Not only you have critisised my Guru but also LOrd Chaitanya Mahaprabhu in whose Parampara this guidebook has been written.. I think you should Aplogise.Critise me and you are forgiven beforehand ,Critisise my Guru and LOrd Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and find me holding your collar get it.

Take Shankhpushpi or Brahmi.

In other countries except India it is safe leaving Cheese altogather or prepare cheese yourself. Nobody knew the truth about McDonalds "vegetarian" french fries until exposed. You never know....../

It is fully OK to offer mentally.And more you can even offer in English. Do you talk to your father in Sanskrit Shlokas when serving him Food? Mantras ensure your contacting Him. But it is fully OK and in line with Scriptures .It is also present in the ISCON guidebook of Vaishnava rituals (if you are an ISKON devotee) In All Sampradayas it is present.If you have the Faith the Lord has the will.

Lord Krishna left earth Five thousand years ago approx.

melted butter is called Ghee

Radharani Maa is the eternal Shakti of Lord Krishna. She is Indefferent from the Lord. the only difference is that she is white and Lord Dark in color. Radha is always chanted before Krishna and not otherwise Hare is also her name only.Without her mercy no one gets in the Inner Raas Circle. Without her Mercy Lord is far far away.

Reincarnation is due residual karma.Incarnation is the appropriate words .His incarnations cannot be counted. He is in the form of Eleven Main Rudras. Rudras are Millions and Billions in Number.Then Lord Hanuman is one.Lord Shankaracharya in another. The Syambhu Lingas are his Archa Incarnations. Lord Durvasa is also one of his incarnations.Lord Dattatreya is the incarnation of all the three Trinity. Lord Krishnas Murali is also his another incarnation.His power descends in Form of Guru.He is his main Incarnations.

Take Germinated Grams soaked in water for 24 hours and drink sweet milk after chewing it thoroughly. If Indigestion or gas occours use Hingashtak Churna.If constipation occours take Triphala with warm water at night. Or take a teaspoonful of triphala with Milk this is excellent too. Loosemotion may occour for a few days but it is a way of flushing toxins it will go away in a few days Or put a few Kismis in lemon juice and leave it overnight and the next morning chew the kismis and drink the juice.Dont take it if having stomach ulsers or acidity. Or take a pinch of turmuric powder with warm water at night. Practice Padmasana Daily for at least 15 minutes and/or practice moolbandha. It is better to consult an ayurvedic doctor before taking the ayurvedic preparations

Shave off your head and soak cloth in cows milk.Indian variety. and keep it on your head for two hours daily.This the cure for baldness.For receeding hairline soak the bald area with water put on a cotton wool and put salt there.Or best wash your hair with cows urine the indian variety not the jersy one and that too which dosent feed on road side garbage.This is the bestIf not available use your own urine casting aside the first and last part and taking the middle one.Take it as medicine and do not despise your urine.Do you know what allopathic drugs contain?

Chant Guru Gita You will find your Guru. Paramparas are numurous.

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Dinosauruses have their references in the Puranas.Inthe famous Sarpa Yagya.Where all the Divine Snakes were killed many had arms and legs and faces like Horses and torso like elephants (i.e.the dinosaurs). They were killed in Sarpa Yagya. and only simple snakes and a few divine snakes were spared after the interference of Lord Aastik Muni.This is in the Puranas.