[Originally posted by Mukunda Datta Das]
One saintly brahmana, who was most virtuous, was touring the
places of pilgrimage in order to obtain Sri Krishna. He used to worship
Gopala by chanting the six-syllable Gopala mantra, and without having
first offered bhoga to Gopala he would eat nothing. Hanging from his neck
like a brilliant jewel was his Bala Gopala Salagrama. By his
transcendental good fortune, one day he came to the home of Jagannatha
Misra in Navadvipa. The pious pilgrim's brahma-tejas was incomparable;
from his mouth, the sound "Krsna, Krsna" was always emanating, and within
his heart he was always relishing the transcendental mellows of affection
for Govinda, such that his eyes were always filled with tears.
Seeing such a devotee, Jagannatha Misra at once got up and offered
him respects. Jagannatha Misra did everthing appropriate to receive his
exalted guest. He washed the water of that brahmana's feet and offered him
an elevated seat. Inquiring about his welfare, Sri Misra said, "Dearmost
brahmana, where is your residence?" The brahmana replied, "Having become
indifferent to household life, I have left my own country and continually
wander from one holy place to another. I cannot become attached to any one
place any longer. That's why I constantly wander." Sri Misra responded
with great humility, "Actually, I think that you are wandering about just
to spread good fortune among the residents of this world. Especially today
the topmost fortune is mine. If you give me your order, may I make
arrangements for your meal?"
The brahmana said, "Misraji, whatever you desire." Sri Misraji in
great ecstasy collected the best of all materials and cleaned the kitchen
thoroughly and presented everything to the brahmana. He also supplied the
best of all foodstuffs from his pantry. The brahmana, becoming very
happy, cooked everything and sat with eyes closed in meditation to offer
the bhoga to Sri Gopala Krsna.
Sri Sacinandana is the all-knowing Supersoul in the hearts of all
living entities. He desired to give His darsana to that brahmana. The
brahmana had just begun his meditation when the Lord crawled into his
presence. His whole body was covered with dust and he was wearing no
clothes at all. His eyes were very restless, and His feet were most
beautiful. The child laughed and took a mouthful of the bhoga and the
brahmana's meditation was broken. That fortunate brahmana saw what had
happened and cried, "Hay! Hay! This child has ruined my offering. Sri
Jagannatha Misra came and saw little Gaurasundara eating rice and smiling.
Misra became furious and ran toward the child to strike him. The brahmana
quickly got up and caught Jagannathe Misra with his hand saying, "Misra,
you are very great, you're a very intelligent, pious gentleman. You know
better than to hit a child. You know the nature of children. They know
no distinction between good or bad. Please do not spank the child."
Sri Misra, becoming dejected, sat down and held his head in his
hands. He was so angry, he could say nothing. The brahmana said, "Misra,
don't become dejected like this. Some days are like this. Bhagavan knows
everything. Some days I get only fruits from a house; sometimes wonderful
foodstuffs. I'll just take something simple today. Please don't mind."
Misraji said, "Priyavara, if you will consider me your servant,
please once more cook in my kitchen. I will supply you everything you
need. Please cook again and my mind will become peaceful. This is my only
request."
The brahmana replied, "All right. If that is your desire I will
cook again." Hearing this, everyone was happy, and somehow or other
collected everything from other places, cleaned everything, and arranged
for the brahmana to again cook. Everyone said to one another, "This child
is too restless. See that he is restrained and cannot return again to
cause more disturbances." For as long as the brahmana was cooking, the
Lord was taken to another house and kept there.
Sacimata, holding Nimai in her arms, took him away to another
house. There, all the ladies said, "Why Nimai? Why did you eat the
brahmana's offering?" The Lord smiled. His smile was as beautiful as the
moon. He then said, "What fault of mine is there in this? The brahmana
himself called me to eat!" They all said, "You rascal Nimai! You ate his
cooking, but do you know what his caste is? Or where he's come from? What
will you do now? How will you maintain your caste?" Nimai smiled and
said, "I am just a cowherd, but I eat the food of brahmanas all the time.
Can a cowherd's caste be spoiled by eating the cooking of brahmana?" They
all looked at Nimai's mouth and began to laugh. Sri Gaura was explaining
his factual identity, but they were unable to understand a single thing of
it. Hearing the Lord's words, they simply laughed and squeezed Nimai to
their breasts; they were unfazed.
The brahmana again finished cooking and offered the bhoga to
Gopala with his eyes closed, seated in meditation. He began to meditate
upon Bala Gopala in his heart. This fact was taken note of by Sri
Gauracandra. He is the Lord within the heart. Bewildering everyone, and
laughing to Himself, He somehow escaped that house and arrived once more
to where the brahmana was meditating. Quietly, He sneaked a fistful of
rice and put it into His mouth. The sounds of His munching broke the
brahmana's meditation--he saw Nimai. The brahmana again cried, "Hay!
Hay!" and Sri Gaura Prabhu swallowed the rice and ran off. Misraji saw
this and quickly took one big stick in a rage, and ran off to catch Nimai.
Sri Gauranga became most fearful and ran from one house to
another, and Misraji quickly followed Him, burning with anger. Sri Misra
said, " If I catch you for what you've done today, I will beat you with
this stick. I've lost all my patience and discrimination."
"Where is that great thief of a son of mine? Which house is He hiding
in?" Saying this, Jagannatha Misra pursued his son Nimai. Everyone began
to say, "Misraji, you're very great and magnanimous. You ought to forgive
such a minor offense. These children, they have no sense. How can you
hit a mere child like this? In this way, they began to give him
instruction, but to no avail.
Somehow or other, the pious brahmana appeared on the scene and,
clutching Jagannatha Misra's hand said, "Misra Rai, look, there's no fault
in this boy. What's meant to happen is meant to happen. It just must be
my fate that today Krsna will not accept my bhoga offering. That's my
problem. Please don't be so dejected. This I'm telling you."
Jagannatha Misra simply stood there completely angry and completely
miserable.
At this point, Bhagavan Visvarupa arrived there. There was
incomparable beauty in all of His limbs and He had great transcendental
effulegence, and charming countenance, with a yajna-sutra hanging from
His shoulder, He was the personification of brahma-tejas. He was
non-different from Nityananda Prabhu. All the sastric conclusions were
always ready upon His tongue, and He was always explaining pure devotional
service to Lord Krsna. Seeing such an unprecedented personality, the
pious brahmana was struck with wonder and began to look at Him. His eyes
filled with tears. He asked, "Noble Sir, whose son are You?" Everyone
answered, "He is the elder son of Jagannatha Misra." Hearing this, the
brahmana became very happy and embraced Visvarupa. "Your mother and
father are most fortunate to have such an unequalled son as you." Sri
Visvarupa offered His pranamas to the brahmana and the two sat down. As
if exuding a stream of nectar from His transcendental mouth, He said,
"What a fortunate, greatly auspicious day has come upon us. My house is
blessed with such a saintly personality as Your Grace. Great
personalities such as you wander from one place to another to bless the
denizens of this planet with your purifying association. You are always
full in ecstasy and, freed from any material desire, simply wander at will
filled with bliss. We are most fortunate that you have arrived as an
unexpected guest in our house today. What can I say of our misfortune that
you are fasting? The house from which a guest leaves without having eaten
will only see misfortune henceforth. Having your darsana, I am most
fortunate but hearing what everyone (about your fasting) has said, I have
become most unhappy.
The brahmana said, don't be unhappy about anything. If there are
any roots or berries available, I am content to eat that only. I am a
forest-dweller, and I am well-accustomed to eating such things. Some days,
nice grains are cooked, and sometimes there is some obstacle which makes
this impossible. Just seeing you people has given me greater joy
than millions and millions of nicely prepared offerings.
Jagannatha Misra had been standing nearby, silent. He was unable
to speak. Holding his head in his hands, he was simply overcome with
despondancy. Sri Visvarupa said, "I am a little fearful to say this, but
you are a great personality, and great personalities are like oceans of
mercy. Sadhus are always unhappy at the unhappiness of others. They become
jublilant in the rejoicings of others too. Therefore if you are pleased to
take a little trouble to cook once more and offer your bhogas to Lord
Krishna, then everyone's unhappiness will be mitigated. Then we will all
experience paramananda."
Sri Visvarupa continued, "Priyavara, please don't take offense,
please cook something at least, just once more, and everyone will become
happy. Bowing down, He clutched the feet of that brahmana in his hand with
this entreaty. The brahmana looked at Visvambhara and said, "Alright, I
will cook." Hearing this, everyone became joyful again, singing out, "Hari
bol, Hari bol!" They all cleaned the kitchen again and in but a minute,
everything was assembled and ready. The brahmana then entered the kitchen.
Sri Gaura-gopala took note of this.
Everyone told Jagannatha Misra, "Misra, lock your door from
outside so that Nimai won't be able to get out." Misra said, "Yes,
I've already locked Him up inside, too. Meanwhile everyone on the
outside locked the door to Jagannatha Misra's house from the outside.
The ladies all said, "Don't worry, Nimai has gone to sleep now--He won't
be going out to eat anything tonight!" The brahmana soon finished his
cooking.
That fortunate brahmana then began to offer his bhoga to Lord Bala
Gopala. Tyhe indwelling Supersoul Sri Gaurasundara then thought, "The
bhoga is ready now." Once again, the desire to give His darsana to that
brahmana arose within His heart. Thus the Lord left the house while
everyone was sleeping (by this time, it was late at night). Nobody knew
about this. Nimai appeared at the place where the brahmana was
meditating. Seeing the child again, the brahmana again cried, "Hay! Hay!"
In utter frustration, he began to cry. But this time nobody heard him--
they were all fast asleep. Then Sri Mahaprabhu said, "Oh, brahmana, you
are very exalted. What is My fault if I come as soon as you call Me?
You're chanting My mantra, invoking My name, how can I not come? Every
time you're making your offering with such pure devotion, so every time I
come to give you My darsana.
At that very moment, the brahmana had the darshan of Lord Gaura in
a wonderful form. Before him, Lord Caitanya manifested His eight-armed
Bala Gopala form. In four hands were the conch, disc, club, and lotus;
with two hands, He was playing the flute; in one hand He was holding a
ball of butter; and with the other hand He was eating butter. Upon His
breast were the srivatsa and the kaustubha jewel, and brilliant garlands
of jewels hung from His neck. All of His limbs were bedecked with
beautiful ornaments and jewels, and upon His head was an ornament of gunja
beads and a peacock feather. The lips of His moon-like mouth were
enchanting, and He looked about here and there as He smiled. He had a
vaijayanti mala, and there were shark-shaped earrings swinging from His
ears. There were jewelled ankle bracelets upon His feet, and His
toenails were resplendent. The brahmana then saw that the Lord was
beneath a kadamba tree and He saw Vrindaban, there were birds flying in
all directions. On all sides of the Lord, there were cows, gopas, and
gopis. Whatever the brahmana was accustomed to meditating upon within his
heart, that beautiful vision was now manifest directly before his eyes.
That fortunate brahmana saw such wonderful opulence that he simply
fainted in bliss. The ocean of mercy, Sri Gaurasundara held him in His
own transcendental hands. From His touch, the brahmana regained
consciousness, but he was struck dumb with transcendental bliss and he
could not even utter a word. Again and again, he fainted to the ground,
and again and again he would rise in great ecstasy. There was
perspiration, trembling, horipilation, and all manifestation of ecstatic
symptoms in his body. A vast river of tears flowed from his eyes. For
a moment the brahmana regained his sense and fell at the feet of Sri
Gauranga and began to cry loudly. Seeing the condition of this brahmana,
Lord Gauranga began to laugh. Sri Gaura Prabhu said, "He, Priyavara,
listen. You are My servant for many births. You are always desiring my
darsana, and in this way I am always giving you My darsana. In a previous
birth, I gave you My darsana in just this way in the house of Nanda
Maharaja. You don't remember this. When I appeared in the home of Nanda
Maharaja in Gokula, in that birth, you too appeared as a brahmana
wandering from one holy place to another. By transcendental fate, you came
to the home of Nanda Maharaja and offered bhoga in just this way. At that
time, I tricked you and ate your offerings, giving you My darsana just as
I have today. You are My servant birth after birth. How could you get
the darsana of such a wonderful form if it were not so? The Lord then
said, "He vipra! This is a very confidential matter. You should not
disclose this to anyone. If you mention this to anyone, I will annihilate
you! Listen, I have now appeared in this world for the purpose of
spreading Krsna Sankirtana, and I will do this. I will go house to house
giving out such devotional service as either Lord Brahma or Siva cannot
desire.
In this way, Sri Gaurasundara pacified the brahmana, and bestowing
His mercy upon him left the room. Becoming as if an ordinary baby again,
He went to sleep with His mother. No one was able to understand any of
these activities because of the agency of Yogamaya. Having seen this
wonderful form of the Lord, the brahmana, his whole body filled with
ecstasy, took the wonderful prasadam of the Lord and danced in ecstasy,
crying, laughing, and singing, "Bala Gopala ki jaya!"
Repeated sounds of his calling and crying woke the others in the
house. They shook off sleep, said achamana, and came to see the brahmana.
Seeing him, everyone became very happy. The brahmana in his mind again
and again began to think, "If I could only tell these people that
Parameswara is living in their home, they could become liberated from
material existence and go back to Godhead." Then he thought, "Oh, even
Brahma and Siva cannot have such good fortune to have the Supreme Lord
living with them. They all simply think that He is an ordinary child. If
I could inform them of the real situation, they could obtain the Supreme
destination. But then he remembered that the Lord told him not to reveal
this to anyone. And he became afraid--the Lord's request should not be
broken. In this way the brahmana said nothing to anyone. Having
recognized Bhagavan, that brahmana then stayed only in Navadvipa and
resided there, concealing his feelings. That brahmana would go here and
there to beg and every day would come with the hope of seeing Gaura
Bhagavan.
This pastime is found in the Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, but is
more elaborately described as above, in the Sri Caitanya-bhagavata,
Adi-khanda, Chapter 3.