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How did Krishna dissapear? Did he grow old and die? Did he get sick? Or what?

Umm oops.. I was trying to post a new question..

On this note.. I still can goto Goloka even if I dont speak of Krishna always?

Whats the difference between Kirtan and Bhajan?

I honestly cannot do this.. I feel so depressed since I read this.. My heart is broken.. Does this mean I'll never go back to Godhead? I was doing great untill I started reading this book.. I feel like it just cut Krishna off from me.

I started reading "Nectar of Instruction" and the first chapter says that if one is to talk it should be of Krishna.. I don't think I can do this. Does this mean I can't talk about the newly born addition into my family? I cant speak to my Brother about the latest film that is out? Talk to my Mother about the problems I am having? Call my sister and let her know I still love her? To talk about football with my father when our team makes it to the superbowl? Most of my family would stop talking to me If all I did was speak about Krishna.

Yes.. what indulekhadasi said.. That form.

Am I wrong? We are not worshiping the idol but what it represents?

Is there a prophecy or something? Is Krishna going to return to this planet?

Umm.. as far as I see it.. We dont worship the Idol.. We worship what the Idol represents.

Redsox,

Maybe you should be a Buddhist.. They are Atheists..

Is it bad to enjoy action films? For example my brother and I always goto the moivies together atleast once a month.. We are gonna see the new Movie 10,000 BC.. It has alot of action (violence) in it..

I'm not sure if I got this right.. The Body is maya.. this computer is maya?

Is love maya? What about Peacefulness, Joy, Goodness? are these maya as well?

There are so many new words for me.. what is a siddha?

Sometimes I pray at night for me to have a dream about Krishna.. I never do dream of him. However when I do cry out to him with a painfull heart something happens.. Its usually something small but just enough to let me know that he hears me.. Like tonight.. I was feeling like I just wanted to escape this life and cried out to him and then a comforting song would play on the radio.

I live in Conway New Hampshire.. So I'm closer to Maine than Vermont..

Thanks for the help though..

I feel so alone here because I know of noone else who follows Krishna.. I wish I had some like minded people to hang out with.. to practice with.. I'm soooo alone..

Umm... what?

I'm letting my Doctor know what I'm taking.. Ive already given her a list of Herbs that Ive been trying. So I am being careful.

As for symptoms.. I hear the voice of my previous Buddhist Lama and his wife.

They tell me how to run my life in everything I do.. From going to the bathroom to Books I read and well just about everything.

I have just recently been looking into alternative ways of treating my disease..

Ive been trying a few diff herbs and thye help a little.. Is there anything out there in the Ayurvedic Medicines for Schizophrenia?

What exactly does that mean? What is the experience supposed to be like when you are back?

So you need to be born as an Indian in order to be a Smartist?

Here is a link for info:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Smartism

Ive been researching "Hinduism" and I came across Smartism and I'm wondering how you see it.

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Im confused..

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How do you know when you are one with Krishna?