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ilaav r. ardnaqq

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  1. by the same logic, krsna doesnt exist- because he only exists in vedic mythology:confused:
  2. I just wanted to bring this one to the top in case anyone else has a response. I imagine that I talk to the cows (a thought experiment) . ..and, not thinking they'd actually 'hear' me psychically, I have told them they will die soon; because human babies need to eat. I recently told a calf this and the mother became visibly angry at me. Though possibly this happened through some extensive projection of my own mind or something, it seemed to be a real effect.
  3. I don't like apples lately either. My theory is because of them being possibly used in antioxidants which 'heal' the damage pork products do to the body (acne for ex.-again, a theory.)
  4. Has anyone else become aware of the souls of the people who have reincarnated as animals, if you've had to eat meat? :confused:
  5. Wondering if it's possible that when a devotee is living near cows if they would become more conscious--they seem complacent at first, and content, and now they are screaming in misery. This is the 2nd time I have experienced this--is there any cow rescue going on for when or if this happens? (Wondering why no one responds to my questions . ..maybe no one experiences these same things as me?)
  6. a good link to the scientific atlantean society
  7. The iron ball and bamboo would be a movie
  8. perhaps science wants to understand .. .ok that's just paranoid .. .
  9. But then I think black sheep .. . pigs over the cliff .. .is there a difference?
  10. Several verses from the Bible I find to be important teachings, I am haunted by them .. ..I dont know the exact verse, but there is something about whoever would leave a 'black sheep' behind I will not claim them, I think Christ is reported to have said this . ..this would of course also include leaving someone behind for dead as in religious wars, superiority of one religion over another
  11. it makes sense that a needful (ghost) spirit would seek help/attention from someone sensitive, religious, and compassionate on the other hand, perhaps it is seeking equality; this also seems important in the concept of evil--it wants you to know how miserable it is, wants to make you wise to what can cause a person to become evil, so there is no judgement
  12. The way I perceive it is that evil is the result of want and need for physical necessities, according to Maslow's heirarchy .. .material excess is enjoyed while the 'evil' want and need go untended; also, the unconsciousness caused by the ingestion of alcohol; it allows forgetfulness so that one can focus on one's own comforts
  13. Fatigue, headaches, pressure in head, excessive heat--especially excessive heat (mostly felt as a build up of heat in my head)--are these familiar problems to anyone and what have you done about them?
  14. Does anyone know the history of how the physical world was created
  15. How far should pain go before a 'pleasure' is experienced to balance it? When I was living in Chapel Hill, I was invited to live at New Goloka, and was told that there would only be cold showers there. . .about a year ago, I came to the point where I was ready to try giving up warm showers and baths. I have always been an anxious person, and warm baths relax me; when I began taking only cold baths and showers, I developed very high anxiety, nearly to panic. Warm baths seem natural enough-can it not be a form of therapy? I endeavor to understand (paraphrased) that the pure devotee is affected neither by heat nor cold . ..but should this be a highly anxious experience?
  16. What causes it, is there a spiritual cause, what can remedy feeling ill 2-5 days of every month? (Quite a problem with employers)
  17. Here is a quote from the book I'm translating . .. Ch.2 " . . .Seriously, Who can make a flower Is it enough to bring dirt Get a seed, and plant it in the ground No of course not, that's too easy Look another way, and think Who of all the people knows how To make a seed grow Do the priests, or the hairdressers Did they know back in time? We can only make seeds grow with what is Here already--nothing new Where does the life come from That is in things We only know how to take life away . .. . Yet without life, everything would be a desert . . ."
  18. If you don't realize you're suffering, how can you stop? Ozzy knows he's suffering, and it seems like a long process to become aware of the fullness of exactly how miserable physical existence is .. .I scraped my knee. Ow. But then ow Ow OW OW OW OW OW OW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . . .(ad. infinitum)
  19. While the images were being perceived by me, it was terrifying(x12) because I had never perceived in this way before, never had seen anything that was non-physical. There is a lasting impression of fear because I have been unable to find anyone willing to talk openly about this type of experience, so I can prepare for it if it happens authentically. I worry I will begin to have these type of visions while meditating/chanting/praying and possibly lose my perception of the physical world .. .then all kinds of things could happen to my physical body while I would be lost in the vision/non-physical world; but then what if I come back, to a body full of thorazine, for example, or something similar. . ..
  20. Are visions real, or are they hallucinations? LSD- (face your fears, and 'poison will not harm them' . ..is what I was thinking). Also, curiousity, and no guidance against it at the time. I had no information about what to expect. First, I started seeing a subtle rainbow light around the wood of the porch, but not around anything else. I thought that was strange; I had heard of auras but I thought they were around people, not trees no longer alive. I felt my eyes begin to open wider, as in I was observing more quantities of things than usual, if before, I would notice only that the wheels of the car made a sound on the road, I was then noticing that as well as the sound of my friend's hands as they moved around the steering wheel, I was observing her observing, and became interested in her perspective, where before I just hoped I would someday understand why she was more 'wild' than me, and less studious. Then nothing much more happened for awhile, but then I started to feel very fearful, I felt pure terror. I worried I would die, or go insane. I felt an energetic churning sensation around me, and this also made a subtle sound. I smelled a very strange and bad odor, and when I reached down to pet my friend's kitten, I saw my hand touching the kitten but did not feel it, only saw it. That scared me because I thought I might become insensitive to pain and not know if I was touching something hot that might burn me, for example. In my mind's eye, I had several visions, one of a fleur-de-lis symbol, (the same as for the saints sports team), one of something like a medusa, and a few figures who looked seated in meditation, kind of hovering, floating (these I saw with my eyes closed, not as I would see something in the physical world). I also saw a star that looked like the Moravian star and it felt like it was pulling away, it felt like a rubberband pulling away. Later I saw my crown chakra and it looked weird, like the inside of a flower bud that hadnt bloomed yet. I had a pleasant experience of the surrounding nature the next morning, and had never appreciated nature in such a deep way before. Overall, it was a traumatic experience.
  21. I have found several stories online but didn't print them out and would like to find them again, or similar stories. One in particular was about Krsna suffering abuse as a child . . .does anyone know good website links to stories about Krsna, Radharani, . . .are there any about Gopina, Candravali?
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