Sir,
Thank you very much for the message. I am much oblidged.
I started my PhD by 2004, and from 2004-5 had a fairly good time,
2005 data theft by colleagues, ill treatments, depressing time, worry,
2005 end I decided to change supervisor, from then lots of challenges, had to face a lot of test, face the highest authorities which took place till 2006 end, in this time had spritual experiences and bliss despite misery.
2007 beginning came out successful, old supervisor removed from office.
2007 mid started beginning new project with new supervisor
2007 full, work went okish but many experiments didnt work well ( which is ok during phd) so it was fine, but health problems started with digestion problem, problem in the family, parents health - had to visit them etc.
2008 fairly ok with me clearing all the qualifying exams etc, but still health deteriorated (actually i ignored my health as I was in a pressure to prove was bit unwise on my side but circumstances demanded that I proved)
2008 end doctor adviced for operation and 2009 had a minor operation and 6 months went in pain and stress, (but again good thing happened was had spritual experiences with this time I got answer for long sought questions in sprituality out of nowhere). I also get recognition for the work I did during 2004-2005 (very late but for good)
2009 now when I have recovered, I got financial problems. My new supervisors project also suffered financial set backs and she couldnt help either due to recession.
Now I am fully stressed and worried, as my supervisor is also not fully happy with me for my absence, (because it affected publication cycles etc) and I am distressed if this will make me terminate my Phd for lack of money, actually this was all I put my entire stake sacrificing almost many things as I love research to the core.
I am also in one way worried as many people whom I meet including strangers say that I will become a Monk. I am also puzzled about this. Though I like monastry life etc, I only want to become researcher at heart.
Compounding all when I correlate this with my VMDasa, it somehow overlaps and most of all I will be entering this period from Sept 2009
Maha Dasa:Moon, Bhukti:Saturn, Pratyantar Dasa:Saturn
I am just panicking because of this as it says in literature that It may be a cruel time. (although my knowledge is very limited with this as I read all this myself from the Internet) Also I have a Retrograde Saturn in my Birth chart.
I would be much grateful if you could show some light on this and what kind of consequences the dasa will enforce on me, and if there is any future insight. Will I come out successful with it etc. I read argala's can cause bolts in a persons life, but dont know if and what kind of argala's I have etc.
PS: I have put in as much of the event in detail, as I felt an astrologer is like a doctor and its best to open up the issues here so that he can give me the best advice.
Thank you very much again for looking into my case.