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  1. I am hoping that you can tell me if I have any major mental afflictions. A psychic healer is telling me I have a mental illness, and I do not believe her! Can you please tell me if my chart indicates this please?
  2. One last advice before I go, Like someone said earlier, do what works best. What works better in mantras for one person, may not work for another. With that said, I strongly suggest you stick to mantras that contain the words something similar to DESTROY negativity...or ELIMINATE SPELLS AND MAGIC AND EVIL. Mantras without these words, will not have a good effect on you, ior will have no effect, if you are suffering evil magic. It will only in fact, give the evil more power. If you are possessed, the energies are already feeding off you..so when you recite, first they get pissed, then they suck the good energy out of you that you recite with which in turn actually gives them more power. How awful a state it is. This is not to say you should stop chanting..you should not. But find those mantras that are the most destructive forces and contain words like destroying evil spells and negative influences. The destructive Gods and Goddesses have the power to eliminate such demons. The Sarabeshwara mantra from above is very powerful and is said to be a nuclear warhead to destroy negativity. Again, if you are not fortunate to find mantras or slokas that work, then you could go chanting on for years and years and STILL not be cured. DO NOT DO IT...for the longer it goes on, the worse and more close to death you get. If that happens, you absolutely need someone who is able to travel to the astral realm, and protect you and undo what was done. They MUST be skilled in demonology and they MUST be skilled in magic....BEWARE..there are many magicians/tantricks who will hurt you further...you have to find a WHITE magician, who does ONLY good magic. If they have any place in dark arts, then RUN THE OTHER WAY. I have heard there are even many tantrics who claim to help, but suck all your money instead. So you must be very cautious of WHO you go to for help. But not TOO cautions..because the evil WILL keep you away from those people who can actually help you. If you get seriously attacked after coming into contact with a potential healer, then chances are THAT PERSON IS GOOD FOR YOU. When you are under the influence of evil, the evil will attack you when something good comes near. Blessings to all of you...
  3. Please do not waste your time or energy in trying to figure out WHO did it. For all you know, this could be coming from an ancestor curse. It may be coming from your brother's wife...it just does not matter. This is happening to you as a result of your krama. Therefore, your main focus should be to try to alleviate your karma in as many ways as possible. This is done as you know best through mantras...I suggest aloud chanting for these issues, since the sound vibration can distract the mind from being overtaken with negative thoughts. Please do not think of who did it..it is not important. The only reason it may be important to know is so that you may cut them out of your life. But most people are concerned with knowing so that they can hold revengeful thoughts. Your suggestion to ask them to stop the magic is a TERRIBLE IDEA. Anyone who is practicing evil magic is most likely already possessed by evil, or they would not think of doing such things to begin with. If they find out that you know of it, and are trying to heal it, most likely they will lash out at you WORSE and you will suffer more than you are now. DO NOT CONFRONT WHO DID It. Please, for yoru safetly..listen to me.
  4. Simple things for protection for those suffering from black magic and evil possession.. Perform Pratyangara Devi Homa, Sudarshana Homa, andd/or Sarabeshwara Homa. All 3 of these destroy evil from within and black magic effects. Find a REPUTABLE Nadi reader who is NOT a fake and perform all the remedies. In the meantime, chant the Sarabewara Mantra Om Kem Kam Phat Pranakrahasi Pranakrahasi Hoom Phat Shatru Samharanaya Sharaba Saluvaya Pakshirajaya Hoom Phat Swaha Find the Maha Sudarshanaya mantra that is long, as well as the Pratyangara power mantras. These are the most HIGHLY protective mantras I have found to destroy many kinds of negativity and create protection when most mantras and prayers do not protect from evil magic specifically. Also, immerse yourself in salt baths/buckets daily..chant the Gayatri mantra while immersed in the water...when you rinse it, imagine all your problems going down the drain. This will prolong your life and keep the evil from killing you, if you are in a serious case. Keep a white candle always burning near you at home. Beware of fire. If these mantras, remedies, and things people wrote do not solve all your evil your problems, then you need the help of a healer to go to the spirit world and undo what was done. Evil possession is NOT the same as black magic. Evil possession is what comes when black magic has been going on for a long time and the mind has weakened, or when it has been intentionally sent. See Black Magic Rescue for more information.
  5. This is very amazing, accurate and thorough information about black magic. The information contained here is very valuable, and NOT easily accessible, and should be consulted if you are suffering from these problems. Thanks for posting it. I have also started a web site for people who need help. It is for people of all religions... You must put effort in to try to help yourself by reciting healing cures, but if it is serious and there is evil possession involved, then you will need the help of a skilled healer to fix it. I have heard that the Hanuman temple visit may help some, that there are also some special pujas that may be conducted there, but if the magicians are skilled, then it may return and the effects are only temporary. Of course, it does boil down to karma. Those who suffer from black magic are also feeling the effects of God's will. Remember this.
  6. I was suggested by an astrologer to attempt to ask Lord Shiva for the Maha Mrityujyana Siddhi because of the crazy life I have been leading and so that I can help others to relieve their suffering. I am writing to see if there was any way at all that you could provide to me the proper ritual/mantra information so that I may chant the Maha Mrityunjaya 125,000 or more times. I do not want to undertake the practice without knowing I will be following the proper prescriptions for chanting and rituals that must be done. There are many different kinds of information online but nothing that is complete, and I really only need the instructions on the Maha Mrityunjaya mantra discipline and nothing else. I should add that I truly do not have any money to purchase books or pay someone for this information. If someone could grace me with this, I would be so greatful. I am so eager to get started on this. Please let me knowif any of you know this information, or have a way that I may obtain it for free Blessings... Namaste..
  7. Thank you so much to U. Sanjeeva Rao. When you said....may cause a bit frustration in the married life with your so called spirituality.To some extent it may disturb your health. Do you mean the marriage? Or the spirituality? Could you please elaborate? Also, why do you suggest only simply pujas and not to pay money for pujas and mantras? Also, you say there is nothing wrong with my chart, do you mean in the way of yogas? Your advice is greatly appreciated.
  8. Hi again, I have many questions, I hope you can answer each one. That sounds great about 2011. Does it mean I will attain enightenment??? As for this mantra Siddhi, I am searching all over on the internet to find instructions of how to properly conduct it to obtain the desired results. I was already initiated a few years ago into the Mrityunajaya mantra, so now I only need to find the proper way to perform the recitations and to see if there is some proper worship that also must be done to properly obtain the siddhi. Even a few days ago I pondered doing 125,000 recitations, and here you are suggesting that I do it. I feel that God wants me to complete it, though it will be mentally trying to complete in 41 days. What kind of siddhi powers does this actually provide? It does need to be complete within 41 days does it not to obtain the full benefits? Will this sadhana eliminate the negative effects of Rahu and Saturn??? Or do I also need to do the 18,000 and 23,000 recitations of those bija mantras as well? Do you have some exact instructions that you can provide to me as to how to conduct it? What kinds of pujas need to be done with it? Does it have to be a new mala? Etc. I am wondering since this is Monday, I could start today with it? There is really nobody around that is able to guide me in person. If you could please give me the necessary information, I want to get started as soon as possible. Although the spiritual aspects are good in my chart, what about material life? I have no desire to earn money in the world, and feel so torn between spiritual and material life. It is a deep battle within...and there have been so many failures that I feel I do not even want to try anymore because I never get anywhere. I have to do the same thing over and over, many times, or it just flat out is unsuccessful, although others do the same thing and get results. Is this saturn? Is saturn actually in my lagna? If you could shed light on this, it would be greatly appreciated.
  9. Yes, it is very true. I can learn mantras VERY easily...people are shocked. I cannot understand why others cannot! when you say saving me time to time, do you mean that every once in awhile I am getting benefit from these? Clearly you are spot on...off to bed now..I will write tomorrow. Please please, give me more of your time tomorrow, won't you? Bless you....
  10. No sir, This is my first and only marriage so far. And it was very much arranged by Mata Amritanandamayi. We met in her ashram in Kerala. He asked if we should marry one year after we met, and she said yes VERY enthusiastically 3 times...much more excitably an answer than when others ask her if they should be married. It has created horrible debt for him, who is in his Saade Sati that ends in September, and compelete isolation for me. I have spent most of the last 3 years spending about 10-15 hours a day in silence.
  11. Also, kind people, if you could tell me if there are any yogas that I need to be concerned about... Are there indications of any mental problems/financial problems that are shown that indicate the destitute life I am living? Will I need to be reliant on others forever? I feel that people avoid me all the time, and are not helpful when I ask for astrological help. (except for the recent posts from Rishi...thank you.) maybe you can help to answer this concern of mine. I have asked many places, many times and only get small answers, like the ones here that do not address the questions I am asking. I mean, some have responded in kindness. In other places, my forum posts go unanswered. Why do astrologers ignore me when I am asking for help? I see such elaborate answers that other people get. Can someone please explain why do astrologers do that??? Please tell me if I can fix these problems and how, it would be appreciated. Am I really beyond help? Is it really that bad? Any advice is so appreciated. Please... Also, Dear Rishi, you are so correct about me being in dilema. I am in dilema over EVERY decision I make...back and forth, round and round. My mind spins in circles. I do not have a guru NEARBY that I can ask about this Siddhi. It is something I came across lately and was thinking of. Could you please tell me some more details? I would be sooo greatful.
  12. Thank you Rishi Vatsyayan for writing. I am hoping that you can clarify for me something that you wrote. You said in your case Saturn Mars conjunction may ignore this suggestion. Do you mean to attain the Maha Mrityunjaya Siddhi? Or to avoid laziness and bad habit? What exactly does this conjunction indicate? Why should I ignore it? Would it be harmful? Also, under normal circumstances, attaining this Siddhi could be obtained through chanting it 125,000 times? I know you said to check with Guru, but is this correct? Thank you again...
  13. Thank you to all of you for your kind words. Atul, you are so sweet...you will not hurt me in asking a question. Yes, you are exactly right that I had chest problems. From childhood, early...I began having constant bronchitis and fever...terrible recurring problems. Every 3 weeks I would get a sore throat and cough and bronchitis. After I did the huge Shiva pujas in 2005 that part stopped...that I considered a miracle. YES...MAJOR digestive problems. By the time I met my now husband at the end of 2005, I was only having a bowel movement about 1 time per day. It was terrible pain and a close friend thought I would die then as well. As for the marriage? Well, it was arranged really by the Satguru Mata Amritanandamayi. He was really sent to take care of me the last few years, which he has done. She has blessed our marriage, as you can see per my chart, it has been very dissatisfying to me. However, he has managed to support me and help me to heal, so what more can I ask for. I am lucky to be alive at all! I also am living in a foreign country, I am American living in Sweden, as also indicated per Rahu in 12th and I hope to before the year is over be living in an ashram. As for the volunteering, I actually do some volunteering every day for people with spiritual problems...who have been through things I have gone through. My web site is at Black Magic Rescue I know this karma I am facing is from evil magic I did in other lives, so I thought that helping those who are suffering from that problem would be good to remedy my karma. And I have seen that it has been. As per the Mrityanjaya Mantra, I mostly listen to it play over and over on a CD...I have done this for about 9 years now. When I sleep, and sometimes in waking. But I chant it also sometimes...not as often as I should. Anymore expert advice is surely welcome. Thanks.
  14. I also would like to add that I am on a 2 year search for the name of a particular ritual that an astrologer told me to get that is performed at Rameswaram he said that I need to get done or my life will not change...He told me that it is contained in a separatae part of the vedas..NOT where the regular Yagnas are taught....somewhere else. He said it is a 3 part ritual...the first is an Exorcism, where they place cow dung and other things onto my physical body..the second part asks for forgiveness to all the souls whom I hurt and the third is the blessing. Please please, if you or you know anyone who may know what this ritual is, I beg you to provide the name of it or to help me to find it. The man never gave me the name. Does it at all sound familiar?
  15. The astrologers look in awe at my astrological chart. I was told I should have died in 2004 yet my guru kept me alive. Only God knows why..I am pretty useless. The physical pain sickness, and suffering I have been through in this lifetime is not what most people could handle. I have consulted so many astrologers, and tried several things, but NOTHING has truly made my suffering less. I chanted the Hanuman Chalisa everyday, I did the Visnu Sahsranama Everyday, I did the Lalita Sahasranamam every day...these went on years. I have performed several Durga homas, Lakshmi homas, Rahu pujas several times, Sani pujas several times...I have performed Maha Mritunjaya pujas several times, standard Shiva pujas and one HUGE Shiva homa with 11 priests, that I know saved my life since I was near death at that point. I even a few years ago chanted 18,000 mantras of Rahu OF MY OWN RESEARCH of what to do...I do seva, nothing changed. What is missing? What is the remedy that is going to make this all stop? The energies split my mind...I feel like I am insane half the time. Black magic, evil possession, my own family stole huge sums of money from me, you would not believe it all if I told you...ALL my suffering is past life karma...so HOW DO I REMEDY THIS PAST LIFE KARMA?? Someone please tell me...I beg you...What can I do to alleviate this past life karma? There must be an answer. The most recent astrologer has again prescribed Bija mantra chanting....18,000 Rahu and 23,000 of Sani. I am prepared to do it again, but not feeling so hopeful since I have tried so many things already and nothing has really helped. The last two days I began searching again and read that for Rahu affliction, I should read the Durga Saptasati. So I began that...and so far that seems to do the most good out of everything that I have tried. And I found this remedy on my own. Why didn't an astrologer prescribe that? Is it because I am not Indian, and they thnk I could not recite it? Please help me. Please tell me what to do to get RID OF TOTALLY this past life karma that is ruining my life. Skokie Illinois, USA 23.22 11:22 PM Daylight Savings Time May 1, 1975
  16. I am searching for the name of a special Yagya that is NOT contained in the part of the vedas that teaches about how to worhsip the Gods and Goddesses. It is in a different section, and is not commonly performed. It is a ritual for exoricism and soul cleansing, possibly for black magic as well, and I know that during it they rub cow dung and many other things onto the physical body. I think it has 3 parts...the first is the cleansing, the second is forgiveness of sins and asking for forgiveness from other souls that have been harmed by the participant, and then the final part is a blessing. I am in search of the name of this puja/homa and ANYONE who may be remotely familiar with what I am speaking of, or anyone who may be able to perform it. Repeat..it is NOT a common puja/homa. I know that it is performed in Rameshvaram. If you know what the name of this puja/homa is or have any information about what I am speaking of, please email me at black-magic-rescue@black-magic-rescue.com or post here... It is an urgent situation. Thank you.
  17. Thank you so much for taking your time for me. I really appreciate it. You said something that was very interesting to me... You said that if I go to the ashram and live life there, that I would only be "postponing" my karma? May I ask please how it is you came to that conclusion? Is it some aspect of my chart that indicates that? Because in my mind, that reasoning does not fit. I am very interseted to hearing your opinion and view of this matter, because I know I do not know everything....I know less than I ever thought I could know!!! I never thought in my wildest dreams my life would be a disatrous mess at 34...In fact, I do not even know how I am alive. I was told by an skilled astrologer that I should have died in 2004...do you see this? You also wrote It makes Jupiter little weak but overall it is much better than what you are going through. Were you referring to when my Jupiter comes? What would be the point of any of it, if anything I may gain in 2012 is going to be lost again in 2019 when the next Daridra Yoga dasa is triggered again? Can you please explain to me what is the Daridra Yoga business, and am I making things worse in my mind than they are? I hope it is ok also that I do not agree with your statement that everyone goes through it...having Rahu in your 12th house along with everything else in the 6th of disease in my Rahu dasa means EXTREME suffering, to a point that people just flat out do not understand unless they have been through EXTREME and ongoing physical and emotional pain. Being sick and bed ridden for their ENTIRE LIVES is not something that everyone goes through and can relate to. In fact, most people have NO CLUE about illness and it makes it very difficult to relate to people who do not understand it. So to this point of people understanding because they have to go through it, I just do not agree. How can people have any sort of life, when they are SICK, IN PAIN, have NO MONEY, and NO LOVE to support them in their life to get them through it? And worse, when your family sexually and phsycially abuses only later to oust you and betray you and steal the inheritance money that was karmically destined to be yours? It is torture and a living hell. Not everyone has that kind of life...and I do not understand why you say that everyone has to go through it...because it is not true. Most days I do want to die. I am not suicidial, but I wish God would end this nightmare. I have been through so much trauma, that most would never even have lived through...and most people do not walk around with that sort of feeling. Feeling like God has abandoned them. I do not see any hope...only more pain in my future. What is there to look forward to? And what is worse is I am realistic....I question the future and feel that nothing is going to really change until 2012...yet my husband has these unrealistic expectations that "soon, I will be well and can work and support myself". And I just do not even believe that is possible. And I try to tell him that it may not happen, and he cannot believe it. Because if that is true, then HIS life will also be awful until 2012. I really do not know what to do. If I should change my thinking...or just accept my crappy fate. Or can my guru change it? Will She change it? Can you tell me, should I leave here, and try to go to another country and work in October or November? Or will I not be able to make it there? Will I be too sick near the end of this year? I am so miserable...I cant take much more. I feel I must leave here. Again, if only to work. Would this work if I did it? How am I to get through it? I do not know how. Please help me further if you can.
  18. My life has been nothing short of misery. I am trying to figure out how to proceed. If I should just give up and proceed to an ashram for the rest of my life because there will be nothing but failure for me in the future. This is all I have known in the past. And even trying to get well is difficult. I have been unable to get the proper health care. I have health problems that have kept me at home for nearly 5 years, but I have been sick my entire life. I am broke, and in a loveless marriage. I am also isolated in my husband's country where I do not speak the language and want to leave. Not even necessarily to leave the marriage, but to leave and look for work in a country that will hire me. If I can be well enough. But I am scared. Because I am financially reliant on him. And if I leave, I will be trying to live on my own..and I am SOOOO in debt, nearly $200,000 US dollars and I will probably never get out of it because I have always been sick. I am not sure I can make it on my own...due to my past....I feel so powerless. I just recently found out I have a Daridra Yoga which made me feel even more hopeless. I feel so depressed, which I am coming to learn is a thyroid problem and is actually chemical. I begin medicine for that in 2 days, but am still not sure if that is really the source of all my problems. I do not know what to do. Can someone help to guide me? And try to make me feel a little better? Please? Skokie Illinois, USA May 1, 1975 23:22 Daylight Savings
  19. Mr Ravindran, Can you please please please provide the mantra that you know in the Vedas...for this fire ceremony. I have searched for about 6 years for this mantra. I also have a web site, you can see my profile, it is designed to help all people suffering from spiritual issues and black magic. I will use it only to help myself and others. It is called Black Magic Rescue I do not have access to these texts, or pujas because I am not in India. Can you please please tell us how to find this information if we are not in India? Thank you so much. I really hope you will help me because it will go to help many many others.
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