YVisitji Clear Explanation - Yoga correct I think

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Dear Vedic teachers,

 

I have the given yoga (Sat+Moon 01H; deb Merc + Exalt Ven + Kethu

04H) and have been depressed deeply and also bordered on self

destruction 20+ years ago. I see my personality as being somewhat

obsessive. My life after 17 years of age, has been one disappoinment

after another.

 

Even though I was very good at studies, through a silly mistake of

time by mother, was late & failed to pass university entrance exams.

Tried to go to USA, was offered partial scholarship there, but father

objected.

 

Started part time professional studies while working but mother

forced marriage as eldest of 5 children and of 3 girls, in early

1982. When I saw bridegroom fell in love with him though protested

vehemently before. Through interference of my family because of

questions about husbands character, marriage broke after 2 months.

Husband who worked abroad gave up job in shame and embarrassment and

has to date not recovered his career though he has crossed continents

to try to get onto a better life.

 

We were separated but in 1988 but husband made a reconciliation

before migrating in June, I was to follow in 6 months, but mother

died in August. (Brother in law has Sun+Rahu 10H VIRGO) Second

sisters marriage was coming up so stayed behind at fathers request -

husband angry again. After 3rd sister's elopement in '97, brother &

father helped me atlast join husband, who forgave and accepted me in

99. A this time father wrote a part of property to me.

 

Life however is difficult financially, and though it started

affectionately the relationship is also very troubled now. Since

lately father wants property written back to him and says given only

for visa purposes. Husband has lost almost all due to marriage

failure and this request woulnd me deeply. I have been as good and

obedient child as was possible to him.

 

I have Rahu 10H - which I believe is Sarpa dosa, and actually I have

killed serpents in the garden duringearly '90s. Infact one was a she

snake with eggs in belly, the memory still sends shivers in me.

 

I once calculated the Jiva & Sharira grahas on planetery placements

as adviced by a friend, and remember being hysterical when I found

out all were finally under influence of the nodes Rahu/ Kethu.

 

Sometimes I wonder if our troubles are all because of me - I feel

very sorry for my husband - he is a very hard working honourable man,

through prone to temper & violence.

 

I read somewhere sarpa dosa people are born for a specific reason; I

love buddhist meditation, have had very very good states of samadhi

before - would love to be yogini. Is this why family life

unsuccessful? We also have no children, we both wanted them at

different times.

 

If you would please help us - as I live in Europe I have no access to

temples or priests, but do vratams finding info from the web, which

have helped me greatly.

 

self- 03rd night 4th early morning March 1959 at 01 hour 23/

27minutes, Colombo Sri Lanka.

Saggitarius. Vrashabha/ Cancer Navamsaka. Moola nakshatra IV pada

(Poorvasala Nakshatra used during marriage time as birth time was

taken as 4th afternoon, I believe.)A complete mess.

 

husband-27.02.1951 10am Kandy Sri Lanka. Aries. Visakha Nakshatra

 

Birth times are not exact.

 

When will we have a decent life and have a house of our own? Will my

husband be a politician? Will I die in 4 years?

 

Please help us and may you be blessed.

 

Renuka

 

, Visti Larsen <visti wrote:

>

> ??? ??? ?????

> Dear Pratosh, Namaskar.

> I will repeat the yoga. Its VERY specific.

> 1. Moon must be in Kendra to Mercury

> and

> 2. Moon must receive the touch (aspect/conjunction) of Saturn or

Rahu.

>

> If Rahu touches then the person experience alot of mental confusion

and

> can believe things which are not real.

> If Saturn touches then depression can be deep and the person is

very

> sensitive.

>

> If in addition to this the fifth house from Atmakaraka is affected

then

> the native suffers deeply throughout life and this borders insanity.

>

> Hope this clarifies.

> Yours sincerely, Visti Larsen

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