Doubting Shri Mataji

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Due to alot of my problems which I won't talk about right now, I

want to ask if people like me would get terminated? I get swayed by

negative people like LynDale. Some of the messages kind of made me

confused coz I have cried to Shri Mataji many times but she does not

really care. But yet she has comforted me in her lectures. I still

have so much problems at home and nothing had gotten any better.

Like for example; if Shri Mataji was really there for me, would she

allow incest between my mother and I to happen? I don't feel loved

by my mother and so I welcome her incestous attitude as the only way

she can show love for me. Either she is incestous or she is

emotionally abusive.