rainbowbody

hello, i just wanted to say if you feel it is karmic, you are probably right. Go with that feeling, and see if you can trace to something more elaborate...say, your relationship with that person. If you still feel it was as a lover, then go with that, too. I've experienced similar things, but also have gleaned that re-enacting anything physical is merely a means to working something out. Meaning, you could probably work it out without getting physical, but physicality is such a quick way to do it! If you are both practitioners or experienced in meditation, you could sit and work it out together in silence. Talk about it afterward, do it in small sessions, whatever works for you both. Hope that helps!

hi, there is a kundalini center in Rishikesh. I have a friend who met the babaji there and thought highly of him. (I don't remember the name of the center, but I've seen it. It's VERY easy to find, I've been there, and it's well-marked. ETA: magic abounds in India...(I've been going there since 2000, just returned from my last trip not even a week ago) Why not just go with the intention you already have, and know your Soul will guide you to a teacher who is right for you? I've also done year-long retreats in India, and it's very easy to rent little dwellings there. Do you have a heart-connection to a particular city/place there already? If so, start there....best of luck, and Sat Nam!