Dear Prabhu,
I have the same problem as you, i'm angry because of my past, a lot of things happened, the worsth thing was that my own mother threatend me to shoot me dead, and she also scared my kids that something could happen to them.
Enough of that, i like to be happy, so PLEASE CHANT, sometimes i can not do it with enough feeling, but i continue, i keep chanting, if not sixteen rounds than less than that.
Better chant a few rounds than nothing, chant for KRSNA and be happy, don't live in the past but in the future.
Everey town and village is what Lord Chaitanya said, so let it be, help the world and our beloved Lord by Chanting the Maha Mantra !!
Tulsi from Holland
