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Cupid, however, was himself captivated by the grave and exciting dealings of the goddesses of fortune, and he voluntarily gave up his bow and arrow in a spirit of frustration. Such was the beauty and attraction of the queens of Lord Krishna. Yet they could not disturb the transcendental senses of the Lord. This is because the Lord is all-perfect atmarama, or self-sufficient. He does not require anyone's extraneous help for His personal satisfaction. Therefore, the queens could not satisfy the Lord by their feminine attractiveness, but they satisfied Him by their sincere affection and service. Only by unalloyed transcendental loving service could they satisfy the Lord, and the Lord was pleased to treat them as wives in reciprocation. Thus being satisfied by their unalloyed service only, the Lord reciprocated the service just like a devout husband. Otherwise He had no business becoming the husband of so many wives. He is the husband of everyone, but to one who accepts Him as such, He reciprocates. This unalloyed affection for the Lord is never to be compared to mundane lust. It is purely transcendental. And the grave dealings, which the queens displayed in natural feminine ways, were also transcendental because the feelings were expressed out of transcendental ecstasy. It is already explained in the previous verse that the Lord appeared like a mundane husband, but factually His relation with His wives was transcendental, pure and unconditioned by the modes of material nature.

tvak-shmashru-roma-nakha-kesha-pinaddham antar maamsaasthi-rakta-krimi-vit-kapha-pitta-vaatam jiivac-chavam bhajati kaanta-matir vimuudhaa yaa te padaabja-makarandam ajighratii strii A woman who fails to relish the fragrance of the honey of Your lotus feet becomes totally befooled, and thus she accepts as her husband or lover a living corpse covered with skin, whiskers, nails, head-hair and body-hair and filled with flesh, bones, blood, parasites, feces, mucus, bile and air. Prabhupad's Purport: Here Lord Krishna's chaste wife makes a quite unequivocal statement about material sense gratification based on the physical body. Shrila Vishvanaatha Cakravarti comments as follows on this verse: On the authority of the statement sa vai patih syaad akuto-bhayah svayam — "He indeed should become one's husband who can remove all fear" —Shri Krishna is the real husband for all women at all times. Thus a woman who worships someone else as her husband simply worships a dead body. Shrila Vishvanaatha Cakravarti comments further: Rukmini thus considered that although the sweetness of Lord Krishna's lotus feet is well known, and although He possesses an eternal body full of knowledge and bliss, foolish women reject Him. An ordinary husband's body is covered on the outside by skin and hair; otherwise, being filled with blood, feces, flesh, bile and so on, it would be overwhelmed with flies and other vermin attracted by its bad smell and other offensive qualities. Those who have no practical experience of the beauty and purity of Krishna or of Krishnaa consciousness may be confused by such uncompromising denunciations of material, bodily gratification. But those who are enlightened in Krishna consciousness will be enlivened and enthused by such absolutely truthful statements.

He sakhi, considering that I still have to drag my material body around the world....I must go to sleep because it is 2 AM here. Wish me sweet Krishna dreams!!!! write to you tomorrow!!!! Sweet Krishna dreams to you too....

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You know I like Varaha avatara also because Krishna went to low places to save Bhumi. vasati dasana-sikhare dharani tava lagna sasini kalanka-kaleva nimagna keshava dhrta-sukara-rupa jaya jagadisa hare O Keshava! O Lord of the universe! O Lord Hari, who have assumed the form of a boar! All glories to You! The earth, which had become merged in the Garbhodaka Ocean at the bottom of the universe, sits fixed upon the tip of Your tusk like a spot upon the moon. ---Jayadeva Dasavatara stuti

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I'll tell you another secret. I pray to all the wifes of Sri Krishna to help me get Krishna. I somehow know they are not jealous. Like if I ever get to be Krishna's wife and He loves me very much....then I come to know that some other girl also loves Krishna more then her life but Krishna does not know about her. This first thing I would do is to place Krishna's hand on my head and take a promise from Him to marry that girl and love her as much as He loves me. I know (I don't know how, but I know) all the wifes of Sri Krishna are like that. That is why I sometimes cry to them also. Also I have another secret incarnation of Rukmini and Satyabhama to whom I feel very close. I cannot disclose it here, but I pray to them. I first pray that they be happy with their husband Sri Hari first and then they should kindly also plan to get me married to Krishna....

---> He who keeps a vigil for eight nights, remaining awake and at every moment meditating on the divine couple's transcendental pastimes, at the proper time will attain the object of his worship. This is for Radha-Krishna worshippers who want a place in Their nikunja.... Remember.... The Gaudiya Tulasi Kirtan mor mone ei abhilasha vilasa kunje diyo baash radha-krishna seva diye koro nija dasi Given the condition of my heart, I will not be able to do justice to the translation....

Yes, cleaning Krishna's house (for me as a wife) is the most blissful thing I can think of. Then I want to cook food for Him. Daily there will be a lot of dishes whether He eats all of them or not. And yes, I will feed Him with my hands, yes my hands. Please Please Krishna... please take some food from my hands. Then who will fan You. Dear Lord... You will have to give me two more hands so that I can fan You properly while you eat. Oh Dear Krishna, I know I am the lowest of the low, but now somehow I have come to hear of You, and even though I know I am totally unqualified to serve even your servant's servants properly, yet moment after moment my heart is being conquered by this army of the desire of direct service to You. O Dear Shyamsundara, I make this shameful request to You that You overlook my mountain of faults and immediately engage me in Your direct service....

He Krishnapreyasi! Greetings!! ---> I would simply like to enter into His personal life in a way, even if for a day or an hour. You make me laugh, an hour!!! Are you sure you will be satisfied... Are you sure you will be OK being a bird, not a girl...... ---> When I was at Tirupati I did not feel separation from Krishna. You are great. When I went, I asked Him for worldly things - after standing 6 hours in queue. He did give me good wordly benifits but not the way I asked, but when I look back, the way Krishna made things happen has been better than what I wanted from Him. And He also gave me this love sickness for Him. Earlier in life I was angry with Him and promised I will have nothing to do with Him - for various reasons but after visiting Tirupati all those loving emotions came back. --> The only thing that bothered me was the overwhelming sense of Aishwarya that is all-pervading in that place. You know I was never been bothered by Krishna's Aishwrya. His honey sweetness is there even in His Aishwarya. I think of this girl from a far off village, secretly loves Krishna in her heart, and she goes to Krishna's city alone where He is the king. She looks at the magnificient gate and this reminds her of Krishna's powerful chest. She sees the fountains and it reminds her of the beautiful locks of Krishna's hair. She sees the gardens and she is reminded of how Krishna used to love the gopis in the forests of Vrindavana. Then she sees the lotuses of the ponds and she nearly faints on remembering His eyes. All around people are saying "Krishna.... Krishna.... Krishna...." Then Krishna's procession comes through the roads. She looks from behind one pillar. Krishna is walking through the city meeting all the people. She ultimately gets to see Her secret beloved. She first looks at His lotus feet and in her heart bows down flat before Him with heaps and heaps of emotions but she can't do this in open. She sees this blue coloured Lord of hers walking past her and He gives a quick loving glance towards her with His two most pleasing eyes. See even in this Aishwarya, what she sees is her Lord's sweetness and nothing else. ---> I have no complaints, but I would have really liked a private audience with Him, which of course is impossible! I don't know if it is impossible. But I will always desire to be with Him always....always....not even for a moment away....not even for half a moment....Oh! Krishna!!!! Please know this before You make me see You....if you ever come to me, I'll clasp you tight with my two hands and I won't leave you....

aho sakhi, Srimati Andal looks very beautiful! I'll let you in a secret of mine! You may have yours!!! but don't worry I won't ask you! I aspire to follow the wives of Sri Krishna. However worthless I am now, I have a deep seated desire to marry Sri Krishna. I have no desire to be a queen or palaces or wealth that may come with such a position. I would be happy to be in a small cottage if I can serve my Lord's intoxicating two lotus feet. I like the way Srimati Andal describes the dream she had about getting married to Sri Hari. I also like to think that I will be in a goup of wifes of Sri Krishna where we will talk about Krishna all day long. I like to see other wifes serving Sri Krishna. I also like the gopis. But I don't know if they want to marry Krishna. If they don't want to marry Him, I cannot follow that. I am too much selfish. I want to be have the satisfaction of lawfully marrying Sri Krishna. -Wretched

I read this somewhere- In Bhagavatam 6.11.26, Vritasura gives so many examples of how He feels for His deity, but He was not satisfied until he said- priyam priyeva vyusitam vishannaa Just as a devoted wife is mad with desire to serve her beloved husband who is far away from home. Everyone of the soul is born with a function to have conjugal feelings. And this wifely love is meant for Krishna, to satisfy Him.

Dear Krishnapriya (sister, Vanamali), Look at the fortune of Satyabhama. Krishna fought the gods to satisfy His wife's whim for a celestial plant - parijata. Do you now think, He just toletates her? Or is it more likely that He thinks, "My Satyabhama, how sweet wife I have, Oh! how much I love her."

---> Sometimes, though, when I talk to people it gets very bad. I tried to do that, but I realized that people have different tastes, and they don't like to talk what they do not have taste for. Like I do not want to talk with anybody who do not want to talk about Krishna, our beautiful hero.... Therefore I have been searching and searching for people to get together where I can listen about how that person feels with her loving sentiments towards Krishna (soul is "her", even if body is "him"). But to no avail....most people, even devotees don't understand this.... ---> 1. Krishna was a child when He associated with the gopis so there was no "madhurya" there- Bhagavatam is just trying to appeal to our base minds Even though He was child to others, he appeared as 16 years old blooming teenager to the gopis, and they appeared as teenager girls to Krishna. The outside world could not see this. The child part is for those who try to blame Krishna. He really was a child as per worldly age calculation....so how can anybody blame Him.... ---> 2. Krishna could never have had relationships with a. 16,108 princesses or b. all the gopis/ it must be a mistake or exaggeration in Bhagavatam Believing in God itself is a jump of faith. Then a God with form who has a flute .... But I would like to believe that persons like Andal, Meera, Tulsidas, Surdas, Bilvamangala, Caitanya, Ramanuja, Madhva, Nimbarka, Vallabha and so many others must have experienced something.... We should at least give it a try.... ---> 3. Loving Krishna as personal God is just a way to focus the mind on God, but actually the impersonal brahman is the goal Why, some of the above mentioned people were digvijayis - philosophical conquerers of their times. So Shankaracharya on one hand and all the above philosophers who proclaim that the form of Vishnu is real factual. Chaitanya was a logic Guru in Navadveepa.... I did not take one second to know which was the reality when I first read the Iskcon book. I just knew then and there, yes Krishna is God, His form is real and soooooo beautiful. ---> 4. Krishna doesn't love anyone but Radha, not even Maha Lakshmi (whose presence He merely tolerates). Just be in Krishna's position and think. Krishna comes to know a girl took poison. There is rumour in air that she loved Him, but did not tell Him because she did not think she was qualified for Him. So not able to bear the burden of separation from Him, she took poison. He runs to that place.... somehow manages to get to talk to her because she won't talk to Him. As soon as she sees Him. She says, "Who are you, I don't know you, I don't love you, I don't love you, I don't love you. Please go...." Krishna looks at her face which is pale with months of crying.... When Krishna sees this, do you think He will think, "I don't care!!! Let her cry or die.... for heaven's sake I am getting late ...." or will He think,"What have I done, what have I done....for my sake this girl is willing to suffer.... Oh! what should I do now.... someone please help me.... please....Oh! what have I done...." Now think which is the character more appropriate to Krishna. Yes Krishna loves Radha very much, but He is not hard hearted, otherwise how would His love to Radha be love....Love cannot be done by hard hearted people. Krishna is soft. My grandmother told me that when a gopi pours out her heart in some corner of the forest crying for Krishna, He cannot hold Himself back. He becomes mad or something like that and comes automatically. Why is Krishna the best husband (lover), because for all of them He is there....Radha loves Her Krishna, she will not be satisfied with Satyabhama's Krishna. Same Satyabhama will not be satisfied with Radha's Krishna. When Krishna married with the 16108 women, each 16108 Krishna was different. Each of them was suitable only for that particular woman. Radha's Krishna loves only Radha, but Satyabhama's Krishna loves only Satyabhama. Do you know when Satyabhama used to become angry, Krishna used to touch her feet to ask for forgiveness....Only a loving hen pecked husband will do that. Nobody else. VRITASURA: SB 6.11.26: O lotus-eyed Lord, as baby birds that have not yet developed their wings always look for their mother to return and feed them, as small calves tied with ropes await anxiously the time of milking, when they will be allowed to drink the milk of their mothers, or as a morose wife whose husband is away from home always longs for him to return and satisfy her in all respects, I always yearn for the opportunity to render direct service unto You.

And I am "Wretched_Soul_In_Love_With_Krishna"