johnnyUK

Namaste Astrologers Can some do my horriscope pls Date of birth : 28-June-1980 Place of birth : Birmingham, England, UK Time of birth : 5:30 AM (Sat) Qualification : MBBS, London Marital status : Engaged Children : nil thanks Johnny

Dear all, Namaste all my name is Johnny, 29, London. I have recently started the baglamukhi sadhana, and kali before that, I fast every tues and some thurs too as per the instruction of my guru. Recently I keep breaking up into tears about dhumavati... every time I think of her I am overcame with tears, I am obsessed with her and really feel lost... I feel that in my past life I suffered a great loss and ma dhumavati rescued / looked after me.. I wish to do her sadhana, not for any mal-purpose but I feel she is beckoning me.. dream of doing this sadhana and it is my wish that before I die I should at least once have the chance to complete her sadhana.. my spiritual journey came quite suddenly 2 yrs ago Kali came to me 1st, I mean I was obsessed! I could not stop reading about her on the net, my thirst for knowledge about her was insatiable, my parents are also very pious and simple ppl, my dad is a shiv devotee and mum prays to durga maa and Krishna... for me there was no1 but kali. at 1st! I 1st did the kali sadhana last year, during navratri, an at the end I saw maa, in my dream, smiling, wearing red but as the divine form, she called herself nayrani... now I only speak English and a little Punjabi... yet when I sat in a very prestigious satchandi yug a few weeks ago... I felt I had heard all the Sanskrit solokas before... although I could not truly translate them word for word I felt maa gave me the shakti to get a basic grasp of what's going on! As for Maa Bagla, I truly love her! She has given so much for me. I visited the bagla temple a few years ago in MP, and again last nov... when I met the high priest, he kept looking at me, I thought it was my Mohawk hairstyle but I know now that he knew somehow, I was to do the baglamukhi sadhana, I was with all my family, maybe 8/9 of us in total and again he kept talking to me, and isolating me out, he then took me and my mum aside and gave me the baglamukhi mantra. and told us to keep it a secret and to worship maa, I told him a difficult time is approaching my life since as a junior doctor, to find a job in central London for anaesthesia and it, is near impossible... months passed and I heard nothing, I stopped my sadhana, being stupid I thought I would get the letter after the first week, then the week before the deadline, I received an e-mail 1 hour from deadline, the day before I did the sadhana, unplanned and begged maa. Every morn I listen to the durga challis and baglamukhi mantra (utube one) on my iPod every morn,,, and lay and behold I got my dream job to maa, my life also improved.. going from a avid party animal, I have become very spiritual and devotee of maa, in all her form... then, a few weeks ago I had a strange dream, I 1st saw a yellow ball, which then became the baglamukhi yantra, then I saw a kind of heavenly place, and a lady with milk, pale complexion, beautiful and so elegant, dressed in gold and a yellow sari answer me, it was definitely maa she answered: hi, this is baglamukhi, to this my heart was filled was so much happiness I felt like crying, then I woke up, and eyes filled with tears,.. I feel so happy was chosen and given the opportunity by maa to participate in her sadhana, I truly feel blessed and happy The problem is there are so few ppl familiar with dhumavati,,, where can I find a guru in London who can guide me... kali sadhana I did by myself, bagla mantra was given to me when I visited the bagla temple in HP last Nov. I also went to jawalamkhi.. and asked every1 re dhumavati.. most ppl could understand my four words of Punjabi.. and at this stage my aunts and cousins where bored and sick of my obsession... I feel hungry, and never satisfied about my knowledge for maa dhumvati,, I always want to know more! and I feel no1 can guide me, leaving me very isolated I feel very sad that I did not find a dhumavati temple! So my question where can I get dhumavati diksha from? Do I need diksha, if my heart begs for maa What is her Sadhana for, although in my case I am having much difficulties with my room-mate, and I feel dissatisfied despite having everything, because I feel separated from maa dhumavati, it's my dream above anything to do her sadhana, I feeliso sad and my spirit is so low... I hope some1 answers my prayers pls can any1 advise me Johnny johnnykenth@doctors.org.uk place of birth Birmingham uk 28/6/80 time 5:30am I believe my ruling goddess is nritti Namaste

Dear all, Namaste all my name is johnny, 29, london. I have recently started the baglamukhi sadhana, and kali before that, i fast every tues and some thurs too as per the instruction of my guru. Recently i keep breaking up into tears about dhumavati... every time i think of her i am overcme with tears, i am obsessed with her and really feel lost... i feel that in my past life i suffered a great loss and ma dhumavati rescued / looked after me.. i wish to do her sadhana, not for any mal-purpose but i feel she is beckonnng me.. dream of doin this sadhana and it is my wish that before i die i should altleas once have the chance to complete her sadhana.. my spiritual journey came quite suddenly 2 yrs ago Kali came to me 1st, i mean i was obsessed! I could not stop reading about her on the net, my thirst for knowledge about her was insatiable, my parents are also very pios and simple ppl, my dad is a shiv devotee and mum prays to durga maa and Krishna... for me there was no1 but kali. at 1st! I 1st did the kali sadhana last year, during navratri, an at the end i saw maa, in na dream, smiling, wearing red but as the divine form, she clled herself nayrani... now i only speak english and a little punjabi... yet when i sat in a very prestigious satchandi yug a few weeks ago... i felt i had heard all the sanskrit solokas before... altho i could not truly translate them word for word i felt maa gave me the shakti to get a basic grasp of whats going on! As for Maa Bagla, i truly love her! She has given so much for me. i visited the bagla temple a few years ago in MP, and again last nov... when i met the high priest, he kept looking at me, i thought it was my mohawk hairstyle but i know now that he knew somehow, i was to do the baglamukhi sadhana, i was with all my family, maybe 8/9 of us in total and again he kept talkn to me, and isolating me out, he then took me and my mum aside and gave me the baglamukhi mantra. and told us to keep it a secret and to worship maa, i tld hime a difficult time is approaching my life since as a junior doctor, to find a job in central london for anaestesia and itu, is near impossible... months passed and i heard nothing, i stopped mt ashana, being stupid i thought i would get the letter after the first week, then the week before the deadline, i received an e-mail 1 hour from deadline, the day before i did the sadhana, unplanned and begged maa, i listed to the durga chalisa and baglamikhi mantra (utube one) on my ipode every morn,,, and lay and behold i got my dream job to maa, my life also improved.. goin from a avid party animal, i have become very spiritual and devottee of maa, in all her form... then, a few weeks ago i had a strange dream, i ist saw a yellow ball, which then became the baglamukhi yantra, then i saw a kind of heavenly place, and a lady with milk, pale complexion, beautiful and so eleant, dressed in gold and a yellow sari answer me, it was deffinately maa she answered: hi, this is baglamukhi, to this my heart was filled was so much happyness i felt like crying, then i woke up, and eyes filled with tears,.. i feel so happy was chosen and given the opportunity by maa to participate in her sadhana, i truly feel blessed and happy The problem is there are so few ppl familiar with dhumavati,,, where can i find a guru in london who can guide me... kali sadhana i did by myself, bagla mantra was given to me when i visited the bagla temple in HP last Nov. I also went to jawalamkhi.. and asked every1 re dhumavati.. mst ppl could understand my four waords of punjabi.. and at this stage my aunts and cousins where bored and sick of my obsession... i feel hungry, and never satisified about my knowledge for maa dhumvati,, i always want to know more! and i feel no1 can guide me, leaving me very islolated i feel very sad that i did not find a dhumavati temple! So my question where can i get dhumavati diksha from? Do i need diksha, if my heart begs for maa What is her Sadhana for, altho in my case i am having much difficulties with my room-mate, and i feel disatisfied despite having everything, because i feel separted from maa dhumavati, it's my dream above anything to do her sadhana, i feel iso sad and my spirit is so low... i hope some1 answers my prayers pls can any1 adivse me johnny johnnykenth@doctors.org.uk place of birth Birmingham uk 28/6/80 time 5:30am i believe my ruling goddess is nritti namaste

i attest to the power of the goddess bagla, hi all my name is johnny, 29, london. Very deep and spiritual person, im besotted with maa, i think of her all the time. Kali came to me 1st, i mean i was obsessed! I could not stop reading about her on the net, my thirst for knowledge about her was insatiable, my parents are also very pios and simple ppl, my dad is a shiv devotee and mum prays to durga maa and Krishna... for me there was no1 but kali. at 1st! I 1st did the kali sadhana last year, during navratri, an at the end i saw maa, in na dream, smiling, wearing red but as the divine form, she clled herself nayrani... now i only speak english and a little punjabi... yet when i sat in a very prestigious satchandi yug a few weeks ago... i felt i had heard all the sanskrit solokas before... altho i could not truly translate them word for word i felt maa gave me the shakti to get a basic grasp of whats going on! As for Maa Bagla, i truly love her! She has given so much for me. i visited the bagla temple a few years ago in MP, and again last nov... when i met the high priest, he kept looking at me, i thought it was my mohawk hairstyle but i know now that he knew somehow, i was to do the baglamukhi sadhana, i was with all my family, maybe 8/9 of us in total and again he kept talkn to me, and isolating me out, he then took me and my mum aside and gave me the baglamukhi mantra. and told us to keep it a secret and to worship maa, i tld hime a difficult time is approaching my life since as a junior doctor, to find a job in central london for anaestesia and itu, is near impossible... months passed and i heard nothing, i stopped mt ashana, being stupid i thought i would get the letter after the first week, then the week before the deadline, i received an e-mail 1 hour from deadline, the day before i did the sadhana, unplanned and begged maa, i listed to the durga chalisa and baglamikhi mantra (utube one) on my ipode every morn,,, and lay and behold i got my dream job to maa, my life also improved.. goin from a avid party animal, i have become very spiritual and devottee of maa, in all her form... then, a few weeks ago i had a strange dream, i ist saw a yellow ball, which then became the baglamukhi yantra, then i saw a kind of heavenly place, and a lady with milk, pale complexion, beautiful and so eleant, dressed in gold and a yellow sari answer me, it was deffinately maa she answered: hi, this is baglamukhi, to this my heart was filled was so much happyness i felt like crying, then i woke up, and eyes filled with tears,.. The bagla mantra is so powerful, i feel so engised even after a 10/12 hour shift, of non-stop chaos at work to come home, $relax and meditate on maa... she truly does look after her children i feel so happy was chosen and given the opportunity by maa to participate in her sadhana, i truly feel blessed and happy well that's my two cents!