I got your replies for my questions :
You can do several things, first of all do not loose hope as it is our part of Karma and nothing is wasted, it is a matter of time when to get fruits good/bad. teacher job is also good for you, social work too. You may also continue your studies (Jupiter is also good for this), IT job it will take few months and then you can hope for it.
Q:Now I'm taking MCAD exam,this month end. Can I get success into that?
A:Because of taking care of my children I need few months time also.Yes I'm doing volunteering in hospital and school.
Some efforts are required as mentioned before.
Q:Please tell me about my spiritual side. How far I'm successful. Why I'm in double mind. I could't gave up job trails. and at the same time I couldn't follow completely spiritual path.
A:It depends on the balance of Karma and when fruits are riped. This does not mean that every thing is lost. try to make positive flow of enrgy first otherwise there is no point in discussing, be practicle. For this, you need to think positive aspects of life, because, even by thinking and your negative thoughts towards any one may leach out positive flow of energy. To stop this or reduce this, meditation is required. I am sure one can have balance between job and spiritual life. I do not see any problem with this.
Q:Is that true, I had Kalasrpayoga. Suppose it is there, people said we couldn't get success in our life.
A:Even it is there, you do not have to worry about this at this time. I came across several charts where people were highly successful with this yoga present. Thus, focus on the thoughts do not waste your energy. try this, it will help you a lot and then decide what you are looking for.
Q:your advice is the only hope for me. I'm fit for nothing then,I have the only path, that is spiritual. Otherwise I can try for job.
A:Who said that you fit for nothing? Take these type of thoughts out it is draingae to your positive Karma and only you have the ability to stop it as mentioned above. One can always have a balance between two as said above.
Good to know that you are already involved in meditation, now focus your thoughts more then before. Efforts: More than normally some one do it. You can start fasting on Poornima or amavsaya days and do not take any important decisions on such days.
After I read all this I'm so happy, Next day I saw this thread, Then I'm in confusion. Please check my horoscope and guide me , which job suits to me,and what to do to overcome my hurdles. I know, now Sanimahadasa already started in my life. What remedies I should take, How long these conditions going on.Whatever I studied or do any work, I got good comments, but I couldn't get my place. Why it was happened,because of my PRARBDHA KARMA? Or I couldn't effort anything in this life?
Thanks for your time and effort.