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this elephant can draw waay better than I can} this is a clip of a real life elephant who is painting a picture it is real, as far as I can tell .. I have not made enough posts to allow me to place this as a link you can figure out how to make it work? or P.M. me. it is titled: ORIGINAL ELEPHANT PAINTING youtube. com /watch?v=He7Ge7Sogrk

I found a book that I think hits the nail on the head Dr. Carolyn Myss' "Why People Don't Heal and How They Can" from what I read, this tells her how to clean up her energy. It ties together Catholic, Hindu and Buddhist beliefs which will help in her case, as she has been raised Catholic. She practiced to raise her Kundaliini without the proper groundwork. The biggest problem I face in helping her is the medication her doctors have her on, it is "opiates"; she is a [legal] junkie! it is the morphine she battles to decrease and at times she seems quite nutty "I have god at my center, only god knows where my path is" trying to deny her past, that isn't a good way to grow, i.m.o. I lose tolerance when people want to wear lables: "I was abused so now I am this way" that is being the victim over and over! the delima is, she has no experience with being loved in the right way She neeeds to imagine a future that is worth fighting the drug to have! I got my "peek" at true love in a dream in 2001. it gave me something powerful! "hope" this girl, I can feel her energy at times, even though she is miles away. I think I can send mine to her. Fearful to do so, I do fear my energy will be consumed rather than be of help. WHat I am doing is visualizing all the joy she has brought to me and asking that it be sent back to her, the giver. I pray that she may feel the fullness of the love that she stirs in me. I sat alone for 24+ years waiting for someone to come along and move me as she has. funny, after all the years, the only one who can make me feel is the one who made me feel, so very long ago. 33 years ago I fell for her at first glance! I still have the same level, more even, of the passion I had for her. that's pretty amazing, since she is so messed up. She is saying things to hurt me, her actions are against me; she is hurtful and my heart bleeds. I won't waver because she says, "everyone who said they love me left me when they found out they would not get what they want from me" I won't let her put me on that list! she will have to find another excuse this time, I won't stop loving her no mater what. The doctors are telling her, her brain cannot function without the opiates they are trying to make her a life time junkie! Please pray, if you would that she will gain the clarity to make her choice?

thank you! I will never give up on her you are so right, she is turing into gold

My g.f. tried to raise her kundalini and it messed her up she has been fed prescription drugs by doctors now she is trying to get off them and having a very hard time it seems, though she is Catholic, she has lost hope. In a dark place now, Opiates the doctors gave her Morphine and Heroin and oxycotin and anti depressants and anti anxiety pills she is hooked her heart has all but turned off. She said instead of rising as it was supposed to, her serpent power "blew out" and "mesed her up" {her words I am praying every second of the day and night for her to survive! she has shut out all of us who want to help her This "kundalini" , is there a way to fix what she did to herself? what if she can't, too full of drugs to see straight? I am not giving up on her so don't even suggest that. any suggestions?

Creepy Crowley .. He died of tuberculosis. The Brotherhood of Light book, the Sacred tarot talks about how to evaluate a belief system it asks: how well does it serve to further All life in the Entire universe?

hey Bart, take a look at the tree of life in the Brotherhood of Light's Sacred Tarot by C.C.Zain (at light dot org{It won't let me leave the addy church of light has it in book form. I have a 15 mb pdf file I can share with you by email. In college I studied the Tarot. I think I have every book Aliester Crowley wrote, including his "book of the law" a peek into it and I closed the book on him. Paul foster Case wrote a book about the tarot called Tokens in it he said: Tzaddi is not the star" he refers to the Golden Dawn hiding the true order of the cards to mislead the uninitiated. that is what you'll read in the Brotherhood of Light's Tarot. They switch cards 8 and 11 and cards 17 and 19 this makes perfect sense when you see what that does to the paths on the tree of life.

tell me if I'm on track with this .. Unless I am in control of myself or at least take total responsibility for what I do I can't "give" myself to the service of any one. {that's being a sheep In other words, I cannot comitt myself [fully] unless I am my own captain. { am I getting it right? I claim every turd I lay just in case one turns out to be a golden egg

are you still here???

that might not fix things once and for all it may just set up "reciprocal animosity" If you cannot "kill" energy you must transform it turning an enemy into an allie is the best way to defeat an opponent. The I Ching (Chinese Book of Changes) says: "do not combat evil directly, you'll become entangled and actually give your power away instead make energetic strides for the good." when in life you meet a foe, bless them, praise them and let them go"

those are fantastic! "what is REAL? Anything that does not go away when you stop believing in it