Thank you for your analysis. I am getting a clearer picture. It is true, I do attract many "enemies" or to put in milder western terms, "challenges" in my life. I used to find when I was younger, that many women were jealous and would wish me ill, and it would always hurt my feelings and sadden me. As I've grown though, I've come not to take it personally and have been doing my part to not attract animosity as much as I am already inherently capable just by my presence.
My health has always been near perfect, so maybe I should take care of it so as to not cause injury in the future. And as for self expression, you are dead on!! Maybe that is why it causes incompatibility with partners... I may be too "much" or too headstrong, or too independent, too undomesticated for most men. Who knows. Life is interesting. But I do know that deep down inside, without any doubts, I would do anything for the person I loved, I could move mountains! And remain committed to the end. I hope I will one day get a chance to experience this.