mooni

Ravi please message me your email add. Because im unable to reply back. thanks!

do u know of any sadgurus?

Maybe he should become a sadhu then!

i guess no one knows...

Bhairo ji, im sorry but im a bit offended by ur last remark. U barely know me and yet u make false judgement on me? just because i have never done this type of "work" doesnt mean im nastic. to make things clear, i do aarti every sunday and fast sundays and tuesday for mataji, and no not because i want things but because i have faith therefore i dont need to learn about hinduism. Next time, please ask, dont jump to conclusions. Not very nice. By the way, i was asking you those questions because i wanted to get it right, not because i dont know about my religion.

ok and whats next after i complete this 100,000 times? do i need to sit in any direction or in front of my mandir or it doesnt matter? any particular day to start? and whats the name of this type of mantra? and what if i dont or cant say some of the words right? sorry for all these questions but as u can see i really want ths to work. and another question, has this particular mantra worked for anyone else?

and is that 100,000 a day or i can break that down in 4 to 5 days? any particular day to start?

live in florida

what is a jaap? and how do i perform it? sorry for not knowing. -mooni

still waiting for Bhairo ji's reply

its hard to stop feeling the way i do when all u ever think of is him and how things were great and all of sudden not sure whats going on with him in his head or whos doing this to him. and also when my grandmother is asking me why hasnt he came to visit her when she was here this week? and i have to lie and say he went out of town? i cant hurt my grandmother right now, shes old and has pretty bad high blood pressure and she already has so much worries in her life right now and i dont want her to stress about this also. i just want him to come back! i just hope all my effort and hard work doesnt go down the drain and mataji helps me to bring him back.

i havent seen or heard from him for the last 2 months now.

Bhairo ji, Im seeking for a tantra or any sort of mantra to get back the one i love. he left me under someones saying. im not sure what has happened to him or if someone did anything to him because he was never like this. we were suppose to get married and he even bought a ring for me. could you please help in giving me a tantra or anything to lure him back? iv been trying every possible thing for the last 2 months and nothing is working. thank you for your time...

what do u mean by his "demo" ?

hey ravikishore, im actually in the same boat as u are. Im actually keeping in touch with 2 spiritual guides who get "possessed" by mataji and answers your questiosn with solutions. I hate using that word but im sure u get my point. the guy i was suppose to marry called thing off twds the end of May. We were so great together but only when his sister wouldnt interfere in our lives. but anyways to make a long story short, his sister pretty much influenced or encouraged him that i wasnt the right person for him. and i have been terribly heart broken, u have no idea. so i then consulted the guide and informed him of my situation he said he will take care of everything and also told me to do a few things here at home and so i did, it has been almost 2 months now and nothing has changed. all i want is for him to come back to me. this guide really guaranteed that he will come back to me and call me but nothing has happened yet. so i now consulted another guide who also gets possessed by mataji, i contacted him like 6 days ago....and he also said things will get better and he will come back to me. so lets see what happens......all i can do at this point is pray day and night for him. dont worry your not alone. and i for one, dont feel guilty at all because i didnt do anything wrong! hes the one that left and hurt me after all those promises and meeting ALL of my family.

mylilangel, thanks for ur thoughts. its true that i should start trying to concentrate on myself but like i said, its hard. its always easy said than done. im trying to take it day by day.....

so who do i belive at this point because im getting two different answers?

namaste guruji's, i was dating the man whom i love so dearly for over a year now. he would always argue with me because i didnt tell my parents about him. we both talked about getting married and everything and just recently on may 25th he said he doesnt want to be with me anymore after i already told my parents about him and my parents telling all of my relatives about him. since that day i havent been myself. i have been very ill and depressed. i just feel like nothing is working for me. life just isnt the same anymore and i have been ignoring everyone because i dont feel like telling everyone of whats going on. can someone please help me out? my info d.o.b: july 13, 1983 time: 7am place:borsad, india his info d.o.b:february 16, 1981 time: not sure place: orlando, fl educational background: student ( biomedical engineer) family: father- owns business mother- works with father sister(older)- married brother(younger)- works with father and mother date of events?- what do u mean by this question? there has been a lot going on so im not sure. but if in case you are asking about this most recent event im seeking help for then that would be may 25th 2008. thank you; mooni

Thank you for the response. but Is there anything i can even try to do to get him back because i feel as if i cant be without him. everything i do reminds me of him...there are times when i dont feel like wakeing up anymore. i feel like life is over for me.

what is a bhuyi or bhuy maa?

U. Sanjeeva Rao ji, I'm still waiting for ur reply for the provided information u had asked for earlier. thank you mooni

Still waiting for a reply......Thank You

educational background: student ( biomedical engineer) family: father- owns business mother- works with father sister(older)- married brother(younger)- works with father and mother date of events?- what do u mean by this question? there has been a lot going on so im not sure. but if in case you are asking about this most recent event im seeking help for then that would be may 25th 2008. thank you; mooni

Can anyone help me out here? please?

namaste guruji's, i was dating the man whom i love so dearly for over a year now. he would always argue with me because i didnt tell my parents about him. we both talked about getting married and everything and just recently on may 25th he said he doesnt want to be with me anymore after i already told my parents about him and my parents telling all of my relatives about him. since that day i havent been myself. i have been very ill and depressed. i just feel like nothing is working for me. life just isnt the same anymore and i have been ignoring everyone because i dont feel like telling everyone of whats going on. can someone please help me out? my name:monika patel d.o.b: july 13, 1983 time: 7am place:borsad, india his name: saagar nayee d.o.b:february 16, 1981 time: not sure place: orlando, fl