Om namah sivaya.
I am usually cool headed, honest & never harm anyone in my life, I pray for every ones success, even with some major problem in life, childhood, (my father left & married some one else when I was small, I was brought up with the help grand parents & I very grateful to them for providing me education, & respect them a lot. The 2nd wife of my father did some magic, but because we did not do any harm & even dont wish anything bad to happen her, she is only suffering because of it & losing her mind, mental)
I have been able to pull through my education & get my job on my own. I thank god this, & pray that he does the same for every one. There is few things which have been keeping me tense since a year now.
Date of Birth, 21-12 1982
Time of Birth Around 12.12 pm
Place Faridabad, Haryana
1) My career - I was doing well until I changed job in 26'Oct2006 I joined my current company, right now I am not satified by my job, no recognition for any of my efforts, no motivation left any more. Recently I interviwed on 1st feb 2008 for a job, for which I got offer in 1st week of may 2008, in bangalore but for some under pressure I refused, which I regret now. Please tell me when will I get a better paying job, I am trying very hard now since 1 month but everything is failing, no one is ready to give salary I want & I am losing hope that I am ruining my career..... so I am frustrated, as all my juniors who I trained & woreked under me are getting higher salay, get foriegn trips, I am not jealous in any way & wish them success but, God why I am not getting salary/position I deserve, & no recognition of my hardwork, when will I get a better job? Is there chance of going abroad? Getting fame & money?? Or will i stay in job suffering like this?
2) Disease - I had serious serious skin problem since I was a teenage, acne, rashes are common in teens, but for me they continue to appear & they spoiled my whole face. I used to depressed that I didnt even look into mirror. I was so shamed at it, I didnt like getting photographed. Because of this I dont have any self confidence to meet anyone or go out anywhere. Now I take medicine since 3-4 years but I dont want continue all my life? Will I be ever normal?? When my skin disease get over??