Guest guest Report post Posted January 4, 1999 A desire for knowledge has driven me leaving the bank to cross the river of samsara to reach the other riverside, they called it nirwana the raft I found was old and well tried, a big vehicle but after a while a force pushed me to left the raft and diving into the river my swimming was bad as i saw others gliding without effort I stoped every movement Then it seems, there is no other riverside, no raft, no bank that was left, no rifer, no swimming now I enjoy to glide downstream to be in the river, to be the river here and there offence to a cliff, ... ouch sometimes the torrents makes one not seeing the others and the din is to loud then I feel like a little child in the dark wishing to hold tied to someone who knows whats going on, who sees the light doubt and ignorance try to navigate ... I heared once in a song '.. and the ocean refuses no river ....' and let go ... love Uwe PS. sounds worse than it is, but after a sleeples night it cames in my mind after meditation Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
