Guest guest Report post Posted October 13, 2003 Beloved Guru, I pray that I may forget every single one of my spiritual experiences. I pray that I may not prostitute my experiences as fuel for my imaginary self-story, ratcheting-up my worth in my own eyes. I pray that I may have no spiritual experiences to tell of, and no imaginary self-story to contain even the notion of "separate experience". I pray that I may not harm others, by tricking them into an incorrect view, just to prop up my infinitesimal spiritual experiences, which even if they had merit, I have polluted and distorted due to my deluded notion of "I" and "Thou". I pray that my prayer be forgotten, and my desire not to have self-story be subsumed in the Vajra Emptiness pregnant with Thunder and Rain. If I had any worth, I would wash your feet in my nothingness. But I am so fallen, I cannot even offer you that. Please hold me Amma, and Rimpoche. And squeeze every drop of me out of this garbage bin I mistakenly claim as my holy dham. Kailash Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
