Pankaja_Dasa 1 Report post Posted September 6, 2004 Hare Krishna I always thought that I had a lot of faith in God {Krishna}. But I found out that I don't at all. Its almost nil. Its not sad to hear it. But I realized that I'm in such a low state as a person {I can't class myself as a devotee}. I always talk about KC and how Krishna is God, etc material energies, philosophy of KC. Now I realize I don't believe anyone of it 100%. Wow do I need Guru-Kripa. Any thoughts would be nice, maybe somebody has been thru same thing. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jayaisvara 0 Report post Posted September 6, 2004 I would say my experience has been somewhat similiar. I am now asking myself, "Am I doing what God wants me to do, and my spiritual master want me to do, or just speculating and thinking to myself and doing things according to my own way?" I am now trying to study myself, how I act in certain situations. Try it, it might help you. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
theist 1 Report post Posted September 6, 2004 It all sounds like progress and exemplary realizations. May we all follow in this type of honest introspective inner examination. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Pankaja_Dasa 1 Report post Posted September 6, 2004 I do that all the time, I think I am sure Krishna wants me to do this. I will do it. Yet I won't do what Krishna says in Gita. So thats just my speculation but it feels so good to think you know better than God. Doing Gods work. I was reading in Bhagavatam 1st verse, about how there are certain philosophers who say God also has to work for His own Karma/fruitive acitivites, that God is dependent on this. Interesting how I read this isn't it. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
