This is what my heart looks like!

[krsna 3]

 

I have no illusions of grandeur, and as Srila Prabhupada so rightly said, my heart consists of a large lump of black coal. I may say that I try, that I am sincere, or that I care, but what is the real depth of these so-called good qualities of mine? /images/graemlins/frown.gif

[krsna 3]

[AncientMariner 0]

If everything happens is the will of Krishna is it bad to be detached from the world altogether. Because the older I get the less worried I am about anything and I think my heart might be a lump of coal like you say too but for me I don't feel like its a bad thing I feel like I am surrendering more and more and becoming less concerned about the external world. I realize a pure devotee is in anxiety for the conditioned souls and to be honest I really don't worry that much about anything anymore so I am not even close to being pure but it still feels good to be free of anxiety.