Please help me Lord Krishna!

[nidhi.nj 0]

Hi,

 

Its 1:15 am and i came across this site cause "Help me " were the only two words i could type in the search engine. I'm down with depression.... I've been struggling hard to make a career but it all seems like going down the drain. I'm helpless... my self confidence has taken a beating... to such an extent that i fear life itself!!! I'm a religious person and a Lord Krishna devotee.... I'm a very hardworking person... but unfortunately i don't get my hard work's due credit.... I know its wrong to be attached to the material world but .... u need success and income to survive too!! I'm honest in my work but that is leading me no where. I took upto GMAT and i'm struggling with basic math.... my self confidence is so low that i fear almost anything and everything including studies.... fear that i might not be able to clear the exam or score well..... things have gotten so bad that i fear to approach even basic quant problems....

I am not earning and simply living on what ever i had saved in these past 2 years..... I approach people and share my problems with them , thinking i might get a solution.... i feel trapped and lost......... I just hope and wish for a sign... some motivation some positive sign..... nything..... this void is painful .... imagine when u put in so much of ur hardwork and get nothing in return.... it demotivates the person..... Please Krishna.... please help me!!