Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health.Kundalini-Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism , " branpuma " <branpuma wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc), Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/microbiologist. Blessings/Love/Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense!  I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function!  This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs!  I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini).  So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain.  This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted!  April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it  & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance.  Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY.                                          \     Blessings/Love/Peace,                                         \                          Tara      --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM  Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Follow Chrism's advise .....and go on the healing list here,see what can be done. You never know what can happen. I have treated a client who had many symptoms from forced " K " opening and lots of abuse, she was on 15 Psychiatiric meds which completely messed up the nervous system till she could not walk staright but was tilted and jerked violently amongst about 40 other issues. She was helped here in this group........she is not perfect but is down to about one pill a day now, life is manageable. My heart goes out to you.............. where do you live please............ Blessings Richard. branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Blessings Richard, That is indeed encouraging.  I live in the country in Ohio. Efficiency 12 x 20.   Do I just ignore the paralysis & try to function anyway?  I'm not sure if I'll have more paralysis; if I don't respect what is happening. But I'm having to " DO " things cause folks don't seem to understand that is why I have them here. So is it essential I do STOP the DOING or can I get away with making my body function? It's not like I have many options..so I'm work'n on what my best option would be at this point. I'm working on finding myself somewhere safe to finish this Awesome Journey.  If something isn't work'n then stop, step back & aproach it from a different vantage point...keep on till something works!  I thank you all for allowing me to share & providing me with the support I so need to fulfill my Path.                             Blessings/Love/Peace,                                         \                                         \             Tara ; ) --- On Wed, 12/30/09, Igor Alphus <Alphu-s wrote: Igor Alphus <Alphu-s RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:27 PM Follow Chrism's advise .....and go on the healing list here,see what can be done. You never know what can happen. I have treated a client who had many symptoms from forced " K " opening and lots of abuse, she was on 15 Psychiatiric meds which completely messed up the nervous system till she could not walk staright but was tilted and jerked violently amongst about 40 other issues. She was helped here in this group........she is not perfect but is down to about one pill a day now, life is manageable. My heart goes out to you.............. where do you live please............                      Blessings Richard. branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara  Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY.                         Blessings/Love/Peace,                                   Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM  Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Hi Tara, This message from Richard was so well stated. I'd like to also send you a hello and let you know that I'm sending you lots of love and healing. Anna branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 14:52:13 -0800 RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Blessings Richard, That is indeed encouraging. I live in the country in Ohio. Efficiency 12 x 20. Do I just ignore the paralysis & try to function anyway? I'm not sure if I'll have more paralysis; if I don't respect what is happening. But I'm having to " DO " things cause folks don't seem to understand that is why I have them here. So is it essential I do STOP the DOING or can I get away with making my body function? It's not like I have many options..so I'm work'n on what my best option would be at this point. I'm working on finding myself somewhere safe to finish this Awesome Journey. If something isn't work'n then stop, step back & aproach it from a different vantage point...keep on till something works! I thank you all for allowing me to share & providing me with the support I so need to fulfill my Path. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara ; ) --- On Wed, 12/30/09, Igor Alphus <Alphu-s wrote: Igor Alphus <Alphu-s RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:27 PM Follow Chrism's advise .....and go on the healing list here,see what can be done. You never know what can happen. I have treated a client who had many symptoms from forced " K " opening and lots of abuse, she was on 15 Psychiatiric meds which completely messed up the nervous system till she could not walk staright but was tilted and jerked violently amongst about 40 other issues. She was helped here in this group........she is not perfect but is down to about one pill a day now, life is manageable. My heart goes out to you.............. where do you live please............ Blessings Richard. branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Tara my dear, The chairperson of our other spiritual group had gone on a challenging time when she was younger bwt 40-45 years ago when she was like 18-20 years old. One day she found herself paralyzed from the waist down. She got no help from anybody. She had to crawl herself around to enable herself to survive. Thru all these she did not lose hope and not a word of complaint directed to an Almighty.. Today she walks around engulfed in the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Blessings to you, ty --- On Wed, 12/30/09, Tara <branpuma wrote: Tara <branpuma RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 10:52 PM Â Â Do I just ignore the paralysis & try to function anyway? --- On Wed, 12/30/09, Igor Alphus <Alphu-s (AT) hotmail (DOT) com> wrote: ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Eligible CDN College & University students can upgrade to Windows 7 before Jan 3 for only $39.99. Upgrade now! http://go.microsoft .com/?linkid= 9691819 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Dear Tara, You are welcome to the best group for the best vibes. You have suffered a lot in your life. As they say " it never rains, it always pours " . I send my love and will pray for your healing. Remain prayerful and strong in your own way! Love BuchiAtma , Tara <branpuma wrote: > > Bless You Chrism, > Thank you from My Heart. > Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. > My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense!  > I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! >  > This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! >  > I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). >  > So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain.  > This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. > Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! >  > April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it  & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. >  > Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. > I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! > I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . > I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY.  >                                         \     Blessings/Love/Peace, >                                         \                          Tara >  >  >  >  >  > > --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: > > > <> > Re: K crisis - Tara > > Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM > > >  > > > > Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. > > Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. > > Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? > vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. > > Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. > > Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. > http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html > > If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: > http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ > > You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. > > Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@ ..> wrote: > > > > Greetings, > > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > > Tara ; ) > > > > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Tara, Welcome. You are not alone. I too am praying to Shakti to send you love and healing. Love, David Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 30, 2009 You know this will sound to be very simple or off topic for your physical issues...........but Mr keeps pushing us from time to time on surrender.......and its so tuf it is one of the highest intiations you can pass. if i were you i would have a long talk with your inside self...............look deeply at what you know is true but perhaps have avoided.................people or belief systems or attitudes or whatever...........the " K " wants to flow and when we ''get'' in the way it can be a difficult time for us if we resist. Having said this many of the Saints suffered physically..............and for sure wore their Karma and other peoples karma on their sleeves for all to see. So look inward at why the energy flow could be diverted or blocked in some way.......pray deeply each day to your inside self and record the answers....................again you never know. Just today i got to see my own blocking with a most obvious issue,its been so in my face and i could not see it. Ask perhaps for ways to build the endocrine system perhaps this is part of the issue. Richard. branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 14:52:13 -0800 RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Blessings Richard, That is indeed encouraging. I live in the country in Ohio. Efficiency 12 x 20. Do I just ignore the paralysis & try to function anyway? I'm not sure if I'll have more paralysis; if I don't respect what is happening. But I'm having to " DO " things cause folks don't seem to understand that is why I have them here. So is it essential I do STOP the DOING or can I get away with making my body function? It's not like I have many options..so I'm work'n on what my best option would be at this point. I'm working on finding myself somewhere safe to finish this Awesome Journey. If something isn't work'n then stop, step back & aproach it from a different vantage point...keep on till something works! I thank you all for allowing me to share & providing me with the support I so need to fulfill my Path. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara ; ) --- On Wed, 12/30/09, Igor Alphus <Alphu-s wrote: Igor Alphus <Alphu-s RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:27 PM Follow Chrism's advise .....and go on the healing list here,see what can be done. You never know what can happen. I have treated a client who had many symptoms from forced " K " opening and lots of abuse, she was on 15 Psychiatiric meds which completely messed up the nervous system till she could not walk staright but was tilted and jerked violently amongst about 40 other issues. She was helped here in this group........she is not perfect but is down to about one pill a day now, life is manageable. My heart goes out to you.............. where do you live please............ Blessings Richard. branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 31, 2009 Healing sent to you Tara.....................Richard branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 31, 2009 Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? ________________________________ Igor Alphus <Alphu-s Thu, 31 December, 2009 11:25:05 PM RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Healing sent to you Tara.....................Richard branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted December 31, 2009 Tara- Your story pulls at my heart! I will put in my best for you! :) Stephen - shrikant phule Thursday, December 31, 2009 1:53 PM Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? ________________________________ Igor Alphus <Alphu-s Thu, 31 December, 2009 11:25:05 PM RE: Re: K crisis - Tara Healing sent to you Tara.....................Richard branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <> wrote: <> Re: K crisis - Tara Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. .> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted January 1, 2010 Blessings To All Divine Beings, I have placed photos in Healing site under Tara & also in this photo section under Tara.  I have pain & visual issues from read'n & be'n on PC so I must limit these activities greatly.  It's only been 2 wks since I've come to realize the Blessed, Awesome, Totally COOOOL Scared Process I've been Walk'n In Ignorance all these yrs.  April 2009 I was moving thru the Blessed Event of DEATH & I was vey happy to embrace It & end the yrs of suffering. Others found this upsetting, as I set my life in order & made cremation arrangements. I felt Blessed that I was being allow to watch my dealth & get to make sure all was done as I WANTED. Then to be Given another Chance.... " The Intervention " saved & changed my life so that NOW I  MUST  " LIVE "  &   STAY & FINISH BEING WHO I  WAS AFRAID OF BEING......Spiritual Healer.......SHAMAN! This is unlike the ideas that hold... the Energies of the Earth are negative & keep away. My Path is of ONE with the Earth; not separate from HER. So I shall indeed go back to studing Shamanism & finally embrace the Life, " GODDESS "  offered me when I came from the Womb. The ills of society conditioning us to ignore our true identiy (Being Spirit/Light Beings) & go for the FREE WILL DEAL & door #2 with all your material desires has unmeaningly separated Spirit & Matter (Earth) even more which causes even more suffering . If we only connect to Who We Are then there is NO suffering for then we DO what is the Best For The Greater Good Of All Exsistences....not just our immediate physical world. So now I'm learning how to get a soul piece that was wounded & ran to find a safe place with Mother Earth where SHE keeps those lost pieces safe for us to come get them to be whole as we traverse the physical plane of exsistence to find our way back to ONENESS WITH ALL OF CREATION. I'm very excited to embark on this Totally Spiritual Adventure/Journey/Quest to BEE the Healer, Goddess called me to be; as a little girl; but didn't understood....but not too late to fulfill...Blessed Be for ALL Of You Divine Beings assisting me home on My Path of Enlightenment...HEAL " N by sweeping away those little stones under my feet that distract me so I may focus on a soild sure footedness with which to walk My Path. Healing is all I've ever wanted to do but I didn't realize it wasn't supose to be physical (profession I did learn)...that's NOT my TRUE Path yet a honorable Path indeed. So even though I was do'n good, it wasn't where my Heart resonates & no lessons made me aware of...when the Serpent bites one must follow! So I've wandered about miss'n a big piece my whole life. Had society been aware of the Signals from Spirit then many of us would be much farther in the process experiencing great success & joy. Society doesn't mean to... but the secrets, ignorance & control must cease & we must work to bring True Knowledge to the fore front. Each word I read has energy that imbues a passion to " Believe in the Extraordinary " for this is OUR TRUE ESSENCE. The suffering I read so much of encourages, in me, even more passion to surrender; to allow Goddess to take over my mundane life &  to give back to ALL... Unconditional LOVE . I let go of mine & others suffering...IT IS NOT TRUTH.....by each of us reaching Our Truth we bring ourselves away from the illusion of suffering...we are ALL Connected....so when Anyone connecst with Their TRUTH......They bring ALL of Creation with Them as we ALL DO....so we each may be closer to Our TRUTH. We ALL touch each other all the time for our thoughts & actions cause waves or ripples in the GREAT SEA OF CREATION.....nothing goes unnoticed & ALL causes a sequence of events to occur. So I am indeed gratefull for those(site keepers)  who watch over us maturing Souls to offer us gentleness, kindness, compassion, understanding, patience &  tools to empower us to succeed in the face of a doubting, confused world. Grateful that each shares their Journey so we may learn & grow (suffering can be growth if you can encompass that idea) together; NOT ALONE. That I find a piece here & there from all the varried posts I devour for a message to enlighten me or another tool; that another knows, not their Divine Mission in expressing what their Heart Feels that may possess that Pearl of Wisdom for another. We are ALL Connected so I want the BEST FOR ALL LIGHT BEINGS IN CREATION. Bless You All for your Love & Awareness feeds my Soul fuel to fly to even greater heights of expansion so ALL soon shall indeed experience Heaven On Earth! So Must It Be & It Is So!                             Blessings/Love/Peace,                                         \           Tara ; )     --- On Thu, 12/31/09, shrikant phule <shrikantphule wrote: shrikant phule <shrikantphule Re: Re: K crisis - Tara Thursday, December 31, 2009, 1:53 PM  Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? ____________ _________ _________ __ Igor Alphus <Alphu-s (AT) hotmail (DOT) com> kundalini-awakening -systems- 1 Thu, 31 December, 2009 11:25:05 PM RE: [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: K crisis - Tara Healing sent to you Tara........ ......... ....Richard Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 branpuma Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:53:37 -0800 Re: [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: K crisis - Tara Bless You Chrism, Thank you from My Heart. Travel (movement) & sounds (low continuous frequency vibrating machines ie: ATV,cycles, mufflers, base music, refrig, microwave, vibration from my voice if talk over 2hrs) are causing paralysis due to (19 mts.) of 24/7 pendulum type vertigo, all of nerves in body on fire, vibrate, burn, tingle, numbness, shooting pain thru whole body, can‘t lay down in past year. My movements or sounds cause this Energy to make my brain float into sides of skull; like being hit in head (boxer); to become dazed..can't think or speak to make sense! I must keep my head vertical & against a solid non-vibrating object to reduce the dazed sensations so I may have a mind & function! This brain beating makes my body unable to work so walking is painful or my legs give out (osteoporsis: allergic to meds), nerves all over burnt out but hurt shooting pain. It has also caused my arms/hands to have problem functioning. Docs have checked me out & 7+ yrs psychotherapy, 3pgs of medicines taken, practice preventative medicine, bland diet over 30yrs! I believe Kundalini has been rising since 1973 slowly due to very traumatic situations. Was going to be a nun but didn't & had very negative experiences that brought on chronic fatigue syndrome & migraines (actually now see maybe Kundalini). So much time has passed since asking medical community for help that Energy is stuck at my brainstem (throat charka) where vital functions are controlled in brain. This all is shifting as time goes on but the pendulum sensation stays with my nerves on fire. Paralysis gets better if I DO nothing but I live alone, no family, few friends don't want to deal with this. Hire help but I still have to help myself cause folks want to do it their way. People aren't understanding & taking advantage of my brain being busted! April 09 got down to 84lbs due to the nausea but I was determined to make it & was prepared to die but " Divine Intervention " has kept me here so I could figure out what is really going on & get needed assistance. Seems still took me too long to get it together cause I find that sinking feeling again & that the out come may be very questionable! I'm real good with the dieing part...it's the living to stay & do my Spiritual Work that scares me...cause folks haven't accepted my non-traditional work as Shaman or Reiki (hands on healing). I resonate very much with the Earth/Nature & those Spirits, wildlife, crystal/stone/ plants healing, channeling healing to Gaia very long time. I have been a Healer all this life & in others. I’ve experienced many negative patterns in order that these patterns be transmuted/forgiven so these patterns cause no further imbalances in any Light Being on any Level with that Level’s details for this brief time & into Creation’s Evolutionary Future! I won’t give up but; rest to meditate & gather energy so I may find a new perspective to assist my Amazing Spiritual Journey that has kept shifting & changing & has been indeed a extremely painful Blessed Experience . I'll do as advised. I wonder if the paraylsis I have now is permanent & if I push my body to walk will I end up not being able to walk or use my arms? I almost ended up in a Nursing Home in April with a brain unable to function, no joke! I can't travel cause it makes breathing labored & have to keep meditating to breathe. So I sorta need to figure something out soon! I respect this process & must find THE WAY. Blessings/Love/ Peace, Tara --- On Wed, 12/30/09, <@ > wrote: <@ > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: K crisis - Tara Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 5:06 AM Please have a look at how you are blocking the feminine in your life. Look and find ways of honoring and supporting the feminine. Dont quite understand your post regarding travel & sounds etc. Get outside barefoot as much as you can. Keep the tongue up and I can assume you have tried the Bee Sting therapy on the acupuncture points? vocalize the " Aum' if you can and if not then think of yourself vocalizing it. Eat some watermelon for spastic issues and heat and anxiety. Please look at the safeties here and without doing ANY of the breathing bring the five Tibetans into a daily practice starting at a LOW repetition. No more than three if you can, I am not sure if you mean mobility paralysis or vocal or both. http://www.kundalin iawakeningsystem s1.com/the- safeties. html If you would please place yourself on the healing group Tara: http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ You will need to arrange for a better environment as best you can sometimes this takes time. In the meantime do not mention Kundalini to those who do not understand or have it. Just causes fear. Of all of the spiritual associations and techniques you have tried what are you pulled to practice the most? - blessings and welcome Tara! - chrism Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " branpuma " <branpuma@.. ..> wrote: > > Greetings, > New but I am in need of how to procee with rise of energy when IT is being bloced at throat charka. Many yrs of docs/tests show nothing but left vocal cord, left side tougue, throat are now paralyzed. I'm homebound with no postive support. Travel & Sounds...vibrations now causing paralysis. Much trauma all life, TM, 2 Degree Reiki, Nature association work for healing(bee sting therapy,etc) , Great White Brotherhood, much studies but for truth & not consciously trying to do this. My Path is one of Healing for the Greater Good of All Exsistences. 57 yrs, med lab technologist/ microbiologist. Blessings/Love/ Peace, > Tara ; ) > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted January 1, 2010 I don't think there is a pic of Tara yet... Tara and others, if you wish to receive healing or prayers, please post a request on the Healing Group. You may also place your photo in the " Healing " folder in the photos section on that group. http://health.Kundalini-Healing/ be well! bradly > Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted January 1, 2010 Hi Bradly, I ok'ed some pics of Tara last night on the healing site. She made her own album. I don't know if one went to the healing album or not. Linda , " curball2002 " <curball2002 wrote: > > I don't think there is a pic of Tara yet... > > Tara and others, if you wish to receive healing or prayers, please post a request on the Healing Group. You may also place your photo in the " Healing " folder in the photos section on that group. > > http://health.Kundalini-Healing/ > > be well! > > bradly > > > Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted January 1, 2010 Tara, I am sending love and healing for you. Also much thanks for the photo you posted of the Northern Lights - it quite took my breath away! Love, David Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted January 1, 2010 Blessings, Yes, I put in a request & pic are the last pg of Prayer Request group. Thank You All very much.                                         \           B/L/P,                                         \               Tara ; )   --- On Fri, 1/1/10, danceswithcats999 <crazycats711 wrote: danceswithcats999 <crazycats711 Re: K crisis - Tara Friday, January 1, 2010, 11:29 AM  Hi Bradly, I ok'ed some pics of Tara last night on the healing site. She made her own album. I don't know if one went to the healing album or not. Linda Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " curball2002 " <curball2002@ ...> wrote: > > I don't think there is a pic of Tara yet... > > Tara and others, if you wish to receive healing or prayers, please post a request on the Healing Group. You may also place your photo in the " Healing " folder in the photos section on that group. > > http://health. groups.. com Kundalini- Healing/ > > be well! > > bradly > > > Dear Bradly,I am sending healing to Tara, is there any photo of Tara in KAS-1 album ? > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
