Guest guest Posted January 22, 2009 Report Posted January 22, 2009 Hi again lovely ones --- I am in a process of discerning what kind of vocation to pursue that is alligned with my spiritual mission and also supports a holistically healthy lifestyle. Although I currently have a paid hustle (non-profit administration/program director job) with a mission I am in love with, I am finding that the logistical demands are in opposition to what I feel the kundalini requires. Rather than going further into the specifics of my situation, I am interested in what y'all do to pay bills in this world and in any stories you can share about living as kundalini-activated/awakened beings in the world as it is. Basically, I feel like retreating into the forest to grow food and make (herbal) medicines over a fire and be barefoot. Y'all feel me? Love!'Ia, present in her exhaustion and attentive to the lessons at hand and thirsty for your responsesWindows Live™ Hotmail®…more than just e-mail. See how it works. Quote
Guest guest Posted January 22, 2009 Report Posted January 22, 2009 Oh, am I on the same wave length as you, Julia!! I'm still looking for my " right living " as well. So much that will pay the bills, as you say, have too many strings attached or they hurt someone, making it not a right living. I know I wnat a " do no harm " service to others kind of job that allows for love to be given freely/light spread to all but doesn't stab them in the back at the same time, you know? I love arts, healing and sevice that brings joy to people's eyes and hearts. But where I fit in that, I'm still trying to figure out. For now, I'm just playing the Mom and Wife role and trying to keep a home liveable. It doesn't pay anything and sometimes it's a soul-destroying job but it's mine. Good luck! Love, Valarie Quote
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Posted January 23, 2009 I can relate to this feeling in a big way. I am not working and have not for a long time. Am looking for a job where I can make the money I need for now. Trying to picture myself in a " job " is very difficult. I feel like doing two things - one- running away and being alone away from society and all its expectations and working with the K program. How does one do the practice and work- have been wondering this myself. I also at times long to be with other K folk thinking that would help to have set times - as being in an ashram where there is a schedule of what and when to do things. Sometimes I think that would be a good fit for me until I can get myself in a routine. i often oflate can not even think on anything - it is as if I am totally empty of self - hard to sell one's self with those feelings. And I find that the jobs that intrigue me do not pay much - not enough to get me back on track so - dilemma - big dillemma. I have worked all my life and since not working I see how the work was literally killing me physically. mentally and psychologically as well as emotionally and yes spiritually. It is frightening to think I will again be in that situation unless I can find the right fit. You are in a good place with a job - you can look around and decide where to go and where you are being led. I just keep trucking and praying that a good job that will help me in my k process presents. Gotta Chop that wood and haul that water... Blessings e Quote
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Posted January 23, 2009 Valarie - " Mom and Wife " = AWESOME! Love - 'Ia , " Valarie Vousden " <vjvousden wrote: > > Oh, am I on the same wave length as you, Julia!! I'm still looking for > my " right living " as well. So much that will pay the bills, as you say, > have too many strings attached or they hurt someone, making it not a > right living. I know I wnat a " do no harm " service to others kind of > job that allows for love to be given freely/light spread to all but > doesn't stab them in the back at the same time, you know? I love arts, > healing and sevice that brings joy to people's eyes and hearts. But > where I fit in that, I'm still trying to figure out. For now, I'm just > playing the Mom and Wife role and trying to keep a home liveable. It > doesn't pay anything and sometimes it's a soul-destroying job but it's > mine. > > Good luck! > Love, > Valarie > Quote
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