Surrender-CAROL S GUNN

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Dearest Carol -

You have not offended me, I don't get offended that easily anymore. My

surrendering was my own, willing, personal choice. I said before it was the

hardest thing I've ever done, I spent days and days crying...letting go of my

ego controls. Like you, I have never surrendered to anyone....it was all new to

me.

 

I took personal inventory of my life, all there has been in it, all there is now

and what was to come, don't give me wrong...I don't have a " bad " life. When I

was pondering my future goals and aspirations I was stunned, the only thing I

wanted was being with my two boys and Spiritual development.

 

Chrism has been my savior during a tremendous transformation in my life, he made

sure I maintained my sanity while Kundalini was creating havoc in my body.

Havoc then, bliss now. In times of huge fears until this moment I always felt

and still feel comfort in Chrism's simple words " Don't worry my friend, you are

doing fine " I have only known him since early July but the level of

unconditional Love, selflessness, guidance, and encouragement I have been given

by him cannot be matched by anyone who has come into my present existence. I

trust with all my being, he has been and still is the best teacher I have

EVER had.

 

Dear Carol, I did not seek, asked, searched or desired Kundalini...I didn't know

what it was. After my very very scary activation I began to search for answers,

I came across many groups, but I was guided here, to Chrism, there's no

coincidences. I feel at home. Yes, I thought, my surrendering was the hardest

thing I've ever done, but by putting my ego aside I allowed myself to take the

most natural next step for me, it doesn't have to necessarily for everyone.

 

Love,

Becky