The truth really does set you free- Tara's ' K - progress report'

[Guest guest]

Yesterday at work, I stepped away from my counter to get a drink for myself and

one of the other girls. When I returned, I saw a note asking me to call one of

my clients. As I began leaving a voice message for her, one of the other girls

came over to me and began speaking to me. She actually expected me to be able to

listen and respond to her, while leaving a voice message for my guest!

I was amazed! Then she asked me to watch her counter while she went out and

smoked.

Did you ever see that movie Liar, Liar? Well, I can't seem to cover anything up

anymore. I wanted to hide my true feelings, but the truth came out anyway- and

my eyes rolled themselves at her. She said " Did you just roll your eyes at me?

After I left you that note from your client? "

Then my true feelings came out again, uncensored..unfortunately, and I said,

" Yeah..I'm on the f__ing phone, and you want to have a conversation with me! "

She of course was upset, and amazed at the same time, and walked out to smoke.

I vented to a co-worker about it, and I found myself saying that I've never

liked her. When this co-worker agreed, and said that she's never liked her

either..I realized what I had just said. I told her that I didn't want to not

like that girl, that I wanted to make things right, and that I don't want to

feel that way about anyone. I told her I know that girl has a good heart, and

that it's all in her tone of voice..that's where she can be misunderstood.

I felt really sad. I felt really bad, because I suddenly realized that I have

simply never liked her. She always seems to rub me the wrong way..with

everything.

Her tone of voice, the way she says things, just everything. I always felt she

was just really bossy, and that she thinks she's the queen of the world, so I

just never gave her a chance. I was so upset, that I wound up forgetting that I

needed to watch her counter, and I went upstairs to be alone and pull myself

together. Thankfully, there are other people in our department, and they look

out for each other for the most part:)

While I was upstairs, another beauty consultant was there, putting her lunch

away. I told her what I said and how bad I felt. She said " You DO roll your eyes

at her a lot. " Then it hit me even harder..she must feel my dislike for her. I

told myself that no matter what, I would change. I would make myself see her in

a new light, but first I would make things right. I bought a drink and one for

her.

I went back downstairs and I thanked her for taking the message for my client,

and I told her that I really appreciated it. Then I handed her the drink and

told her how sorry I am to have ever spoken to her like that. She accepted my

apology and laughed and said she'd never heard such a thing come out of my mouth

before. I couldn't laugh because I felt too bad. I just grabbed her and hugged

her and hugged her..and told her how sorry I was. I felt all the negative

feelings I've ever had for her leave me, and we both smiled.

 

Then later on in the evening, I walked over to 7-eleven to get a latte.

I decided to get a cookie too, but the cookies stuck together and I wound up

taking an extra 1/4 of a cookie attached to mine. I don't know if I would've

normally thought about it or analyzed it, but I was in this instance.

I thought- well I'll have an extra big cookie. Then the thought popped into my

head that since I messed up the one, I should buy them both. I decided not to

listen to that notion, and when I went to but the 'extra-big' cookie, I noticed

my money was gone. I guess karma made me lose it...over a selfish decision to

have more than I needed. I walked home, got some money and went back to buy it

and the other things. I actually didn't think about buying the 'extra-small'

cookie, but I think I should have since I broke it (accidentally or not).

My conscience has been on full power ever since I had my K awakening. I can't

even accidentally drop a piece of a paper and walk away. If I do, an energy

pulls me back, and I pick it up, because I can't stand the thought that I left

it there.

I have been putting things back even more nicely than when I saw them, and

picking things up when I see them on the floor in other departments, as I'm

passing through. It's as if some unseen force has taken over my body. Well, I

did pray to God and ask him to help me, so I guess I asked for it! LOL

Love and blessings,

Tara

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Carlos Casteneda used the term " Impeccability " . The Kundalini can have

the effect of a hyper expression of this trait. It has to do with

personal integrity and honesty which you appear to be doing very well

with Tara - nice work! - chrism