your gift for healing-Adina

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Dear Adina,

 

You have an incredible gift, I must say...I hope that

I may one day have it, because there is nothing I like

better than to bring out the best in others, to

elevate them. I have a prayer that my K awakening

will bring me that gift. And when you say that much

is happening there where you are, do you mean in your

family? in your community? It sounds like everyone

around you is going through K awakening...tell me

more!

 

And what are you healing from?

 

Yes, it is a wonderful day here, too! We must have

had 3 or 4 inches of much-needed rain, and I spent a

wonderful, 'indoor' day with my sweet husband, who

celebrated his 57th birthday yesterday!

 

Claudia

 

--- Adina Bolt <whitefeatherprincess wrote:

 

> Claudia,

> This is how i work with inner healing. It

> is a profound truth that most don't realize. It has

> to do with our Oneness....when we look at others and

> see their inner divinity...their inner goodness that

> may not be showing in their outer personality...and

> we unite with this inner goodness...it ignites in

> the other the knowing that they too can find this

> inner goodness...and their finding it is not far

> from the time when you actually saw it.

> Much depends upon all that is in the way of

> this....the obstacles of negative thinking that keep

> them from seeing their own loving nature...but

> eventually what it is one sees in them...in their

> subconsious...will move out into their outer

> personality...when they are ready for it.

> it is a great pleasure to see ones work

> evolve...and no one knows but you yourself...that

> you have had a part in this. that is...until you

> teach another...my daughter is an example of this.

> She told me last night she loves it when i come and

> visit. She too is going through an awakening...she

> told me last night that she is vibrating again now

> when she meditates...this hasn't happened since she

> married a little over a year ago.

> i am healing...and it is going through to her

> at the same time. I am hearing from others here

> that this is happening in their families also. Much

> is happening here where I am. the children are

> coughing...which happens when energy begins to

> move...they have no colds nor congestion...but the

> things that need to be sloughed are being sloughed

> just by being in the midst of all this. The 11 yr

> old grandson decided he wanted to meditate with me

> and my daughter. He is from her husbands first

> marriage. So we had a group meditation.

> What a wonderful day this is....so many

> wonderful feelings going on.

>

> Adina

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Claudia,

In 2001 when I moved farther into my kundalini awakening I came under the

mesmerism of a man who was born with highly evolved gifts...and then with some

training in some Shamanistic tools...he caused many woman to fall under his

spell (so to speak) and he left much heartache in his wake. There were always

many dripping off him all feeling that he was their soul mate...and that each

would be " the one " he picked in the end.

What interested him in me was our ability to meet on the inner plane...a

place I was able to go (I didn't know why) when the masters took me there. It

was a place where we went into what i called the ecstasies. I was so new to the

spiritual I didn't know what else to call it. He didn't have the ability to go

there with anyone else. When I found he was engaged to someone...I tried to

break this inner connection off.

One day when i was visiting a woman who was a healer of animals....a

white light came into the room and filled it up. We were out in the middle of

nowhere...and this was a fifth wheel we were in. I was speaking to her when

this happened...and I nearly blacked out. She told me she could see spirits all

around us...talking about us. Then the white light came again and I nearly

blacked out again. It happened a total of three times and then it ended. This

had no effect on the other woman...nor the dogs or cats there....only me. I was

filled with such energy as I had ever experienced.

I went home that night...and was sitting on my bed and i could hear a

small voice ask me if I wanted to experience this. I then felt that mans energy

going in and out of the back of my neck. I had no idea what it was he was

doing...but I thought I was in love with him...and so thought he was just

playing a game with me.

That night he came to me...and took me into the Ecstasies. I thought

then that he had finally chosen me...out of all the others. this happened for

two or three nights in a row...and then there seemed to be problems with the

inner connection...i couldn't figure it out. I sat up and was asking my guides

what was happening...and there came a voice again asking if I was willing to

experience this...and since i thought it was the beginning of a love

relationship I said yes.

I then felt him come in through the back of my neck...and then I felt my

back being zipped up....with him still inside me. I could feel him fighting to

get out...and then what felt like some weird creature moving over my

head....wherever I had a thought...this entity went..if it was on the left side

of my head...and I had a thought that was in my right brain...it moved over on

that side.

I became so scared that I thought I had given my life over to the devil

(old Christian teachings from my upbringing). I went within...down deep

deep...into my heart...and called out to God for help.

then he tried to take me into the Ecstasies again...and again...and

again...and I could not stop it...I couldn't stop him...it was like some kind of

hellacious, ravenous animal that had been starved all its life. Day after day i

felt as if I was being raped...all day long...twenty four hours a day.

then I found that i couldn't stop what he was doing to me...but I could

stop my ability to " feel " it. And so I closed off my ability to feel the

joy....of the meeting of two on the etheric plane.

It is my inability to feel this joy that is being healed...my inability

to continue on my kundalini experience that is being healed.

i didn't realize this until last night....many things were brought back

into my memory in the middle of the night. Many realizations of what had taken

place, what was going on, and how it has affected me all this time. Tears are

in my eyes realizing how long it has been since all that took place...and that I

can now heal from it all.

i will tell you that my healing abilities came about because of

this...this man and I had out wires crossed (the masters words) for three

years...and it took that long for me to free myself of all my illusions. It

took all that time for me to learn to love him unconditionally...and it was

through all my own inner healing at that time...that went through to him on the

inner level...that he was finally able to be healed of those things that took

place in his childhood that caused him to create these kinds of situations with

women that he did...and in the end...he married one...the one he was engaged

to...and they are very happy.

So the story has a happy ending all the way around...

 

Adina

 

 

 

 

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Thank God you are free of him, Adina.

 

Claudia

 

--- Adina Bolt <whitefeatherprincess wrote:

 

> Claudia,

> In 2001 when I moved farther into my

> kundalini awakening I came under the mesmerism of a

> man who was born with highly evolved gifts...and

> then with some training in some Shamanistic

> tools...he caused many woman to fall under his spell

> (so to speak) and he left much heartache in his

> wake. There were always many dripping off him all

> feeling that he was their soul mate...and that each

> would be " the one " he picked in the end.

> What interested him in me was our ability to

> meet on the inner plane...a place I was able to go

> (I didn't know why) when the masters took me there.

> It was a place where we went into what i called the

> ecstasies. I was so new to the spiritual I didn't

> know what else to call it. He didn't have the

> ability to go there with anyone else. When I found

> he was engaged to someone...I tried to break this

> inner connection off.

> One day when i was visiting a woman who was a

> healer of animals....a white light came into the

> room and filled it up. We were out in the middle of

> nowhere...and this was a fifth wheel we were in. I

> was speaking to her when this happened...and I

> nearly blacked out. She told me she could see

> spirits all around us...talking about us. Then the

> white light came again and I nearly blacked out

> again. It happened a total of three times and then

> it ended. This had no effect on the other

> woman...nor the dogs or cats there....only me. I

> was filled with such energy as I had ever

> experienced.

> I went home that night...and was sitting on

> my bed and i could hear a small voice ask me if I

> wanted to experience this. I then felt that mans

> energy going in and out of the back of my neck. I

> had no idea what it was he was doing...but I thought

> I was in love with him...and so thought he was just

> playing a game with me.

> That night he came to me...and took me into

> the Ecstasies. I thought then that he had finally

> chosen me...out of all the others. this happened

> for two or three nights in a row...and then there

> seemed to be problems with the inner connection...i

> couldn't figure it out. I sat up and was asking my

> guides what was happening...and there came a voice

> again asking if I was willing to experience

> this...and since i thought it was the beginning of

> a love relationship I said yes.

> I then felt him come in through the back of

> my neck...and then I felt my back being zipped

> up....with him still inside me. I could feel him

> fighting to get out...and then what felt like some

> weird creature moving over my head....wherever I had

> a thought...this entity went..if it was on the left

> side of my head...and I had a thought that was in my

> right brain...it moved over on that side.

> I became so scared that I thought I had given

> my life over to the devil (old Christian teachings

> from my upbringing). I went within...down deep

> deep...into my heart...and called out to God for

> help.

> then he tried to take me into the Ecstasies

> again...and again...and again...and I could not stop

> it...I couldn't stop him...it was like some kind of

> hellacious, ravenous animal that had been starved

> all its life. Day after day i felt as if I was

> being raped...all day long...twenty four hours a

> day.

> then I found that i couldn't stop what he was

> doing to me...but I could stop my ability to " feel "

> it. And so I closed off my ability to feel the

> joy....of the meeting of two on the etheric plane.

> It is my inability to feel this joy that is

> being healed...my inability to continue on my

> kundalini experience that is being healed.

> i didn't realize this until last

> night....many things were brought back into my

> memory in the middle of the night. Many

> realizations of what had taken place, what was going

> on, and how it has affected me all this time. Tears

> are in my eyes realizing how long it has been since

> all that took place...and that I can now heal from

> it all.

> i will tell you that my healing abilities

> came about because of this...this man and I had out

> wires crossed (the masters words) for three

> years...and it took that long for me to free myself

> of all my illusions. It took all that time for me

> to learn to love him unconditionally...and it was

> through all my own inner healing at that time...that

> went through to him on the inner level...that he was

> finally able to be healed of those things that took

> place in his childhood that caused him to create

> these kinds of situations with women that he

> did...and in the end...he married one...the one he

> was engaged to...and they are very happy.

> So the story has a happy ending all the way

> around...

>

> Adina

>

>

>

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Woah, Adina. That is a lot to go through. You are obviously a very

special and gifted woman. So glad you are healing and moving further

along your path now. You help so many people with your wise words.

 

Sarita

 

, Adina Bolt

<whitefeatherprincess wrote:

>

> Claudia,

> In 2001 when I moved farther into my kundalini awakening I

came under the mesmerism of a man who was born with highly evolved

gifts...and then with some training in some Shamanistic tools...he

caused many woman to fall under his spell (so to speak) and he left

much heartache in his wake.

[Guest guest]

Hi Adina,

 

I'm sorry to hear about everything you've been through. I'm glad that

you are healing. Your experiences has made you a very strong person.

 

Anne

 

 

, Adina Bolt

<whitefeatherprincess wrote:

>

> Claudia,

> In 2001 when I moved farther into my kundalini awakening I

came under the mesmerism of a man who was born with highly evolved

gifts...and then with some training in some Shamanistic tools...he

caused many woman to fall under his spell (so to speak) and he left

much heartache in his wake. There were always many dripping off him

all feeling that he was their soul mate...and that each would be " the

one " he picked in the end.

> What interested him in me was our ability to meet on the

inner plane...a place I was able to go (I didn't know why) when the

masters took me there. It was a place where we went into what i

called the ecstasies. I was so new to the spiritual I didn't know

what else to call it. He didn't have the ability to go there with

anyone else. When I found he was engaged to someone...I tried to

break this inner connection off.

> One day when i was visiting a woman who was a healer of

animals....a white light came into the room and filled it up. We were

out in the middle of nowhere...and this was a fifth wheel we were in.

I was speaking to her when this happened...and I nearly blacked out.

She told me she could see spirits all around us...talking about us.

Then the white light came again and I nearly blacked out again. It

happened a total of three times and then it ended. This had no effect

on the other woman...nor the dogs or cats there....only me. I was

filled with such energy as I had ever experienced.

> I went home that night...and was sitting on my bed and i

could hear a small voice ask me if I wanted to experience this. I

then felt that mans energy going in and out of the back of my neck. I

had no idea what it was he was doing...but I thought I was in love

with him...and so thought he was just playing a game with me.

> That night he came to me...and took me into the Ecstasies. I

thought then that he had finally chosen me...out of all the others.

this happened for two or three nights in a row...and then there seemed

to be problems with the inner connection...i couldn't figure it out.

I sat up and was asking my guides what was happening...and there came

a voice again asking if I was willing to experience this...and since

i thought it was the beginning of a love relationship I said yes.

> I then felt him come in through the back of my neck...and

then I felt my back being zipped up....with him still inside me. I

could feel him fighting to get out...and then what felt like some

weird creature moving over my head....wherever I had a thought...this

entity went..if it was on the left side of my head...and I had a

thought that was in my right brain...it moved over on that side.

> I became so scared that I thought I had given my life over to

the devil (old Christian teachings from my upbringing). I went

within...down deep deep...into my heart...and called out to God for

help.

> then he tried to take me into the Ecstasies again...and

again...and again...and I could not stop it...I couldn't stop him...it

was like some kind of hellacious, ravenous animal that had been

starved all its life. Day after day i felt as if I was being

raped...all day long...twenty four hours a day.

> then I found that i couldn't stop what he was doing to

me...but I could stop my ability to " feel " it. And so I closed off my

ability to feel the joy....of the meeting of two on the etheric plane.

> It is my inability to feel this joy that is being healed...my

inability to continue on my kundalini experience that is being healed.

> i didn't realize this until last night....many things were

brought back into my memory in the middle of the night. Many

realizations of what had taken place, what was going on, and how it

has affected me all this time. Tears are in my eyes realizing how

long it has been since all that took place...and that I can now heal

from it all.

> i will tell you that my healing abilities came about because

of this...this man and I had out wires crossed (the masters words) for

three years...and it took that long for me to free myself of all my

illusions. It took all that time for me to learn to love him

unconditionally...and it was through all my own inner healing at that

time...that went through to him on the inner level...that he was

finally able to be healed of those things that took place in his

childhood that caused him to create these kinds of situations with

women that he did...and in the end...he married one...the one he was

engaged to...and they are very happy.

> So the story has a happy ending all the way around...

>

> Adina

>

>

>

>

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Claudia,

Please don't think badly of this man...I went through much understanding

of the things that happened to him as a child which brought this all into

existence. He is not to blame...neither anyone else...It is just a part of

living in this world. He has healed much...and is able to live a good life. I

have healed much and am able to live a good life.

What he was looking for was the physical, he didn't understand the

spiritual then. He didn't know any better. I have absolutely no hard feelings

towards him....I was only relating an incident. You may meet him on the street

and never know what happened in the past...for it is past.

Now is what is important...now is my time to find more about who I

am....and why I am...and I am thrilled to be here and be a part of all this.

Thank you thought for your concern. I learned more from this

relationship about the spirit world and how it works than from any other.

Should I ever see him on the street...I would smile deeply and give him a warm

hug...he too is a part of the oneness...and he too is important in the scheme of

things in this universe.

My prayer is that one day he will find his way to the true meaning of the

kundalini experience....who knows...maybe he has already.

 

Adina

 

 

 

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Adina, I understand what you are speaking of. I was abused in my

first marriage and it took me a long time, but I have forgiven him for

what he did to me. I also pray for him regularly because he does not

have an easy way in this life.

 

I learned many lessons while with him. Granted they were painful

ones, but I feel they helped to lead me to where I am now. How can I

complain about that?

 

I admire your courage and wisdom.

 

Sarita

 

, Adina Bolt

<whitefeatherprincess wrote:

>

> Claudia,

> Please don't think badly of this man...I went through much

understanding of the things that happened to him as a child which

brought this all into existence.