Guest guest Posted April 7, 2007 Report Posted April 7, 2007 Tara, There's just one thing I left out of 'my thoughts' to you: don't listen to ME either. Just follow your heart. And that is just what you are doing. I believe that your intuitions are perfect and that you are doing what spirit is leading you to do. Reading this post, I can see how far you've come following your own heart and intuitions. I have NO doubt that you will find what you need to do after you finish your current mission of love. Blessings & love, Claudia --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > Hi Claudia, > Thank you so much for your kind words. > I am 31. I just turned 31 on Feb. 15th. > As far as profession is concerned, I feel the need > to be a great help, not just > a help of some sort. What I mean is, I would like to > be able to really touch people's lives and give them > hope and healing and comfort and light their way. > One thing I think I'd really love would be caring > for the elderly. > I really love doing facial massage, although it can > hurt my back a little, leaning over the person who's > sitting in front of me in the chair. > However, I don't feel as though I am serving my > purpose, at Macy's. I feel I need to be in an > atmosphere where my 'gifts' are truly needed, not > just where they promote the sale of skin treatment > products. > > I love working with children, but I had to leave > childcare because without a college education, I > can't make enough money to survive in the childcare > industry. > > I might like to be a massage therapist, and either > work with the elderly or volunteer my time to them > on the side. I'm not entirely sure. I feel like the > more in touch with my spiritual side I get, the more > completely I will know what my true calling is. > > Right now, I feel as though my stay at Macy's has > and is serving 3 purposes: > First of all, I had a rough childhood and as a > result of that, I spent my teenage years in to my > twenties, very uneasy around people. I always felt > stupid, and judged myself harshly, thinking that's > how others saw me. I couldn't stand being around a > lot of people at once, and would often give a cold > shoulder to those around me because of my social > discomfort and self conscious nature. > > I was forced to deal with large groups of people > when I began working at Macy's, so I learned > tolerance. Of course, I had begun to teach myself > tolerance at previous jobs - but this felt much more > hard core to me, so I had to adjust quickly. > When I began to work in cosmetics, I had to get > used to touching a person's skin, and giving advice > and listening. That was hard, because I was a little > uneasy, wondering how the person would react to what > I was telling her. I had to get over my discomfort, > and eventually I did. > > Along the way, and much due to the love and openness > of a dear friend who worked close by me for over a > year, I became more open and giving and was no > longer afraid to let my true nature shine through. > One day I stood close to her to hear what she was > saying to me over her loud music, and I suddenly > felt her wonderful energy, which reminded me of > home.I thought I would cry, it was like I had > stumbled upon something dear to my heart which I had > lost a long time ago. > I remember hearing the words 'I have you back' come > to my mind. I recognized her wonderful energy from > at least one passed life, and I loved it so much > that I always wanted to be near her. Because of her > and her wonderful remembered energy, I was able to > learn her loving and open ways. It was really after > she left - and I missed her so much that I knew I > would have to take on some of her aspects to comfort > myself and be able to feel like she was still close > by. > I began to be more caring, and more outgoing then > before[it was a great improvement]..then I began to > soar. > > Now I feel I have pretty much gotten to where I need > to be in order to move with the flow of the spirit > [wherever the spirit leads me], however, there is > one more task I am trying to achieve while at > Macy's. There is someone whom I really, really love, > whom I've known in at least one past life. There are > things I have to show her, lessons she either hasn't > learned yet, or else she did, but became cold due to > hurt, and shut down. I have to love her, and let her > trust me, so that she can use that to build herself > back up to where she needs to be. There is so much > that I want to show her, I don't want her to get > lost in the game of life. I don't want her to forget > that she is also spiritual, and I don't want to lose > her. She is so beautiful. Such a beautiful spirit..I > can feel all her love when I am near her. She has > lived many lives. She holds a lot of wisdom. She > remembers me, also. > I feel it, and when I think of her - she looks at > me. We connect. I feel the need to be a shelter for > her and a beautiful rain which helps her soul to > grow to a higher state of living. > That is my reason for staying, besides being in the > state where I'm not sure where I would go after > this. > X > Love and blessings, > X > Tara > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > Dear Tara, > > You are really special. I have never 'met' anyone > who > had so much psychic energy emanating from her; it > is a > natural gift, and you are indeed blessed. > Especially > because your heart is so good and you are naturally > using it for good and not perverting the gift by > using > it for your own gains or to dominate/manipulate > others. > > I must say, I would like to be a fly on your wall > once > your begin your K awakening!!! Your energy field > will > be like a million Macy's Christmas trees... or > perhaps > more like a sustained nuclear explosion! > Seriously, > you are probably well advised to take things slowly > because the K will surely exacerbate your natural > energy field. > > I have a feeling that you would be incredible in > ANY > of the helping fields. I don't know what you have > planned or wished for your profession, but it is > obvious that you are extremely gifted in working > with > children. I can see you running your own 'special' > school for children like Sarita's and Jen's and > Nicole's to help them nurture and bring their gifts > to > fruition outside of the traditional school system. > I > can see you working in health care, with the > indigent, > the homeless. I can see you in counseling. You've > already done some energy work with massage clients, > isn't that correct? Your special gifts should be > shared with others, even more than you already do. > > It is not my place to advise you about marriage and > children, but since you asked me, I will tell you > what > I would do it I were you. I would follow my own > heart, ignoring my well-meaning friends who are > speaking from their own socialization in thinking > that > just because a woman reaches a particular age, she > should 'get married and have children.' Age is > irrelevant in that decision. If I were in love and > KNEW that the man I loved was in love with me, it > would be assumed that we already knew each other's > spiritual goals; and if we both want to get > married, > he would know as well as I that the spiritual path > is > a priority for me and that it would have to take an > important position in my future marriage and family > life. > > As for your spiritual quests and wanting to break > them > down and focus on them so that you can hurry up and > get to your soul's destination...I and everyone > here > in this group will tell you that a spiritual quest > is > a JOURNEY, not a destination. It's all about the > journey. So many wonderful things happen along the > way, don't rush by them...cherish and enjoy each > one. > I'm not sure what your spiritual quests are, but I > know astral projection is one...and perhaps > healing? > What else are you questing for? More likely than > not, > they are all a part of one main quest, so that they > can dovetail and enhance each other. It may not be > as > complicated as you are seeing it. > > How old are you, Tara? I was 3 weeks shy of being > 28 > when I had my first (and only) child; that was not > the > norm in 1977 but now women are waiting till their > late > 20s and 30s to start a family; some don't have a > child > === message truncated === ______________________________\ ____ Need Mail bonding? Go to the Mail Q & A for great tips from Answers users. http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396546091 Quote
Guest guest Posted April 7, 2007 Report Posted April 7, 2007 Claudia, You are truly a blessing. Your words bring so much comfort to my heart, and confidence that I am on the right track. God bless you and keep you. Thank you so much. Love and blessings, Tara p.s. Isn't it a funny coincidence that our salutations are the same only flipped? I began ending my invitations to my clients that way, and just carried on with it. It turns out that great minds think alike. [ hee,hee!] Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: Tara, There's just one thing I left out of 'my thoughts' to you: don't listen to ME either. Just follow your heart. And that is just what you are doing. I believe that your intuitions are perfect and that you are doing what spirit is leading you to do. Reading this post, I can see how far you've come following your own heart and intuitions. I have NO doubt that you will find what you need to do after you finish your current mission of love. Blessings & love, Claudia --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > Hi Claudia, > Thank you so much for your kind words. > I am 31. I just turned 31 on Feb. 15th. > As far as profession is concerned, I feel the need > to be a great help, not just > a help of some sort. What I mean is, I would like to > be able to really touch people's lives and give them > hope and healing and comfort and light their way. > One thing I think I'd really love would be caring > for the elderly. > I really love doing facial massage, although it can > hurt my back a little, leaning over the person who's > sitting in front of me in the chair. > However, I don't feel as though I am serving my > purpose, at Macy's. I feel I need to be in an > atmosphere where my 'gifts' are truly needed, not > just where they promote the sale of skin treatment > products. > > I love working with children, but I had to leave > childcare because without a college education, I > can't make enough money to survive in the childcare > industry. > > I might like to be a massage therapist, and either > work with the elderly or volunteer my time to them > on the side. I'm not entirely sure. I feel like the > more in touch with my spiritual side I get, the more > completely I will know what my true calling is. > > Right now, I feel as though my stay at Macy's has > and is serving 3 purposes: > First of all, I had a rough childhood and as a > result of that, I spent my teenage years in to my > twenties, very uneasy around people. I always felt > stupid, and judged myself harshly, thinking that's > how others saw me. I couldn't stand being around a > lot of people at once, and would often give a cold > shoulder to those around me because of my social > discomfort and self conscious nature. > > I was forced to deal with large groups of people > when I began working at Macy's, so I learned > tolerance. Of course, I had begun to teach myself > tolerance at previous jobs - but this felt much more > hard core to me, so I had to adjust quickly. > When I began to work in cosmetics, I had to get > used to touching a person's skin, and giving advice > and listening. That was hard, because I was a little > uneasy, wondering how the person would react to what > I was telling her. I had to get over my discomfort, > and eventually I did. > > Along the way, and much due to the love and openness > of a dear friend who worked close by me for over a > year, I became more open and giving and was no > longer afraid to let my true nature shine through. > One day I stood close to her to hear what she was > saying to me over her loud music, and I suddenly > felt her wonderful energy, which reminded me of > home.I thought I would cry, it was like I had > stumbled upon something dear to my heart which I had > lost a long time ago. > I remember hearing the words 'I have you back' come > to my mind. I recognized her wonderful energy from > at least one passed life, and I loved it so much > that I always wanted to be near her. Because of her > and her wonderful remembered energy, I was able to > learn her loving and open ways. It was really after > she left - and I missed her so much that I knew I > would have to take on some of her aspects to comfort > myself and be able to feel like she was still close > by. > I began to be more caring, and more outgoing then > before[it was a great improvement]..then I began to > soar. > > Now I feel I have pretty much gotten to where I need > to be in order to move with the flow of the spirit > [wherever the spirit leads me], however, there is > one more task I am trying to achieve while at > Macy's. There is someone whom I really, really love, > whom I've known in at least one past life. There are > things I have to show her, lessons she either hasn't > learned yet, or else she did, but became cold due to > hurt, and shut down. I have to love her, and let her > trust me, so that she can use that to build herself > back up to where she needs to be. There is so much > that I want to show her, I don't want her to get > lost in the game of life. I don't want her to forget > that she is also spiritual, and I don't want to lose > her. She is so beautiful. Such a beautiful spirit..I > can feel all her love when I am near her. She has > lived many lives. She holds a lot of wisdom. She > remembers me, also. > I feel it, and when I think of her - she looks at > me. We connect. I feel the need to be a shelter for > her and a beautiful rain which helps her soul to > grow to a higher state of living. > That is my reason for staying, besides being in the > state where I'm not sure where I would go after > this. > X > Love and blessings, > X > Tara > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > Dear Tara, > > You are really special. I have never 'met' anyone > who > had so much psychic energy emanating from her; it > is a > natural gift, and you are indeed blessed. > Especially > because your heart is so good and you are naturally > using it for good and not perverting the gift by > using > it for your own gains or to dominate/manipulate > others. > > I must say, I would like to be a fly on your wall > once > your begin your K awakening!!! Your energy field > will > be like a million Macy's Christmas trees... or > perhaps > more like a sustained nuclear explosion! > Seriously, > you are probably well advised to take things slowly > because the K will surely exacerbate your natural > energy field. > > I have a feeling that you would be incredible in > ANY > of the helping fields. I don't know what you have > planned or wished for your profession, but it is > obvious that you are extremely gifted in working > with > children. I can see you running your own 'special' > school for children like Sarita's and Jen's and > Nicole's to help them nurture and bring their gifts > to > fruition outside of the traditional school system. > I > can see you working in health care, with the > indigent, > the homeless. I can see you in counseling. You've > already done some energy work with massage clients, > isn't that correct? Your special gifts should be > shared with others, even more than you already do. > > It is not my place to advise you about marriage and > children, but since you asked me, I will tell you > what > I would do it I were you. I would follow my own > heart, ignoring my well-meaning friends who are > speaking from their own socialization in thinking > that > just because a woman reaches a particular age, she > should 'get married and have children.' Age is > irrelevant in that decision. If I were in love and > KNEW that the man I loved was in love with me, it > would be assumed that we already knew each other's > spiritual goals; and if we both want to get > married, > he would know as well as I that the spiritual path > is > a priority for me and that it would have to take an > important position in my future marriage and family > life. > > As for your spiritual quests and wanting to break > them > down and focus on them so that you can hurry up and > get to your soul's destination...I and everyone > here > in this group will tell you that a spiritual quest > is > a JOURNEY, not a destination. It's all about the > journey. So many wonderful things happen along the > way, don't rush by them...cherish and enjoy each > one. > I'm not sure what your spiritual quests are, but I > know astral projection is one...and perhaps > healing? > What else are you questing for? More likely than > not, > they are all a part of one main quest, so that they > can dovetail and enhance each other. It may not be > as > complicated as you are seeing it. > > How old are you, Tara? I was 3 weeks shy of being > 28 > when I had my first (and only) child; that was not > the > norm in 1977 but now women are waiting till their > late > 20s and 30s to start a family; some don't have a > child > === message truncated === ________ Need Mail bonding? Go to the Mail Q & A for great tips from Answers users. http://answers./dir/?link=list & sid=396546091 Get your own web address. Have a HUGE year through Small Business. Quote
Guest guest Posted April 7, 2007 Report Posted April 7, 2007 Thank you, Tara, and yes, I noticed that our closing lines are mirror images! Cool! God bless you and Happy Easter, Claudia --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > Claudia, > You are truly a blessing. Your words bring so > much comfort to my heart, and confidence that I am > on the right track. God bless you and keep you. > Thank you so much. > Love and blessings, > Tara > p.s. Isn't it a funny coincidence that our > salutations are the same only flipped? I began > ending my invitations to my clients that way, and > just carried on with it. It turns out that great > minds think alike. [ hee,hee!] > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > Tara, > There's just one thing I left out of 'my thoughts' > to > you: don't listen to ME either. Just follow your > heart. > > And that is just what you are doing. I believe > that > your intuitions are perfect and that you are doing > what spirit is leading you to do. Reading this > post, > I can see how far you've come following your own > heart > and intuitions. I have NO doubt that you will find > what you need to do after you finish your current > mission of love. > > Blessings & love, > Claudia > > --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > > Hi Claudia, > > Thank you so much for your kind words. > > I am 31. I just turned 31 on Feb. 15th. > > As far as profession is concerned, I feel the > need > > to be a great help, not just > > a help of some sort. What I mean is, I would like > to > > be able to really touch people's lives and give > them > > hope and healing and comfort and light their way. > > One thing I think I'd really love would be caring > > for the elderly. > > I really love doing facial massage, although it > can > > hurt my back a little, leaning over the person > who's > > sitting in front of me in the chair. > > However, I don't feel as though I am serving my > > purpose, at Macy's. I feel I need to be in an > > atmosphere where my 'gifts' are truly needed, not > > just where they promote the sale of skin > treatment > > products. > > > > I love working with children, but I had to leave > > childcare because without a college education, I > > can't make enough money to survive in the > childcare > > industry. > > > > I might like to be a massage therapist, and > either > > work with the elderly or volunteer my time to > them > > on the side. I'm not entirely sure. I feel like > the > > more in touch with my spiritual side I get, the > more > > completely I will know what my true calling is. > > > > Right now, I feel as though my stay at Macy's has > > and is serving 3 purposes: > > First of all, I had a rough childhood and as a > > result of that, I spent my teenage years in to my > > twenties, very uneasy around people. I always > felt > > stupid, and judged myself harshly, thinking > that's > > how others saw me. I couldn't stand being around > a > > lot of people at once, and would often give a > cold > > shoulder to those around me because of my social > > discomfort and self conscious nature. > > > > I was forced to deal with large groups of people > > when I began working at Macy's, so I learned > > tolerance. Of course, I had begun to teach myself > > tolerance at previous jobs - but this felt much > more > > hard core to me, so I had to adjust quickly. > > When I began to work in cosmetics, I had to get > > used to touching a person's skin, and giving > advice > > and listening. That was hard, because I was a > little > > uneasy, wondering how the person would react to > what > > I was telling her. I had to get over my > discomfort, > > and eventually I did. > > > > Along the way, and much due to the love and > openness > > of a dear friend who worked close by me for over > a > > year, I became more open and giving and was no > > longer afraid to let my true nature shine > through. > > One day I stood close to her to hear what she was > > saying to me over her loud music, and I suddenly > > felt her wonderful energy, which reminded me of > > home.I thought I would cry, it was like I had > > stumbled upon something dear to my heart which I > had > > lost a long time ago. > > I remember hearing the words 'I have you back' > come > > to my mind. I recognized her wonderful energy > from > > at least one passed life, and I loved it so much > > that I always wanted to be near her. Because of > her > > and her wonderful remembered energy, I was able > to > > learn her loving and open ways. It was really > after > > she left - and I missed her so much that I knew I > > would have to take on some of her aspects to > comfort > > myself and be able to feel like she was still > close > > by. > > I began to be more caring, and more outgoing > then > > before[it was a great improvement]..then I began > to > > soar. > > > > Now I feel I have pretty much gotten to where I > need > > to be in order to move with the flow of the > spirit > > [wherever the spirit leads me], however, there is > > one more task I am trying to achieve while at > > Macy's. There is someone whom I really, really > love, > > whom I've known in at least one past life. There > are > > things I have to show her, lessons she either > hasn't > > learned yet, or else she did, but became cold due > to > > hurt, and shut down. I have to love her, and let > her > > trust me, so that she can use that to build > herself > > back up to where she needs to be. There is so > much > > that I want to show her, I don't want her to get > > lost in the game of life. I don't want her to > forget > > that she is also spiritual, and I don't want to > lose > > her. She is so beautiful. Such a beautiful > spirit..I > > can feel all her love when I am near her. She has > > lived many lives. She holds a lot of wisdom. She > > remembers me, also. > > I feel it, and when I think of her - she looks > at > > me. We connect. I feel the need to be a shelter > for > > her and a beautiful rain which helps her soul to > > grow to a higher state of living. > > That is my reason for staying, besides being in > the > > state where I'm not sure where I would go after > > this. > > X > > Love and blessings, > > X > > Tara > > > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > > Dear Tara, > > > > You are really special. I have never 'met' > anyone > > who > > had so much psychic energy emanating from her; > it > > is a > === message truncated === ______________________________\ ____ Sucker-punch spam with award-winning protection. Try the free Mail Beta. http://advision.webevents./mailbeta/features_spam.html Quote
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