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I didn't post saying whether or not I wanted to take part in this

shaktipat, because I was going out of town and didn't know when

exactly it was to take place before I left and still don't know. LOL!

The whole week fron about the 22nd to the 28th has been kind of a

blur to me. I begain experiencing pain in my solar plexus area around

the 22nd and it last for several day with nausea. I came home on the

25th and I got so sleepy I had to stop and get some of those truckers

pills and take them. When I got home, (is a miracle I made it) I fell

asleep as soon as my grandson when on home. I slept all night and

all the next day and pretty much for the next three days. I did wake

up a few hours here and there through those days. I tried to catch up

on the reading on these forums, but couldn't stay awake long enough

and by the time I came back there would be even more post. I tried to

meditate, but fell asleep doing that, too. I had a lot of dreams,

some srange ones. I was too sleepy to write them down. I thought I

much have caught some funky virus, but no one else in the family got

it. LOL!

 

After finallly getting to read some of these post in the last couple

of days, I'm wondering if I didn't recieve some of this shaktipat

energy after all for I have some of the same symptoms as many others

here. The tightness around the head and headaches, nausea, change in

eating. I didn't have much appetite...beside mostly sleeping.

 

One of the first dreams, I was in this house that seem very familar,

but I can't place it so it must be a house that has been in my dreams

before. Anyway, the front door was wide open and there was this guy

setting on the porch yoga style, meditating or doing some kind of

ritual. (I wonder if this guy could have been you, chrism.) As I went

by from one room to the other, I pause and had eye contact with him,

but didn't say anything. His being there seemed important. I had

several dreams during this time which was about some people in my

life that had done wrong to me. Things I had not really thought about

anymore... things long forgotten. I sent them forgiveness in the

dream. Many of the dreams where about solving thing/problems....most

didn't make a lot sense. I was aware of dreaming constantly.

Sometime on the 27th I had a dream where I was working/playing with

colors. I didn't really understand what I was doing, but it seemed

like this big 3D hologram video game thing (it wasn't from a machime

or computer or anything, it was just there in the air) and I mastered

one level and felt really good about it, but then there was another

level, higher level I had to do and I was doing it and I got so

excited about being able to, I woke up. I felt really good that

day..lots of bliss/joy. I'm still feeling good and have stop sleeping

so much.

 

I still don't know what days the shaktipat was done. I would like to

know, to see if any of them co-inside with what I experienced.

 

Anyways, whether I participated or not I do feel changed.. for the

better of course.

 

Bless you dhrism and all. This is a fantastic forum.

 

Lovebeautytruth

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