Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Posted February 2, 2007 Hello Gunnar, This is a manifeatat5ion of what is called " The Kundalini Syndrome " . You are not the first person to have this and you wont be the last. As more and more people experience a spontaneous awakening of the Kundalini or awaken it by other means there will be a portion who experience this. This isnt damnation. It is a Kundalini flow that needs to come back into a more balanced state. The depression is a sign of this as is the feelings of separation from " feeling " and the other senses. For this to occur you must be willing to try and be open to having the flow adjusted. Are you? - Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Hello > My name is Gunnar. I`m feeling me outside everything and also this > group. Because it is my lower urges that have brought me here I am , > in a terrible, terrible situation. I have experimented with my > sexuality, and now I can`t understand myself and my past. Now I have > activated the K. in my body with its strong, strong tensions, and > therefore the > energy takes other routes outside my body. I feel that the energy has > burned out my skills of sensing the outer world. The nature has > become a stranger to me. Once I was a good musician, it was my job, > but now music is irritating me. My sexuality is gone. The worst > feeling is that my soul is gone , in the meaning: soulfilled > experiences and activities. Because the energy is moving upwards and > destroy more and more, I`m afraid of damnation, that this can never be > good again, never in any incarnation. I have no longings, moods, > dreams, only depression. That is my history and unfortunately I can > not write about any positive thing about the prosess,except > my arrogance that is gone. I feel I have lost everything, and I`m > afraid of going crazy in a hospital. > I will read some of the posts here, but not write so much, because > I don`t think it is so much I can do. > > Regards, Gunnar > Quote
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Posted February 2, 2007 No spell check here Sorry, That should read as " manifestation " Quote
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