Happy Pills Don't Make Me Happy

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Happy Pills Don't Make Me Happy

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 20:46:20 -0000

 

Happy Pills Don't Make Me Happy

 

New America Media, Youth Commentary, Amber Smidebush, Jan 20, 2006

 

 

LIVERMORE, Calif.--I've been on psychiatric medications since I was 10

years old. Today, I take six prescribed medications a day, plus three

over-the-counter pills. Doctors seem to think that medications are the

cure for everything, and because of that, I am stuck in a trap.

 

A lot of people use drugs recreationally to feel better. I do that

every day with my meds and hate it. How would you like to remember

that you have to take three orange ones, a blue one, a white one, a

red one and one that changes color every time they up the dose? If I

forget one dose, I feel like crap. I've heard from others about heroin

withdrawal, and it feels like that. How is that good for my body?

 

In December, an annual report on American health stated that 44

percent of Americans are on prescription drugs. Many people who are

prescribed narcotics or non-antibiotic medications become addicted.

Some people lie about their symptoms in order to continue the

medication. Withdrawals from these can be worse than withdrawals from

street drugs. When and where will this stop?

 

I have been on so many different psychiatric medications over the

years it makes my head spin -- I was even a test subject for quite a

few. When my doctors told my Mom I was bipolar, they automatically

gave me a bunch of pills to take. Wellbutrin, Neurontin, Seroquel,

Depakote, Effexor, Inderal, Trileptal, Paxil, Zyprexa, Lamictal,

Abilify -- I've taken them all. I call them happy pills; they call

them " chemical balancers. " At one point I was on a type of speed, much

like Ritalin, that messed me up really bad. Once, I was even

prescribed a narcotic that is illegal to the rest of the world.

 

The worst experience was when I was first put on Seroquel by this

psychotic doctor. He had me on an 800mg dose every day. According to

the big book of medications, that should have overdosed a 35-year-old

adult male. It's no wonder I failed my freshmen year's morning P.E.

class. It would take me anywhere from 45 minutes to an hour and a half

to get out of bed each morning. I couldn't think, I couldn't see, and

I couldn't be me. When my therapist heard about this, she made me stop

taking it. But when I went back to my doctor, he upped my dose again!

So I left that doctor, and his license was later revoked.

 

The doctors prescribe the pills to " make me happy. " The pills just

don't allow me to think. I don't have a chance to be happy or upset --

I'm just ... there. About 90 percent of the people I know on

medications have had the same emotionless experience. My younger

sister is diagnosed with attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder and

has been taking Aderal for the last three years. My father is taking

Effexor to suppress his depression. My mother has also been diagnosed

bipolar and has to take five various medications.

 

As of today I take multiple medications: Inderal, Abilify and

Lamictal. I also take prescribed supplements of iron and L-Lysine. I

am on Nexium for acid reflux disease and take various other

supplements each day.

 

I see commercials each day about this medication and that, and how it

will " change your life forever, and you'll never feel better, " but I

look at them and laugh. Especially because, nine times out of 10, I've

taken the medication they're advertising. They never show the people

who can't get out of bed, or the children taking their handful of

pills each night before Mom tucks them in. They don't show the people

who cry each day because they don't know what's going on and their

meds make them worse than they were.

 

Instead of listening to problems and maybe thinking of a solution with

therapy or even just cognitive thinking, doctors take the easy route

and give people pills. It's almost like we're living in the world

Aldous Huxley described in his novel " Brave New World. " Will we become

a society run by pills that keep us from being unique and normal? When

will the medical field realize that they are only offering temporary

solutions and possibly pain and suffering? I'm waiting for that.

 

Amber Smidebush, 18, is a writer for Sprawl (www.sprawlmagazine.com),

a magazine for suburban youths and a PNS project. She is also a

student at Las Positas College in Livermore, Calif.

 

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