A Divine Unusual Experience on Baba's Birthday - Simona from NY

November 29, 2008

The site www.puttaparthilive.com asked us to write how we celebrated Swami's

birthday...tonight after I received a message from them, I felt in my heart to share

with a true story...it is indeed an unusual experience...after you read all, click and

open the attachment to see our picture...ONLY AFTER YOU READ THE STORY!

Sai Ram, Simona from NY CITY

Sai Ram to ALL,

As only Baba can surprise us I was blessed to experience something that brought tears

of joy rolling down my face. I went through many life challenging the last two years but every problem brought me closer and closer to the Divine Flow of Unconditional Love that manifests through what humans know as Sai Baba. My mother had stroke almost two years ago and since

then only my husband works( we also have a 15 yrs old daughter) and only faith kept me going on! My mom is a very difficult and controlling person and I know she is a God send master to teach me

many valuable lessons. But when you are hurt, you have to learn the lesson of detachment which is

a tough one.

I am communicate for some time with a doctor from New Jersey who is a Baba devotee and this man was Baba's instrument to make me aware of Baba's power of love. In 2002 one of this doctor colleagues went to Baba and before he left, Dr Mohan( the doctor I communica te with for some time) told his colleague that in case he has a chance to have an interview with Swami to ask him if he can go to work as volunteer for one of Swami's hospitals in India. Dr. Mohan's colleague had a chance to ask Baba and Swami answered" Yes, he can come." I understood from Dr Mohan that doctors can work as volunteers on contracts for at least one month but he only could do it for two weeks.

Imagine, how happy was Dr Mohan when he heard the news, but every time he send the papers or called somehow he was rejected( even he told the people in charge that Swami accepted, he was still rejected). In the beginning of this year, Dr Mohan purchased 2 tickets for a special event that took place in NY CITY on Nov 22,2008...believe it or not, Dr Mohan received the news that he can go to India right when that event took place in NY CITY. He wrote me an email telling me that somehow he thought of me and he wants to give us his 2 tickets as a gift. I knew immediately that it was a gift from Baba passed on through Dr Mohan. Because of my mom situation and other emotional family situations, I avoid crowds for some time. It happened that I get panic attacks from nowhere!

I was the one working in holistic spas and having many unusual experiences when I touched clients( Swami's love worked through my hands...if I'll write you those experiences I'll end up writing a book) and here I am having sometimes three panic attacks a day( not anymore...I have them less and less but being so fragile within, I still get them from time to time which never ever happened before! So, when Dr Mohan offered the gift I accepted knowing in my heart that Baba is testing me

big time. I knew that there will be thousands of people and I had to prepare myself for reprogramming my thinking process. When I got the tickets through the mail, I knew that is no way to give up the event. I was praying Baba every night for more than a month to cast away all my worry and fear.

I had no idea how I will be able to be for 8 hrs event in a noisy place also extremely crowded.

The night before the event I slept very light and I was in deep meditation chanting Baba's name the way I am guided to always chant. My husband and I arrived in time and everything went well. In NY CITY is a lot of traffic and I haven't been out to the other of the city( from where we live) for a very long time. We are ble ssed to have a car so, we did not have to travel by bus and subway for such a distance. The day before the event, I kept asking Baba what is the reason we have to be at that event?

Somehow I was guided to give the lady who made the movie " YOU CAN HEAL YOUR LIFE" the book called " TRANSFORMATION OF THE HEART" by Judy Warner who was my first book that I read many, many years ago plus a pack of Vibhuti and a written letter with a specific message from Yogananda's book (I just opened the book and I am very sure Baba opened it through my hands).

As you'll see below, they were five best seller writers part of the movie. So, I prepared for all five whatever I felt Baba was guiding me to put in an envelope. I was only able to give it to three of them, one being the lady who made the movie which I recommend to all of you to watch it. When, we got there and I've seen the crowd I had no idea how I will be able to even get closer to the lady that made the movie or the other people that were part of that movie. To tell you the truth,

I start talking mentally to Baba by saying," Swami, I feel nervous please, help me not to get a panic attack here. I am telling you that if I feel well I will try to give it to them but if my heart keeps beating

so fast I cannot even move from my chair." Suddenly I needed to go to the bathroom while the first

writer was talking on stage. I got up, I went to the bathroom and when I came back just before to enter

the place, I saw the lady who made the movie right in front of me. I could not believe it my eyes, but

I did not have the envelope that I prepared for her. So, I went back and I knew my husband will think that I am nuts but I asked him whispering to give me my blue bag. I grabbed the bag and ran outside and she was still there and I believe there were four or five ladies in front of me waiting for her to sign

books. I got myself in line and I could even hear every beat of my heart. Baba was testing me for

courage and fear! When, it was my turn, it was like Baba moved my legs to walk towards her and

I just said," Here I have a Divine gift for you." She smiled graciously and took the envelope, the we took a picture together and I left. There were people asking for her help to publish books and all kind

of others forms of help, but I just did what Baba was guided me to do it. I am also in a process of writing, better say typing what Baba writes through my hands, but I felt in my heart that the reason

I was there was far beyond my personal interest. I gave the lady, her name is Louise Hay (she has the biggest publishing house in USA) my

email address also my cell phone number. I asked her to contact me in case the Divine Intelligence that humans call God will guide her. It is 2 AM in NY and I was ready to sleep, but a force beyond

any human explanation gave me the energy and strength to write you how I celebrated Swami's Birthday. Every year, we went to NY SAI CENTER for Baba's birthday celebration which I truly believe it is each and everyone of us celebration...it is like a rebirth for the human soul at higher frequencies.I even wrote to NY SAI coordinator for information on what time and which exact day it will take

place Baba's birthday celebration but she did not answered me...very strange because she for years

and years si always did email me...it meant to happen that way! I just got an email from her saying,

" Happy Thanksgiving" holiday that we celebrated here in USA on Nov 27,2008 but still she did not

mention why I got no answer form her regarding my question about Baba's birthday. God's ways are mysterious! I have no idea how we'll handle our life without myself working, but after all these experiences I learn to eliminate fear and worry which strengthens our faith in the Divine!I pray Baba to put me in a place( job) where I don't have to think about money, just to serve and let the reward come as God's will. I love writing...it is my passion...humanly speaking, it is a very small

chance to publish a book, but with God-Baba's will a nything is possible. I cannot even think of a job

until I'll be free of these attacks that are horrible and scary. I've been to many doctors and my body

is perfect except the blood pressure gets high while the attack takes place. As I wrote before, I was

blessed to experience SACRED HEALING through my human hands...it seems that Baba has a plan with myself. I was guided to pass you on a true story of how things happens in God's time not our human time and place...I'll attach a picture with Louise and myself...if you'll see the movie, you'll be

very much aware of the manifestation of Baba's flow of unconditional love that worked through this amazing woman. I gave her the information about Swami...the rest is between Louise and Baba!

She did not contacted myself as of now, but I am so happy that I DID IT...I WENT THERE EVEN FEAR OF HOW I'LL DO THIS OR THAT CROSSED MY MIND, BUT I KEPT CHANTING BABA'S NAME ON AND ON AND ON...to be able to travel or do any kind of work Baba has to shower Divine Grace so I can be free of panic attack and be the one I've been before the whole situation started.

I prayed Baba to give me direct instructions or to connect myself with a true Divine and noble soul that can guide me out of this terrifying experience called panic attacks. Believe it or not my husband just got the second one...he is working hard and stressed about when I am alone home also about our financial situation. But this event helped both of us to gain more faith through the Divine manifestation of Sathya Sai Baba...I am open to receive any emails from people that experience similar forms of panic attacks and were blessed by Swami's love to free themselves from this type of experience. I strongly believe that is a reason to go through panic attacks and I very much believe that

there are no accidents in life! Through Divine blessing it has to be a way out!

Please, read below...go down and read all...you can also click on each name of the best

seller writers that were also part of the movie" YOU CAN HEAL YOUR LIFE" which can be seen on youtube also( parts of the movie)...whoever wants to buy the movie, it can be found at amazon.com or Louise Hay site( just type her name on Goggle)...for $ 3 extra buy the long version of the movie!

Besides what Baba gides me to practice, I also practice the technique that Louise practiced herself when she had cancer...no more cancer with=2 0no chemotherapy at all...you'll hear Louise talking about her conversations with" THE INNER D" ...no wonder I was guided to give her the book so, she can be aware from where came that Divine voice...as Baba says," I AM THE RESIDENT OF YOUR HEART"...In Sai Love Service, Simona from NY CITY