Guest guest Report post Posted April 17, 2007 I always had the will. After five Guru mantra anushthans performed back to back, I had the means. All I needed to do was to elevate my energies as higher as possible with my Gurudev acting as a bridge between me and the Universe. Maintaining those energies in active state was an altogether different task. A Sadhak's job is almost as difficult as that of a Guru. Walking the thin line between selfishness and selflessness, I had to surrender my ego while retaining my responsibilities and obligations. I had to fuse my soul with my Gurudev's soul allowing his spiritual energies to raise mine while making absolutely sure that he did not suffer for my sins. Gurudev had started the battle between the imperfect me and my perfect self. If I am a real Sadhak, I'll win it for him. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
