RE: obsessive thoughts and addictions, individuation / sepration process/ growing up with saturn lessons, drinking, and feeling more emotions and pain - Update

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Sat Nam Guru Rattana!

 

 

 

Thank you for the wonderful and thoughtful reply.

 

 

 

The next few days and weeks will let me know if I do have the " no box " and

" what I can do to feel good box " capability you so well describe.

 

 

 

I can say with the renewal of my 4:15 wake up call for sadhana, further

surrendering to the infinite as my source of life and direction, and a FULL

sadhana I have very little desire to drink. I hope some day the " zone "

will be as comforting as you describe it.

 

 

 

I will post again with an update and report with my progress.

 

 

 

I am tying to do what Yogi Bhajan has said often in his lectures - " Be

your own saviour, and You have to take control of you life one day, some

day, you must and this is an OBLIGATION. "

 

 

 

For so long I have relied on others for their opinion or support for this

emotional issue, etc.. I am learning to be neutral and also this surrender

to the Zone is ideal training for me - to become more whole.

 

 

 

Thank you again Guru Rattana and Group members (all of you who have posted

in reply to my posts).

 

 

 

 

 

Marty