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In a message dated 5/5/05 5:31:29 PM, Pedsie2 writes:

 

 

> In Juan's country the bullet was the ballot. In such a

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> country, an evening stroll could turn into an unsought

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> adventure. He was twenty then, and spent many hours

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> roaming the streets- seeking diversions, conversations,

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> pretty girls. To Walk burned the inexhaustible energy

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> and the restlessness of youth.

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> The hot evening  made the air stagnant. Juan headed for

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> the bay. There, even on the hottest day, a little breeze

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> stirred from the sea, and along the wide boulevard girding

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> the shore, flocks of girls sauntered. And there, ice-cream

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> vendors pushed colorful carts with tiny, merry bells.

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> As he turned a corner, he saw the wide plaza next to the

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> Presidential Palace.The sun had dipped behind the building,

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> but its glare still gave the sky a sultry blush. Idlers sat

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> on benches, or stood, among flowers and trees

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> talking in small groups.

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> From behind the Palace the sound of a shot came loud and

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> dry, but people ignored the noise. Then another and another

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> rang. Idlers stopped talking and looked around. Shots began

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> crackling like a storm of firecrackers. For anyone still

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> believing the bad muffler theory, the dry convulsive

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> coughing of machine guns killed such hope.

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> People ran, hid behind trees, took cover under benches, but

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> Juan, gripped by an overwhelming curiosity stood looking

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> toward the Palace. Flashes of light, followed by smoke puffs

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> drifted from some second floor windows. From where Juan stood

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> he didn't see the attackers. Yet, flying pieces of stones and

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> dust erupted from the palace's walls as the the rebels fired

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> back.

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> His ennui vanished with the first shot. An intense alertness

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> descended on him. Every detail of the scene unfolding jumped

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> at him with blinding vividness. He felt no fear, the thought

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> that he could be struck by a bullet seemed ridiculous.

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> The smell of gunpowder intoxicated him, the sound of battle,

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> like a symphony in which each instrument had its role- the

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> crackling of pistols, the drum rolls of rifles, and the

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> constant rattling of machine guns struck him like an ode to

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> death. A bullet zipped above his head showering him with

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> leaves, another whacked the tree trunk next to his ear. The

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> sheer force, the awesome lethality of the impact sent a

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> surge of joy through his brain. What's wrong  with me? He

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> asked.

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> For the first time, it hit him, that it wasn't really Juan

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> who was acting this way. Someone else, someone who couldn't

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> care less about Juan's safety was at play here.

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> A young girl, still in a school uniform, crawled from under

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> a bench and ran across the plaza. She didn't get far. Felled

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> by a bullet, she didn't move. Only her school necktie stirred

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> a little in the breeze which now blew from the sea. A woman

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> ran to her and fell, also. She began to crawl toward the girl.

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> Juan walked toward the girl without rushing, with the flare

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> and bravado of a young man on his way to ask a girl for a

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> dance. He picked her up. The girl's body was limp, her closed

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> eyes didn't flutter, her peaceful face, pale. Her warm blood

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> soaked his shirt. He gently placed her on the grass behind a

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> bench. He returned for the woman and she screamed as he lifted

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> her. He could see she had been shot through the right knee, a

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> piece of bone, startlingly white, protruded from a deep gash. 

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> " Is my daughter all right? " she asked.

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> Juan tried to answer, but he couldn't talk. He realized that

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> whoever acted through him now, didn't know how. He tried

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> again, but couldn't. This should have alarmed him, somehow it

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> didn't. Everything appeared as it should be, just as in dreams

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> even the most bizarre events seemed normal.

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> After he lowered the woman next to her daughter, the firing

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> stopped. The silence struck Juan as odd, almost ominous. He

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> waited for the firing to resume, but it didn't. People stood,

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> ran away, others gathered around the wounded. Juan felt a hand

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> on his shoulder, " You are a very brave young man. " said the man.

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> A woman kissed him on the cheek. " You are a hero. "

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> Juan didn't want to hear such nonsense.  He didn't want to be

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> among them. He walked away fast, headed for the shore. Juan

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> longed to be alone with the presence. As he sat on a bench

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> facing the sea, the presence was vanishing, and the more he

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> tried to focus on it, the faster it faded.

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> Now, the wailing of ambulances and patrol cars filled the

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> evening. A military vehicle went by, its loudspeaker ordering

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> people to go home. Juan realized his blood soaked shirt could

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> get him arrested. He took it off and dropped it in the water.

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> The shirt floated, coloring the water pink, then a retreating

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> wave whisked it away.

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> Juan didn't tell anyone about his experience. He felt strange

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> for days. Things looked odd, beautiful, but alien. To be, Juan,

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> also, seemed a little odd. Then, in a few days all of it faded,

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> became a memory. But Juan still didn't tell anyone, until a

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> year later, when sitting next to a girl, the incense she

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> burned in her living room, and the flicker of candles brought

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> it all back. Juan told her, and she smiled, kissed him, stood up,

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> went to a bookcase, and brought a small book to him.

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> " For you. It'll explain everything! " She handed him the book

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> with a smile.

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> He took the book and looked at the title, it read: " The

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> Bhagavad-Gita. "

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