Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 In a message dated 05/22/2000 4:44:13 AM Pacific Daylight Time, manju writes: << Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this lengthy email. Please let me know if you need any other information. >> Manju, I can't really help you because I am just learning about all of this, but I wanted to say I am very sorry for your troubles. I do hope someone here can help you ,and in the meantime accept my heartfelt wish for an improving situation for you. Much love, Vox Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Hi List: Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and if things will get better? Things are extremely intense and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. The only thing going great is my education in computers, (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 1/2 years have included my father's death, business closure and bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, mother's illness etc.etc. The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am a religious person, but even for me things are extremely tough right now..... My Birth Information is: 4/28/1949 3:30 pm Delhi, India Marriage: August 16, 1968 I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also Saturn is in the picture. Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. I filed for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that everything is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to bear? Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the why's? Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help it would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any suggestions? Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this lengthy email. Please let me know if you need any other information. Regards, Manju Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Dear Madam: 1. I am new to this list and to astrology. This is my first mail to this list. I can only suggest now from what little I know. Assuming that the birth information given is correct, I hereby make an attempt to identify the problems in your chart. 2. They are as follows: 2.1 Weakness in some form or the other of all the planets. 2.2 Close affliction of malefic Rahu/Ketu axis to the most effective points of the 2nd, 4th, 8th, 10th and 12th houses. 2.2 Close affliction by the most malefic planet, Mars (lord of the 8th house), to the most effective point of the 11th, 2nd and 3rd houses. 2.3 Afflictions from the Sun, lord of the 12th house to the Moon and Venus. 3. The extreme infancy of Mercury, the lord of the ascendant, the weakness of Saturn, lord of the 6th house and the weakness and affliction to the Moon and its moolatrikona sign make it difficult for you to adjust with others. 4. As Rahu is in the 8th house and afflicts many moolatrikona signs, it is expected that its periods are coloured with danger, humiliations and obstructions. The natal weakness or afflictions of the sub-period lords have heightened the troubles. 5. My only suggestion is that you please follow astral remedies as indicated by your chosen guru. Best wishes, Satya Gopal Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Dear Manju, This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" Best Wishes Sanjay Rath - Manju B Sinha <manju <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Hi List: > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 1/2 > years have included my father's death, business closure and > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > mother's illness etc.etc. > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > tough right now..... > > My Birth Information is: > > 4/28/1949 > 3:30 pm > Delhi, India > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > Saturn is in the picture. > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. I filed > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that everything > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to bear? > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > why's? > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help it > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any suggestions? > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this lengthy > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > Regards, > Manju > > > > > > > > ------ > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > Click here for more details. > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Thanks so much, everthing helps - even good wishes. - <VoxIndigo <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 10:56 AM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > In a message dated 05/22/2000 4:44:13 AM Pacific Daylight Time, > manju writes: > > << Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > lengthy > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. >> > > > Manju, I can't really help you because I am just learning about all of this, > but I wanted to say I am very sorry for your troubles. I do hope someone here > can help you ,and in the meantime accept my heartfelt wish for an improving > situation for you. > > Much love, > > Vox > > ------ > 72% off on Name brand Watches! > Come and buy today and get free shipping! > http://click./1/4011/1/_/913692/_/959007431/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Namaskar Sanjay: Thanks for your reply. I do worship Durga, but will make use of this mantra. Regards, Manju - Sanjay Rath <srath <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Dear Manju, > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > Best Wishes > Sanjay Rath > > - > Manju B Sinha <manju > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > Hi List: > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 1/2 > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > tough right now..... > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > 4/28/1949 > > 3:30 pm > > Delhi, India > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. I > filed > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > everything > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to bear? > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > why's? > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help it > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > suggestions? > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > lengthy > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > Regards, > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > Click here for more details. > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 p.s. Should I have any pujas done? If so, where and how. Thanks - Sanjay Rath <srath <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Dear Manju, > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > Best Wishes > Sanjay Rath > > - > Manju B Sinha <manju > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > Hi List: > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 1/2 > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > tough right now..... > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > 4/28/1949 > > 3:30 pm > > Delhi, India > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. I > filed > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > everything > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to bear? > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > why's? > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help it > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > suggestions? > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > lengthy > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > Regards, > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > Click here for more details. > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Does that mantra work for everyone? I'll be running RAHU Dasa in the 8th for the next 15 years. I was recommended to wear a Gomedha gemstone but decided against it. I have been watching the RAHU transits on my chart. As of now it's in the 3rd house and I'm overwhelmed with the interesting items coming through in the mail. Not all that bad either! With Regards manvantara - Sanjay Rath <srath <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 8:17 AM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Dear Manju, > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > Best Wishes > Sanjay Rath > > - > Manju B Sinha <manju > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > Hi List: > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 1/2 > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > tough right now..... > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > 4/28/1949 > > 3:30 pm > > Delhi, India > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. I > filed > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > everything > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to bear? > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > why's? > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help it > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > suggestions? > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > lengthy > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > Regards, > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > Click here for more details. > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Hello Manju, Firstly thanks for the honesty. I find it inspiring. I can very much personally relate to the things you've been through. I too have suffered in these kinds of ways over the last 8 years. Sometimes in some lives the losses come all at once and it's pretty intense. One can build a life over time with great effort, only to lose it all. Marriage, business, self-esteem, children, all these things are subject to being lost and it happens to many people in a big way all at once. Others it's spread out, but everybody has to lose everything ultimately, in some sort of painful order of events. I built up a life with wife, children, business, real estate, etc., and at one point it lost it's charm and began to fall apart in '92, sold my business, paid heavy taxes, sold the houses I had bought, became depressed, couldn't work, declared bankruptcy, then tried to divorce, my spouse dodged that for two years, I was alone with the kids without help, became very poor, started this business, struggled like crazy, lost all my friends in various twists of circumstances, moved a bunch of times, and so on. And it continues...to this day, in various forms. Life has been very hard, but one good thing is that all the energy I poured into this business, the software mainly, has at least created a steady work and income for me. But other than that...forget it...my daughter is very mature and nice to me, thank God, but her struggle with her body weight wears me and her out. My son can't relate to me. I'm housing and raising a stranger. Very hard. Lonliness, hard. Constant hard word. Hard. Spiritual values preacing at me in my head, hard. All hard hard hard. Then my son gets in crash, more hard work and junk to deal with. The sometimes the tax people decide they want to have an intimite relationship with you, and you just can't say no. More hard. Car trouble, body trouble, nothing stays good. I have had to go to extreme mental areas in order to handle that I've been so unhappy. Extreme unhappiness either kills you, or forces you to buckle down and make hard progress out of the unhappy zone. I struggle between these two..depression and pushing forward. I think the transits pileup in Aries was actually very hard on nearly all of us in some different ways. It's been a long slow conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn and it continues for some more time before Jupiter finally gets away from Saturn. Maybe in Taurus they'll file nicer to all of us, but I'm not sure. I do want to say only that many of us are in total pain for various reasons. In that state, we're challenged. I feel very challenged. I am pushing forward as best I can, and often I'm really pushing, because that builds muscle, which helps you to overcome eventually. I think most of us in our middle life period sink into habits like drinking coffee, tea, drugs, smoking, over-eating, or eating some habitual garbage like chocolate or fattening sweet rolls, or something... Then gradually, over the years, these things we're wearing around our wastes, or all over our bodies as polluted fat, weakened muscles, and the will to fight or be fit has decreased tremendously to the point of accepting that we're fat, unfit, a mental case, or something in some way other than the healthy beings we were when we were younger. Personally lately I've been so afraid about various parts of my life, that I've been not only scared, but also angry, depressed, and literally freaked out at times emotionally, internally. It affects everything. Your life can fall apart from emotions. I fight my fear of not having a spouse moment to moment. That's my attachment. The lonliness of my life, though good in many ways, scares the heck out of me. These strong fears and worries have got me out jogging more. like 4 to 6 miles a day, sometimes twice a day. I also simply stopped drinking coffee for a few days, and that made a difference. Lots of excercise and no coffee feels better than lots of coffee and no excercise, by far. So these kinds of switches can rebuild self esteem and hope. I think that physical fitness is the first step to fighting the blues. The anger that can arise for some at these times is well channelled into jogging, pumping weights, swimming like crazy, etc. If one is a fire case like me, this is a must I think. Fire people must feel fit and able, otherwise they hate themselves. This is projection to some degree, but each person can take what they like. Some of this is for Fire rising or Moon people only perhaps. Anyway...I think that as we realize that Maya, or the Matrix, or the Material Energy, or God, is taking everything away from us, the way we react is what's key and pivotal for us. That seems to be what the Gita is all about. Do, but don't be attached. Work hard, but not for the result, do it rather for the perfection of detachment from matter, and attachment to higher principle, and the Divine. Turn arounds in life are possible, from the bad to the good, and from good to bad. When things are bad, we can turn them good through attitude and hard work. However, there are times in life late in life, when it's hard to save anything, one's health, ultimately one's connection with the physical body, and thus all things are lost. But I'm talking about up until the last years of our life. I'm talking about that gray zone from mid thirties up to those last years, or the midlife crisis starting point, and the rest of the years. There's alot of years where most people simply decay slowly, and many in less than great mental spaces. They drag on, but not very happily or positively. It is a battle to add to oneself. The third house, of courage, is a difficult thing. It's hard to put out that energy towards future goodness. Austerity is for building strength. It's hard to endure fasting from one's built up habits and intakes, be they food or whatever. Hunger, thirst, excercise, pushing, controlling the senses, all these things build strength but we most all avoid them and become weak. Then the modes control things more and more, and selfish patterns are noticed between family members, and contempt grows, codependencies are fortified, and life becomes a drag. I personally kindof need more clear paths of fire, with some pushing, some struggling, kindof accepted by one and all, then I'm more relaxed, knowing that everyone around me is trying and pushing too, to keep things up, and happening, alive, and well. Often when we approach Gurus, our interests, beliefs, sensitivities, and so on, more things, much of us, changes, and becomes of a different mood. Generally everyone accepts and agrees upon a certain mode of thinking and acting, and the Vedic mood is opposed to this other way somewhat, not completely, but somewhat. There is more of an encouragement for humility, surrender, service, and detachment. Not weakness of any type, but these are actually difficult strengths. So anyway, it doesn't mix well with most people in the West, who are seeing life another way, kindof as a shopping market rather than a training ground or school. So they don't "like" or "buy" the mood of the truly Spiritual often. This can lead to alienation and increased separation from actually being close to family members. So that's another thing...if you try to "do the right thing" and approach Spiritual Life, you may find the difficulties increase, not decrease. One is more able to be mundane and satisfy more mundane people if one does not mess around with Vedic knowledge. The more mundane people you serve and satisfy, the less lonely and challenged you'll be. So there's a high price to wanting to hang with Gurus, if they're of the Spiritual type. Anyway, singularly we can shine, and I think we're pushed to that as we go forward in life, as kids leave, as relationships wear out, as our bodies wear down, and so on. We find out what we're made of. I think many people unknowingly just cruise through life without developing any muscles or character strengths of their own...rather...the day to day shopping and hustle of family life keeps them just barely alive. But when that goes, so does their conception of life, and hence, great disturbance comes to their mindscape. I think Jyotish comes to prove the folly of the material vision, and once one realizes that they cannot escape what they can see as the results of their own pasts or as the will of God, then they can start to focus more on how they take it alone, which will increase their light, their life, their health, and so on. You are not responsible directly in this life for anything. Neither can you create a better future than what is intended. We just think we can. But that's where the attachment grows from, that illusion and the false hopes it creates. To see when it will be over, just look to the end of the grip of malefics on transiting key houses, and for benefic bhuktis with the Rahu dasha. Jupiter is easier than Rahu usually. Bhuktis of benefics and well placed planets is signal for the arrival of more pleasant affairs, which are conducive for growing more weak. Use the hard times for becoming strong and building. It's a good way to keep the mind engaged, and for staying more fit. If one is totalled, in bad shape, after a bad period, then there's no chance of good periods ever again anyway. When the going is tough, those with better futures will be found building them. Those with no better futures will be lamenting, and growing more attached, more frustrated, more sick, more dependent in Will and Spirit, and less shine will be had from them, so they will not appear desirable, and will eventually be shunned more and more. Oregon is full of these totally fat, miserable looking, pale people who obviously have no money, no happiness, no nothing. They're like just "taker blobs". There's no way one can be happy when their WILL and SPIRIT are that much under the grip of sadness, despair, helplessness, and so on. Well, I think that's enough for me for now. I know this is most projection and preaching to myself. So for those more attained already, thanks for tolerating me. For those who got something out of this, you're welcome. Hey Manju, thanks. Keep up your will and spirit. Changes. That's all. You can handle it. Progress means "Elimination and a new acceptance" my Guru used to say. It's hard. The eliminating feels like dieing. I understand. MANY of us do. In attendence are people with the entire range of challenges from few to deathly disease, totally depressing financial situations, totally frustrating marriages, totally frustrating lonliness, ugliness, stupidity, over-active brains, under active bodies, you name it, it's all here. I don't know anybody who is living here on Earth NOT struggling with something, and usually it's a handful of junk they'd rather not deal with. Half the humans I know are inches from freaking out over something in life. The glory is in growing our will and spirit, to live, to do right, to give, to embrace all of life's processes and changes, and to get the Strawberry on Top, which is to be good at this exact process of overcoming mental obstacles with detachment, service, surrender, to the Divine Beautiful Center. Om. Youth is in a flurry of enjoyment of the freebee of youth itself, which is health, optimism, etc. They run TONS of the media and the media uses them in most places of advertising. Young, beautiful woman. That's like 1 percent of the population at best. We have to turn from all these lies and build a much more aware life for ourselves. Do it with conviction. The modern world's standard vibration on TV especially, and in most public places in the West, is pure BS. To the new better life of higher thoughts and virtues, and more action and clarity. More reality. Onward. Peace (in full action) to all, Das Goravani Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Dear Manju, What Sanjay told is the best remedy, you can do so far. Unfortunately we all have to wear out our karma. As Das told you, he had a terrible period, yet with a sane mind and Krishna's mercy he got through it . I am at the moment watching the bridge construction from my window terrace. When I remember , just a year ago the bombs were falling down my window.IT was like the horror dream then,and it has passed. My elder sister was 2 months in psyhiatric hospital treated from the shock of these bombs.My cousin has become displaced,since her flat was ruined in the Aleksinac bombardment of the town centre..I lost my father a year and a half. So I was under the influence of 2years of rahu antara that has almost destroyed my life.At the moment I am safe and sound,and happy again. Everything passes, bad time passes and good time passes. Keep up, have Faith! That is the only thing that truly counts! Zoran Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Dear Zoran: Thanks so much. You are right and I know it too, that everything is in God's hands and everything does pass. It is rather rough right now, but I do have my Guru's Grace and know in the end I will be OK. I must have heavy duty karma to burn off. My practices like chanting, seva and meditation are my saving grace, and I am so grateful for that. But in this world and in this body we sometimes have to go thru a lot in a short time and it gets scary. I got a little discouraged and felt defeated by everything. I will be fine, just wanted to check the astrological situation. Sorry to hear about your troubles. Wish you well for everything. Thanks again for all your support. Lots of Love, Manju - Zoran Radosavljevic <ahimsa <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 6:48 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Dear Manju, > What Sanjay told is the best remedy, you can do so far. Unfortunately we all > have to wear out our karma. As Das told you, he had a terrible period, yet with > a sane > mind and Krishna's mercy he got through it . I am at the moment watching the > bridge construction from my window terrace. When I remember , just a year > ago the bombs were falling down my window.IT was like the horror dream > then,and it has passed. My elder sister was 2 months in psyhiatric > hospital treated from the shock of these bombs.My cousin has become > displaced,since her flat was ruined in the Aleksinac bombardment of the town > centre..I lost my father a year and a half. So I was under the influence of > 2years of rahu antara that has almost destroyed my life.At the moment I am safe > and sound,and happy again. Everything passes, bad time passes and good time > passes. Keep up, have Faith! That is the only thing that truly counts! > Zoran > > > ------ > Best friends, most artistic, class clown Find 'em here: > http://click./1/4054/1/_/913692/_/959036195/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 22, 2000 Das thank you for the insipiring words. this is not the first time that i have found some sort of solace in your transactions here. i hear the difficulties that other people have and scoff at my own pain, at the ease that i see in my own life and feel shame for my "weaknesses". more drama, more karma, i know....but it gets difficult to feel sorry for yourself when you hear of the trauma of others. perhaps that is the cosmic reason for the work i do. anyway, your comments on the mass conjunction not long ago reminded me that i was wondering just today of the recent planetary allignment and how it has affected the masses.....i havent read of any discussion of it here and wondered if anyone had any thoughts. it does seem that, in general, there has been more difficulty and pain, not only for my self but for others around me. thanks in advance for the commentary. Marcia @}-------->-------------- "Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck." The Dalai Lama Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 25, 2000 Dear Manju This can be done at SJVC but we need you for the Sankalpa at least. We have a very good Pundit who is engrossed in the seva of Sri Jagannath (The Idols of Mahaprabhu, Subhadra and Balaram are installed there) and is adept at all Pooja's. Best Wishes Sanjay P.S. Do the Japa Yourself atleast for now - Manju B Sinha <manju <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 9:07 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > p.s. Should I have any pujas done? If so, where and how. > > Thanks > - > Sanjay Rath <srath > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > Dear Manju, > > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You > > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > > Best Wishes > > Sanjay Rath > > > > - > > Manju B Sinha <manju > > <gjlist > > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > > > > Hi List: > > > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 > 1/2 > > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > > tough right now..... > > > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > > > 4/28/1949 > > > 3:30 pm > > > Delhi, India > > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. > I > > filed > > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > > everything > > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to > bear? > > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > > why's? > > > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help > it > > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > > suggestions? > > > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > > lengthy > > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > > > Regards, > > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > > Click here for more details. > > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > > ------ > > > > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > ------ > Save 75% on Products! > Find incredible deals on overstocked items with Free shipping! > http://click./1/4013/1/_/913692/_/959010075/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 25, 2000 Dear Jyotisha, It will work for anyone. When a baby cries for the Mother, she cannot stand and watch..be sure that help will always come. Stay away from that Gomedh. The very fact that you like Astrology should show the extent to which Gomedh will not suit you. Best Wishes Sanjay - manvantara <manvantara <gjlist > Monday, May 22, 2000 9:18 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Does that mantra work for everyone? I'll be running RAHU Dasa in the 8th for > the next 15 years. I was recommended to wear a Gomedha gemstone but decided > against it. I have been watching the RAHU transits on my chart. As of now > it's in the 3rd house and I'm overwhelmed with the interesting items coming > through in the mail. Not all that bad either! > With Regards > manvantara > > - > Sanjay Rath <srath > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 8:17 AM > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > Dear Manju, > > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. You > > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > > Best Wishes > > Sanjay Rath > > > > - > > Manju B Sinha <manju > > <gjlist > > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > > > > Hi List: > > > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 > 1/2 > > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > > tough right now..... > > > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > > > 4/28/1949 > > > 3:30 pm > > > Delhi, India > > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening up. > > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support myself. > I > > filed > > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. Relationships > > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > > everything > > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to > bear? > > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > > why's? > > > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some help > it > > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > > suggestions? > > > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > > lengthy > > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > > > Regards, > > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > > Click here for more details. > > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > > ------ > > > > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > ------ > Find long lost high school friends: > http://click./1/4056/1/_/913692/_/959010341/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 25, 2000 Dear Sanjay: Thanks for all your help. I have started the japa, and by instinct did not feel comfortable wearing any of the gems recommended, specially Gomed so I took them all off. I have not been wearing any gems fro the last few months. I know that generally sankalapa is done in the physical form usually. If however, I can do it from here I will. Please let me know. Thanks again, Best Regards, Manju - Sanjay Rath <srath <gjlist > Thursday, May 25, 2000 3:50 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Dear Manju > This can be done at SJVC but we need you for the Sankalpa at least. We have > a very good Pundit who is engrossed in the seva of Sri Jagannath (The Idols > of Mahaprabhu, Subhadra and Balaram are installed there) and is adept at all > Pooja's. > Best Wishes > Sanjay > P.S. Do the Japa Yourself atleast for now > - > Manju B Sinha <manju > <gjlist > > Monday, May 22, 2000 9:07 PM > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > p.s. Should I have any pujas done? If so, where and how. > > > > Thanks > > - > > Sanjay Rath <srath > > <gjlist > > > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM > > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > > > > Dear Manju, > > > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > > > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. > You > > > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > > > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > > > Best Wishes > > > Sanjay Rath > > > > > > - > > > Manju B Sinha <manju > > > <gjlist > > > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > > > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > > > > > > > Hi List: > > > > > > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > > > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > > > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > > > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > > > > > > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > > > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past 2 > > 1/2 > > > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > > > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > > > > mother's illness etc.etc. > > > > > > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > > > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > > > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > > > > tough right now..... > > > > > > > > My Birth Information is: > > > > > > > > 4/28/1949 > > > > 3:30 pm > > > > Delhi, India > > > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > > > > > > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > > > > > > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > > > > Saturn is in the picture. > > > > > > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening > up. > > > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support > myself. > > I > > > filed > > > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. > Relationships > > > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > > > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > > > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that > > > everything > > > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to > > bear? > > > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of the > > > > why's? > > > > > > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some > help > > it > > > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any > > > suggestions? > > > > > > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading this > > > lengthy > > > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. > > > > > > > > Regards, > > > > Manju > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online > > > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! > > > > Click here for more details. > > > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ > > > > > ------ > > > > > > > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up > > > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, > > > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. Go get something great! > > > http://click./1/3025/1/_/913692/_/959009089/ > > > ------ > > > > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > > Save 75% on Products! > > Find incredible deals on overstocked items with Free shipping! > > http://click./1/4013/1/_/913692/_/959010075/ > > ------ > > > > > > gjlist- > > > > > > > > > > > ------ > Old school buds here: > http://click./1/4057/1/_/913692/_/959284795/ > ------ > > > gjlist- > > Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest guest Report post Posted May 25, 2000 Just want to mention that Vipassana meditation is really helpful. Look it up at www.dhamma.org Suhas Manju B Sinha <manju gjlist <gjlist > Thursday, May 25, 2000 6:12 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times >Dear Sanjay: > >Thanks for all your help. I have started the japa, and by instinct did >not feel comfortable wearing any of the gems recommended, specially >Gomed so I took them all off. I have not been wearing any gems fro the last >few months. > >I know that generally sankalapa is done in the physical form usually. >If however, I can do it from here I will. Please let me know. > >Thanks again, >Best Regards, >Manju > > >- >Sanjay Rath <srath ><gjlist > >Thursday, May 25, 2000 3:50 PM >Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > >> Dear Manju >> This can be done at SJVC but we need you for the Sankalpa at least. We >have >> a very good Pundit who is engrossed in the seva of Sri Jagannath (The >Idols >> of Mahaprabhu, Subhadra and Balaram are installed there) and is adept at >all >> Pooja's. >> Best Wishes >> Sanjay >> P.S. Do the Japa Yourself atleast for now >> - >> Manju B Sinha <manju >> <gjlist > >> Monday, May 22, 2000 9:07 PM >> Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times >> >> >> > p.s. Should I have any pujas done? If so, where and how. >> > >> > Thanks >> > - >> > Sanjay Rath <srath >> > <gjlist > >> > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM >> > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times >> > >> > >> > > Dear Manju, >> > > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu >> > > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. >> You >> > > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM >> > > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" >> > > Best Wishes >> > > Sanjay Rath >> > > >> > > - >> > > Manju B Sinha <manju >> > > <gjlist > >> > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM >> > > [gjlist] Really Tough Times >> > > >> > > >> > > > Hi List: >> > > > >> > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what >> > > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and >> > > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense >> > > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. >> > > > >> > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, >> > > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The past >2 >> > 1/2 >> > > > years have included my father's death, business closure and >> > > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, >> > > > mother's illness etc.etc. >> > > > >> > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the >> > > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am >> > > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely >> > > > tough right now..... >> > > > >> > > > My Birth Information is: >> > > > >> > > > 4/28/1949 >> > > > 3:30 pm >> > > > Delhi, India >> > > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 >> > > > >> > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. >> > > > >> > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also >> > > > Saturn is in the picture. >> > > > >> > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening >> up. >> > > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support >> myself. >> > I >> > > filed >> > > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. >> Relationships >> > > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! >> > > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and >> > > > believe in God and pray regularly. On one level I do realize that >> > > everything >> > > > is in God's hands, but maybe doing something would make it easier to >> > bear? >> > > > Maybe looking at the chart would give me a better understanding of >the >> > > > why's? >> > > > >> > > > Sorry, this is all so personal, but I thought besides getting some >> help >> > it >> > > > would make a good study chart. Any hope for me? Or None? Any >> > > suggestions? >> > > > >> > > > Thanks to all in advance for the patience and support in reading >this >> > > lengthy >> > > > email. Please let me know if you need any other information. >> > > > >> > > > Regards, >> > > > Manju >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > ------ >> > > > Avoid the lines and visit avis.com for quick and easy online >> > > > reservations. Enjoy a compact car nationwide for only $29 a day! >> > > > Click here for more details. >> > > > http://click./1/3011/1/_/913692/_/958995810/ >> > > >> > ------ >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > gjlist- >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > > >> > >> ------ >> > > SHOPPING for DEALS? The merchants at BuyItOnline.com are offering up >> > > to 30% OFF great gear, wear, gadgets and more, now through April 15, >> > > 2000. Real stores. Real Deals. Real Easy. 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Guest guest Report post Posted May 26, 2000 What is Vipassana? - bricabrac <info <gjlist > Thursday, May 25, 2000 8:35 PM Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > Just want to mention that Vipassana meditation is really helpful. Look it up > at www.dhamma.org > Suhas > > Manju B Sinha <manju > gjlist <gjlist > > Thursday, May 25, 2000 6:12 PM > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > >Dear Sanjay: > > > >Thanks for all your help. I have started the japa, and by instinct did > >not feel comfortable wearing any of the gems recommended, specially > >Gomed so I took them all off. I have not been wearing any gems fro the > last > >few months. > > > >I know that generally sankalapa is done in the physical form usually. > >If however, I can do it from here I will. Please let me know. > > > >Thanks again, > >Best Regards, > >Manju > > > > > >- > >Sanjay Rath <srath > ><gjlist > > >Thursday, May 25, 2000 3:50 PM > >Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > > > > > >> Dear Manju > >> This can be done at SJVC but we need you for the Sankalpa at least. We > >have > >> a very good Pundit who is engrossed in the seva of Sri Jagannath (The > >Idols > >> of Mahaprabhu, Subhadra and Balaram are installed there) and is adept at > >all > >> Pooja's. > >> Best Wishes > >> Sanjay > >> P.S. Do the Japa Yourself atleast for now > >> - > >> Manju B Sinha <manju > >> <gjlist > > >> Monday, May 22, 2000 9:07 PM > >> Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > >> > >> > >> > p.s. Should I have any pujas done? If so, where and how. > >> > > >> > Thanks > >> > - > >> > Sanjay Rath <srath > >> > <gjlist > > >> > Monday, May 22, 2000 11:17 AM > >> > Re: [gjlist] Really Tough Times > >> > > >> > > >> > > Dear Manju, > >> > > This is the last phase of the evil of Rahu and will end with Ketu > >> > > sub-period. Besides Saturn's transit should give you a lot of relief. > >> You > >> > > need to propitiate Durga with the Mantra "OM SHRIM HRIM KLEEM AIM > >> > > VAJRAVAIROCHANEEYE HUM PHUT SWAHA" > >> > > Best Wishes > >> > > Sanjay Rath > >> > > > >> > > - > >> > > Manju B Sinha <manju > >> > > <gjlist > > >> > > Monday, May 22, 2000 5:09 PM > >> > > [gjlist] Really Tough Times > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Hi List: > >> > > > > >> > > > Could someone please look at my chart and tell me what > >> > > > is going on, for how long it will continue, and when and > >> > > > if things will get better? Things are extremely intense > >> > > > and have been for the last 2 1/2 years at least. > >> > > > > >> > > > The only thing going great is my education in computers, > >> > > > (not programming) I have returned to school after 30 years. The > past > >2 > >> > 1/2 > >> > > > years have included my father's death, business closure and > >> > > > bankruptcy, daughter's marriage, separation from children, > >> > > > mother's illness etc.etc. > >> > > > > >> > > > The saving grace in my life is a living Guru, which is the > >> > > > only reason I still have my sanity and am still living. I am > >> > > > a religious person, but even for me things are extremely > >> > > > tough right now..... > >> > > > > >> > > > My Birth Information is: > >> > > > > >> > > > 4/28/1949 > >> > > > 3:30 pm > >> > > > Delhi, India > >> > > > Marriage: August 16, 1968 > >> > > > > >> > > > I live in the Catskills Region in New York, USA. > >> > > > > >> > > > I know that my mahadasha is Rahu, and sub is Ketu, also > >> > > > Saturn is in the picture. > >> > > > > >> > > > Finance situation is extremely poor and nothing seems to be opening > >> up. > >> > > > I have to find a way soon to become self sufficient and support > >> myself. > >> > I > >> > > filed > >> > > > for divorce 2 1/2 years ago, case is still in litigation. > >> Relationships > >> > > > with everyone close, my children, mother, brothers are rough!!! > >> > > > I feel really stuck and scared, even though I do have a Guru and > >> > > > believe in God and pray regularly. 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Guest guest Report post Posted June 4, 2000 gjlist , Das <das@g...> wrote: > > Hello Manju, > > Firstly thanks for the honesty. I find it inspiring. > > I can very much personally relate to the things you've been through. I > too have suffered in these kinds of ways over the last 8 years. > > I think Jyotish comes to prove the folly of the material vision, and > once one realizes that they cannot escape what they can see as the > results of their own pasts or as the will of God, then they can start to > focus more on how they take it alone, which will increase their light, > their life, their health, and so on. You are not responsible directly > in this life for anything. Neither can you create a better future than > what is intended. We just think we can. > > > Well, I think that's enough for me for now. I know this is most > projection and preaching to myself. So for those more attained already, > thanks for tolerating me. For those who got something out of this, > you're welcome. > > Hey Manju, thanks. Keep up your will and spirit. Changes. That's all. > You can handle it. P rogress means "Elimination and a new acceptance" my > Guru used to say. It's hard. The eliminating feels like dieing. I > understand. MANY of us do. In attendence are people with the entire > range of challenges from few to deathly disease, totally depressing > financial situations, totally frustrating marriages, totally frustrating > lonliness, ugliness, stupidity, over-active brains, under active bodies, > you name it, it's all here. > > > > The glory is in growing our will and spirit, to live, to do right, to > give, to embrace all of life's processes and changes, and to get the > Strawberry on Top, which is to be good at this exact process of > overcoming mental obstacles with detachment, service, surrender, to the > Divine Beautiful Center. Om. > > To the new better life of higher thoughts and virtues, and more action > and clarity. More reality. Onward. > > Peace (in full action) to all, > > Das Goravani well said :-) some one else who happens to be in the same boat and sailing the waters of loneliness from time immemorable.....always in search of that elusive eternal light and peace.... with regards... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
