Guest guest Posted November 11, 2002 Report Share Posted November 11, 2002 Namaste_()_ I am sorry for writing an email on personal lines in a Group, but I need some help. I have been in great sadness all my life (the reasons for which are many), the only wish ,hope that kept me optimistic was that something good will happen in the future. But as the goddess wills, things only got worse. I have worked hard all my life to fight the many pains and fears i hold. I use my spiritual path to help me, and to help others. But I haven't reached this spiritual path easily........i have walked through a lot of unealthy paths to get here. But I still haven't learnt to let go of my fears abd pains . I lost my grandmother this year , she was the vital part of my small family. Now I just have a sister to call as family. Unfortunately she has some psychological issues . All my life I have been looking for love and attention. Even maybe begged for it. People have come, used and gone. I would tell myself " I am going to strong , so what if i am isolated?" . But the next hurdle in life, and i will be crying again. This is the reason why I give so much attention to friends. They give me a sense of belonging and love that every individual needs. Sometimes I even smother a friend with love and affection. Not intentionally. I am in a lot of pain right now, cause I think I am losing my best friend. Somebody who has been a pillar of strength and guidance for me. I feel like a part of me is dying. This person has been an inspiration for me to get my life started again and to focus on my goddess given talents. And now i am losing this person. I dont know how to describe the pain i am going through. How does it feel to push ur own guru and guide , away from you? I smothered this person with so much love and attention, that i am losing him now. In my fear of losing someone special to me, I have actually managed to do exactly that . I feel so isolated right now . I dont know where to turn so i am writing these words in pain. Please dont mind it. Suicide is the cowards way out, and i am not going to take it . I know I am here for a purpose, and i hope my friend will forgive me someday. sudha. U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2002 Report Share Posted November 11, 2002 {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{sudha}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} (cyberhug) I am new to this list (thank you for inviting me to join, List Mother), but I feel for you. Please know that the world would be a lesser place without you in it; your suffering will ease; I know that's easy for me to say, but it is true. All of us suffer to some degree, and only the one who is suffering knows how badly it affects them. Try to think of the good things in your life that have happened and know that you have more to look forward to. Goddess loves you and blesses you, sometimes with lessons that bring pain, but we have to have faith that they are for a reason and try to learn from them. May the Goddess shine on you with many blessings! Lynne S S <sudha_sofan wrote: Namaste_()_ I am sorry for writing an email on personal lines in a Group, but I need some help. I have been in great sadness all my life (the reasons for which are many), the only wish ,hope that kept me optimistic was that something good will happen in the future. But as the goddess wills, things only got worse. I have worked hard all my life to fight the many pains and fears i hold. I use my spiritual path to help me, and to help others. But I haven't reached this spiritual path easily........i have walked through a lot of unealthy paths to get here. But I still haven't learnt to let go of my fears abd pains . I lost my grandmother this year , she was the vital part of my small family. Now I just have a sister to call as family. Unfortunately she has some psychological issues . All my life I have been looking for love and attention. Even maybe begged for it. People have come, used and gone. I would tell myself " I am going to strong , so what if i am isolated?" . But the next hurdle in life, and i will be crying again. This is the reason why I give so much attention to friends. They give me a sense of belonging and love that every individual needs. Sometimes I even smother a friend with love and affection. Not intentionally. I am in a lot of pain right now, cause I think I am losing my best friend. Somebody who has been a pillar of strength and guidance for me. I feel like a part of me is dying. This person has been an inspiration for me to get my life started again and to focus on my goddess given talents. And now i am losing this person. I dont know how to describe the pain i am going through. How does it feel to push ur own guru and guide , away from you? I smothered this person with so much love and attention, that i am losing him now. In my fear of losing someone special to me, I have actually managed to do exactly that . I feel so isolated right now . I dont know where to turn so i am writing these words in pain. Please dont mind it. Suicide is the cowards way out, and i am not going to take it . I know I am here for a purpose, and i hope my friend will forgive me someday. sudha. U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted November 11, 2002 Report Share Posted November 11, 2002 remember the song in Sound of music "when I am sad i think of the things I like............................" we all have problems; look inward and you will see that when you wanbt to hold on to something the thing goes away. Like someone earlier said it is easy to say and hard to practice. May i make one suggestion? All of us have some talent or other some are good analysts; some are psychic lets put our talents together and help Sudha. I for one am going to pray and send reiki to her wounded soul. Hope Sudha will accept it. Kochu S S <sudha_sofan wrote: Namaste_()_ I am sorry for writing an email on personal lines in a Group, but I need some help. I have been in great sadness all my life (the reasons for which are many), the only wish ,hope that kept me optimistic was that something good will happen in the future. But as the goddess wills, things only got worse. I have worked hard all my life to fight the many pains and fears i hold. I use my spiritual path to help me, and to help others. But I haven't reached this spiritual path easily........i have walked through a lot of unealthy paths to get here. But I still haven't learnt to let go of my fears abd pains . I lost my grandmother this year , she was the vital part of my small family. Now I just have a sister to call as family. Unfortunately she has some psychological issues . All my life I have been looking for love and attention. Even maybe begged for it. People have come, used and gone. I would tell myself " I am going to strong , so what if i am isolated?" . But the next hurdle in life, and i will be crying again. This is the reason why I give so much attention to friends. They give me a sense of belonging and love that every individual needs. Sometimes I even smother a friend with love and affection. Not intentionally. I am in a lot of pain right now, cause I think I am losing my best friend. Somebody who has been a pillar of strength and guidance for me. I feel like a part of me is dying. This person has been an inspiration for me to get my life started again and to focus on my goddess given talents. And now i am losing this person. I dont know how to describe the pain i am going through. How does it feel to push ur own guru and guide , away from you? I smothered this person with so much love and attention, that i am losing him now. In my fear of losing someone special to me, I have actually managed to do exactly that . I feel so isolated right now . I dont know where to turn so i am writing these words in pain. Please dont mind it. Suicide is the cowards way out, and i am not going to take it . I know I am here for a purpose, and i hope my friend will forgive me someday. sudha. U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD shakti_sadhnaa U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 11, 2002 Report Share Posted November 11, 2002 At our weekly novena on Friday this week at our shrine, we shall chant Soundarya Lahari specially for Sudha beti's peace of mind and fruitful future. sarvam brahma mayam , sankara menon <kochu1tz> wrote: > > remember the song in Sound of music "when I am sad i think of the things I like............................" > we all have problems; look inward and you will see that when you wanbt to hold on to something the thing goes away. > Like someone earlier said it is easy to say and hard to practice. > May i make one suggestion? All of us have some talent or other some are good analysts; some are psychic lets put our talents together and help Sudha. I for one am going to pray and send reiki to her wounded soul. > Hope Sudha will accept it. > > Kochu > S S <sudha_sofan> wrote: > Namaste_()_ > > I am sorry for writing an email on personal lines in a Group, but I need some help. I have been in great sadness all my life (the reasons for which are many), the only wish ,hope that kept me optimistic was that something good will happen in the future. But as the goddess wills, things only got worse. I have worked hard all my life to fight the many pains and fears i hold. I use my spiritual path to help me, and to help others. But I haven't reached this spiritual path easily........i have walked through a lot of unealthy paths to get here. But I still haven't learnt to let go of my fears abd pains . I lost my grandmother this year , she was the vital part of my small family. Now I just have a sister to call as family. Unfortunately she has some psychological issues . All my life I have been looking for love and attention. Even maybe begged for it. People have come, used and gone. I would tell myself " I am going to strong , so what if i am isolated?" . But the next hurdle in life, and i will be crying again. This is the reason why I give so much attention to friends. They give me a sense of belonging and love that every individual needs. Sometimes I even smother a friend with love and affection. Not intentionally. I am in a lot of pain right now, cause I think I am losing my best friend. Somebody who has been a pillar of strength and guidance for me. I feel like a part of me is dying. This person has been an inspiration for me to get my life started again and to focus on my goddess given talents. And now i am losing this person. I dont know how to describe the pain i am going through. How does it feel to push ur own guru and guide , away from you? I smothered this person with so much love and attention, that i am losing him now. In my fear of losing someone special to me, I have actually managed to do exactly that . I feel so isolated right now . I dont know where to turn so i am writing these words in pain. Please dont mind it. Suicide is the cowards way out, and i am not going to take it . I know I am here for a purpose, and i hope my friend will forgive me someday. > > sudha. > > > > > > U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD > > > > > > Sponsor > > > shakti_sadhnaa- > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive medley & videos from Greatest Hits CD > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 12, 2002 Report Share Posted November 12, 2002 Namaste Sudha! Feeling sad is not a bad thing provided that it impels you to overcoming it. Let me also congragulate you on your fortitude, for how many people are stuck in a vicious cycle of sadness/depression without wanting to come out of it. Progress no doubt starts with a frank assessment of where you stand. IMHO, there is only one person who can help you out-YOURSELF. Others no doubt be a lamp post to lean on temporarily. Since name of this list says sadhana, I will two things that let you control the flow of awareness 1)posture- erect spine with chest protruding out and abdomen in and deep breathing abdominally. 2)rhythmic breath- breath in and breath out to the same count Doing 1) alone puts you in positive state of mind. If you dont feel positive then you are not doing it right. Doing 2) lets you control the flow of thought. Doing both lets you stay in any kind of environment with a positive frame of mind. These, I learned from my Gurudeva(Satguru Sivaya Subramuniya swami, www.gurudeva.org). God bless you! yogaman U2 on LAUNCH - Exclusive greatest hits videos http://launch./u2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 12, 2002 Report Share Posted November 12, 2002 - Yoga man Tuesday, November 12, 2002 9:23 AM Re: PLEASE HELP Sudha, Yogaman is absolutely right-on here. Experiencing a great deal of my own physical and personal pain has been a blessing here. The other day, I was telling my doctor this, and he had this puzzled look on his face. "Pain" I explained to him, "Impels us to take action, humans do not take action when they are satisfied, generally speaking. Pain not only forces one to dive deeply within to find something more permanent and real, but it also makes one more empathetic to others in pain. To know one's own depths, the heaven and hell of it, is to know everyone, for we all have the same happiness, the same sorrow, even if the triggers are a little different...the heart is the same in all". I promise you that if you can first learn to understand this pain, then make peace with it, then transcend it, though it may seem comletely negative right now, that you will indeed be a better man for it and in a sense thankful, as odd as that seems right now.. Guru Om Markandeya Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2004 Report Share Posted April 27, 2004 Dear all, I am a passive member of this boad & I really enjoy going through articles from all learned members and some I store it in my archive for future reference. As a devi worshiper myself - I chant LALITHA SAHASRANAMA NAMAVALI before breakfact and start my day & last year,,I got initiated in MANTRA BY AMMA - about whom we discuss now and then on this board. I write this on behalf of a family member - who has problem in all walks of life. She is very spiritual- she also chants LS & professionally qualified but for the last 10 yrs she has seen many phases of life - which has left her with low self esteem. My request is for Devi worshipper's to suggest her some prayer to overcome persistant obstacles WHICH SHE IS FACING NOW and find success in life. raji _______________ MSN Search, for accurate results! http://search.msn.nl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2004 Report Share Posted April 27, 2004 Dear Raji: Tell her to try Khadgamala Stotram. It would be perfect for her. You'll find lots of info here in the Group and archived on the home page. The opening post is here (unarchived as yet), and the posts continue from there: /message/9273 Also refer to this link for an mp3 of Guruji's recitation and links to the full text of the Stotram. We will try to help her from here as well, I think. Maybe she will do us the honor of joining us? DB , "rajeshwari iyer" <rajii31@h...> wrote: > > Dear all, > > I am a passive member of this boad & I really enjoy going through articles > from all learned members and some I store it in my archive for future > reference. > > As a devi worshiper myself - I chant LALITHA SAHASRANAMA NAMAVALI before > breakfact and start my day & last year,,I got initiated in MANTRA BY AMMA - > about whom we discuss now and then on this board. > > I write this on behalf of a family member - who has problem in all walks of > life. She is very spiritual- she also chants LS & professionally qualified > but for the last 10 yrs she has seen many phases of life - which has left > her with low self esteem. > > My request is for Devi worshipper's to suggest her some prayer to overcome > persistant obstacles WHICH SHE IS FACING NOW and find success in life. raji > > _______________ > MSN Search, for accurate results! http://search.msn.nl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2004 Report Share Posted April 27, 2004 yes I agree; for 11 days please. Devi Bhakta <devi_bhakta wrote: Dear Raji: Tell her to try Khadgamala Stotram. It would be perfect for her. You'll find lots of info here in the Group and archived on the home page. The opening post is here (unarchived as yet), and the posts continue from there: /message/9273 Also refer to this link for an mp3 of Guruji's recitation and links to the full text of the Stotram. We will try to help her from here as well, I think. Maybe she will do us the honor of joining us? DB , "rajeshwari iyer" <rajii31@h...> wrote: > > Dear all, > > I am a passive member of this boad & I really enjoy going through articles > from all learned members and some I store it in my archive for future > reference. > > As a devi worshiper myself - I chant LALITHA SAHASRANAMA NAMAVALI before > breakfact and start my day & last year,,I got initiated in MANTRA BY AMMA - > about whom we discuss now and then on this board. > > I write this on behalf of a family member - who has problem in all walks of > life. She is very spiritual- she also chants LS & professionally qualified > but for the last 10 yrs she has seen many phases of life - which has left > her with low self esteem. > > My request is for Devi worshipper's to suggest her some prayer to overcome > persistant obstacles WHICH SHE IS FACING NOW and find success in life. raji > > _______________ > MSN Search, for accurate results! http://search.msn.nl / Win a $20,000 Career Makeover at HotJobs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 3, 2005 Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 We are posted in Malaysia. If you could give me the address, I can make direct contribution for charity. raji Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2005 Report Share Posted November 6, 2005 I believe my posting looks clueless. I did send it to moderator's. I believe their charity works form Malaysia to help needy in India. If you accept money transaction then please send me your postal address. --\ ---------------------------- > > > >We are posted in Malaysia. If you could give me the address, I can make >direct contribution for charity. raji > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2005 Report Share Posted November 6, 2005 SORRY, I meant sorry cash donation not money transaction. >"rajeshwari iyer" <rajii31 > > >RE: RE: please help >Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:40:49 +0100 > >I believe my posting looks clueless. I did send it to moderator's. I >believe their charity works form Malaysia to help needy in India. If you >accept money transaction then please send me your postal address. > > > >-\ ----------------------------- > > > > > > > >We are posted in Malaysia. If you could give me the address, I can make > >direct contribution for charity. raji > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2005 Report Share Posted November 6, 2005 , "rajeshwari iyer" <rajii31@h...> wrote: > > I believe my posting looks clueless. I did send it to moderator's. I > believe their charity works form Malaysia to help needy in India. If you > accept money transaction then please send me your postal address. > Ive been trying to track this particular message. Where did it start from. Help from where? May I know.Now since we are in this topic of helping others. Just a little opinion from me. I have nothing against helping others. Yes! go ahead help others, but should we not look at our own back yard first. I was chatting with several friends mostly indian expat working here. They told me : if I want to donate food, I rather do it in India. People there will appreciate it better. Why not donate food here in Malaysia especially to the many children home. They say : the children here do not appreciate the food we sponsor. Perhaps they are right you see. Children here are all well feed especially from the children home. They received many donations in terms of food. But we need to analyse this situation. What do they really lack? To me its Education. Thus my priority being set : Help them with the Education first. So you must look at the economic, geographical & political situation before we start sending money. We shouldnt just send money blindly without thinking weather this money will do them any good? Look at the Tsunami incident. Did all those money pledge actually reach the victims? I know there are many Malaysian Indians here in the group. This is based on my own observation. Just look at the homes at a glance : almost 70% are Indian/Hindu children. Just study their background, will tell you the real situation. Somebody from India pleaded me once : come to India and help us. My answer is : Right now my commitment is here where I am. DEVI wants me here and so I shall remain here to do what I must. Why look outside and try to solve others problem when the actual situation is right before you, where you can do something about it. We can share information, set network where we all can work together with ONE VISION but we must look within our own back yard first. It does not make sense to have a foreign organization coming to Malaysia to raise funds for those in India or any other country, when the own people in Malaysia who really needs it are being ignored. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2005 Report Share Posted November 10, 2005 Thanks, I totally share your point of view. I thought I read that SS works via Malaysia to help needy in India. Hence, I posted. I share your view totally, Your question Is money really going to people who are really in need. That is why I am looking for some spiritual organistation, whose goal is to directly help the needy but not to benefit for themselves. I once again thank and appreciation your point of view. Finally, I am new to Malaysia - Mrs. Madaswamy you are invited to my place if you happen to visit Malaysia - by the way On 13th of November - there is KUMBAABSHIKAM in Batu caves. raji. > >-> > > > I believe my posting looks clueless. I did send it to >moderator's. I > > believe their charity works form Malaysia to help needy in India. >If you > > accept money transaction then please send me your postal address. > > > > >Ive been trying to track this particular message. Where did it start >from. Help from where? May I know.Now since we are in this topic of >helping others. Just a little opinion from me. > >I have nothing against helping others. Yes! go ahead help others, >but should we not look at our own back yard first. > >I was chatting with several friends mostly indian expat working >here. They told me : if I want to donate food, I rather do it in >India. People there will appreciate it better. Why not donate food >here in Malaysia especially to the many children home. They say : >the children here do not appreciate the food we sponsor. Perhaps >they are right you see. Children here are all well feed especially >from the children home. They received many donations in terms of >food. > >But we need to analyse this situation. What do they really lack? To >me its Education. Thus my priority being set : Help them with the >Education first. > >So you must look at the economic, geographical & political >situation before we start sending money. We shouldnt just send money >blindly without thinking weather this money will do them any good? >Look at the Tsunami incident. Did all those money pledge actually >reach the victims? > >I know there are many Malaysian Indians here in the group. This is >based on my own observation. Just look at the homes at a glance : >almost 70% are Indian/Hindu children. Just study their background, >will tell you the real situation. > >Somebody from India pleaded me once : come to India and help us. My >answer is : Right now my commitment is here where I am. DEVI wants >me here and so I shall remain here to do what I must. Why look >outside and try to solve others problem when the actual situation is >right before you, where you can do something about it. > >We can share information, set network where we all can work together >with ONE VISION but we must look within our own back yard first. It >does not make sense to have a foreign organization coming to >Malaysia to raise funds for those in India or any other country, >when the own people in Malaysia who really needs it are being >ignored. > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2005 Report Share Posted November 10, 2005 Mrs. Madasammy is in KL. Attack her Raji!! want the phone number??? rajeshwari iyer <rajii31 wrote:Thanks, I totally share your point of view. I thought I read that SS works via Malaysia to help needy in India. Hence, I posted. I share your view totally, Your question Is money really going to people who are really in need. That is why I am looking for some spiritual organistation, whose goal is to directly help the needy but not to benefit for themselves. I once again thank and appreciation your point of view. Finally, I am new to Malaysia - Mrs. Madaswamy you are invited to my place if you happen to visit Malaysia - by the way On 13th of November - there is KUMBAABSHIKAM in Batu caves. raji. > >-> > > > I believe my posting looks clueless. I did send it to >moderator's. I > > believe their charity works form Malaysia to help needy in India. >If you > > accept money transaction then please send me your postal address. > > > > >Ive been trying to track this particular message. Where did it start >from. Help from where? May I know.Now since we are in this topic of >helping others. Just a little opinion from me. > >I have nothing against helping others. Yes! go ahead help others, >but should we not look at our own back yard first. > >I was chatting with several friends mostly indian expat working >here. They told me : if I want to donate food, I rather do it in >India. People there will appreciate it better. Why not donate food >here in Malaysia especially to the many children home. They say : >the children here do not appreciate the food we sponsor. Perhaps >they are right you see. Children here are all well feed especially >from the children home. They received many donations in terms of >food. > >But we need to analyse this situation. What do they really lack? To >me its Education. Thus my priority being set : Help them with the >Education first. > >So you must look at the economic, geographical & political >situation before we start sending money. We shouldnt just send money >blindly without thinking weather this money will do them any good? >Look at the Tsunami incident. Did all those money pledge actually >reach the victims? > >I know there are many Malaysian Indians here in the group. This is >based on my own observation. Just look at the homes at a glance : >almost 70% are Indian/Hindu children. Just study their background, >will tell you the real situation. > >Somebody from India pleaded me once : come to India and help us. My >answer is : Right now my commitment is here where I am. DEVI wants >me here and so I shall remain here to do what I must. Why look >outside and try to solve others problem when the actual situation is >right before you, where you can do something about it. > >We can share information, set network where we all can work together >with ONE VISION but we must look within our own back yard first. It >does not make sense to have a foreign organization coming to >Malaysia to raise funds for those in India or any other country, >when the own people in Malaysia who really needs it are being >ignored. > > > > > > > > > Devi Traditions Divine Visit your group "" on the web. FareChase - Search multiple travel sites in one click. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2005 Report Share Posted November 10, 2005 , sankara menon <kochu1tz> wrote: > > Mrs. Madasammy is in KL. Attack her Raji!! want the phone number??? > > rajeshwari iyer <rajii31@h...> wrote:Thanks, I totally share your point of view. I thought I read that SS works > via Malaysia to help needy in India. Hence, I posted. > > I share your view totally, Your question Is money really going to people who > are really in need. That is why I am looking for some spiritual > organistation, whose goal is to directly help the needy but not to benefit > for themselves. > > I once again thank and appreciation your point of view. > > Finally, I am new to Malaysia - Mrs. Madaswamy you are invited to my place > if you happen to visit Malaysia - by the way On 13th of November - there is > KUMBAABSHIKAM in Batu caves. raji. hahhaaaa attacked me!!!! I have the guardians [ u must past them first ] Yes I am aware of the Batu cave Kumbaabshikam. Started few days ago, a very major event meant to cleanse Batu Cave Temple especially all the deities and the new deities that are being installed. The Head Priest of Kottu Malai Pelliar Temple in Pudu Raya approached us for sponsorship of this event. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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