Call u Radhe Shyma or Meera Shyma
You are mine nevertheless
Do give a glimpse of yours show your grace
Born in a material world ,inflicted by worldliness entangled by maya or Satan comitted unwillingness sins ,break parents hearts ,sometimes viewed as enemy .I am living just for name sake of living .
I wish there was a path -route to come to you directly but have to wait so much years-cannot kill myself.You hate cowards-suiciders
My soul yearns for you and is living just for you.
Sometimes i think why i was not with you when u was on earth.Playing with u ,talking with u ,eating with u
My family tells me i am obsessed with u
I cannot live without u
This world is inflicted -no pure love-everyone loves u for selfish reasons.
When a boy and a girl falls in love,the girl is viewed as if she has implicated the boy for falling in love -family issues condemning the girl.Most girls are used by boys.
Your love -Radha and you is considered as a prime example for lovers of today.You wriiten your love story so beautifully.Why do not u write beautifully love stories for us in our destiny.Love teaches us how to Love U.
Enemies wish to write my destiny in their way.Protect me from them.
Considered as mad by family due to my immense love for you .Am i mad? Or lOVE JUST FOR U.
My love is not like Meera or Radha.Radha is your love companion.Meera can drink poison considering like milk just for your love.
Are testing me? I love u Krsna.I know i will not have a statue erected like Radha ,associating myself with u or my name connected with u.
I am not going to be famous like Radha or Meera.
I am gripped with kali-yug impurities.Save me.
Save my heart ,soul,body.
Save me from worshipping ancestors ,demi-Gods.
Save me from the effects of Karma.
Save me from being humiliated,disgraced.
I do not even know whether one day my world is going to crumble .
Nevertheless be mine like a child.
Hare Krsna Hare Rama