i need some advice, I'm a strong follower of lord venkatachalapathy. lately I've been feeling very depressed, whatever i try to pray and work doesn't seem to be happening or i don't seem to get what i have worked for. I'm always crying. I know that you are not supposed to expect the fruit and that he will give it to u. however in krishna avatar bhagwan says to surrender to him he will take care of it. I try to surrender every day to him especially when i have a problem. yet i constantly worry about whats going to happen. The lord only helps those who surrender to him. Can someone tell me what total surrender is?
