BVIji,
Please accept my humble obeisances.
I appreciate your willingness to act as siksa here for those of us interested in the topic and your insights. However, I'm concerned whenvever someone wants to speak with authority, and yet does so "secretly". Why do you feel the need to take such a measure?
Secondly, you apparently consider yourself a Vaisnava. Can you kindly tell us who your guru is? Also, why do you have a "rule" for yourself that you refuse to offer diksa? Are you a sanyassi yourself?
Again, I want you to understand that I have read and can appreciate what you have said thus far. I have had an experience wherein I saw Her Lotus Feet, nothing more. So please keep this in mind when you reply.
Prema