hi ,
i m having visions of devi kali . actually in do have visions of my past life , like who was i what i used to doo . i also see dead ppl some times future incidents too . nag represents my forefathers . i was also cursed due to my fault . the main problem is that i m stuck in the middle and both the materlistic and spiritual world is pulling me from both sides .i want to be a sadhak , learn tantra but cant do as i dont have a guru .i feel like i m loosing all my potentials day by day .i really feel helpless