Gurucharana kamelebhyo namaha
Take Krishna shakthi tatva yukth aakarshan sammohan Kleem diksha from parampoojya trimurthy gurudev/Mataji along with Guru Diksha .After diksha do mantra chant given by Gurudev
This is the same diksha that Maharishi Sandeepan gave to Shree Krishna which made him so attractive and hypnotic.
Meet NandKishore Shrimali/Kailash chandra shrimali/Arvind Shrimali at Jodhpur or delhi or at any sadhana shivirs
Incase you are from south, gurudev kailashji is visiting chennai in september first week for granting diksha.Checkout telephone numbers IN internet
Good luck
JAY