heya thank you so much for your replies.
i don't want to give up on this guy, i really do love him and want to be with him for the rest of my life. thank you so much 'barney' by telling me about you and your wife!
you just give me that little bit of hope that this relationship could work, and i really do hope it does, as i don't just wnt to throw away the year i spent with an amazing guy, it sounds like you lot do want me to at least talk to someone of the hindu religion to try and find out a bit more about it and how it really works, could one of you help me? i heard that when Sikhs (sp?) fall in love something like there souls are as one and they believe that thats the way its suppose to be, is that right? is there anything like that i could say to his mum? i dont want to say something that will make her hate me completly and make the situation worse for both of us because thats what Karan thiks would happen but right now i dont think it could get worse. were not talking because he wants to see if it helps by not talking to each other every night like we use to. i have cried every day since we split up as i dont seem to understand i dont know if i ever will, just the fact that we split up because of something that didnt happen between us but his religion and i was always hoping that wouldnt come between us and now it has the outcome is worse then what i thought /images/graemlins/frown.gif i just dont knwo where to turn i dont even know what to say to him even if we do talk apparently we can just be friends but going from everything to almost nothing is going to hurt me so bad, i dont think i can do anything without Karan he is my world and he understadns me completly about my relaitonship problems i have with my parents and everything he was always there to talk to. sorry im just rambling on now. thank you so much!
