jackmack

hi dhaval! thnx for reply............ actually my exams r on and rightnow i m not at the position to tell her about my condition. how shld i react i dont know? it can afffect my exams and studies. i know i have to be patient and strong enough to bear the condition. But rightnow i dont have guts to tell her. actually c is not from india. c is foreigner. u have told me tht u have been in the same situation. cant i love her or create feeling of love for her? I knw it is not logical or practical. I m broken emotionally. I want to give her my best. But i cldnt. i feel regret for tht. bye n have a nice time jay shree krishna.

Hari Bol i m boy of 24. previously i got impressed by Bhagvat gita. i had problem of bhamcharya since 10 years. i cldnt control myself. rightnow i m in europe for study and away from my home. i fall in relation with a girl. now i have not gud feelings with her but i cnt tell her. bcas i cnt bear if c gets hurt by me. i got so many bad feelings these days. i m not the same as i was before 6 months. since last 3 days i have suisidal thoughts. i think suiside is only way for me. my exams r very near. i cnt concentrate on my studies. i cnt stay alone. wat shld i do i dont know? i think i m getting reactions of my deeds. But i dont want to live this kind of life. I want to do something gud for tht girl and for my family. But i m not capable enough to do tht. I have been lying to her since long bcas i dont want to hurt her. Now pls get me the way to live and get rid of this problem. Jay shree Krishna