dawncurry

DEAR KRISHNA<ARE YOU GOD ? Please tell me for i cannot see i am born blind like a mole i cannot even see my soul or tommorrow,or the next day. I cannot even see my freind who sits beside me on a bus Some reckon I will find you if I pray

Why is this idiot going on so much about murder, rapists and all bad things....quite simply these are animal traits and do not even belong in the minds of a person who is too busy about thinking about Krsna and the Gopis. What s your problem ? Do you want to be one of these things that you are so curious about? ...I want to think of Balarama,and the trees and plants in the forest bending thier branchjes to touch his feetThat way i may get to be in the spiritual world,where i dont have to ask any stupid questions that will only disturb my own mind.....HARE KRISHNA>>>JAYA JAYA NARASIMHAYA>>>>OM UGRA LOCANAYA NAMAH

I got stuck into astrology for a while,and I became aware that where people are challenged in life or disabled (in many forms)they are compensated greatly by the lessons they can learn from it.How well someone is compensated depends on how they co-operate with their spiritual lessons. We all have these karmic lessons. It is a hard thing to do for anyone to accept responsibility for thier circumstances...very hard but if we can do this even a little we can help ourselves progress.Nobody is outwith the love of God. They are part of God.But we are all here in the material world to be reformed and corrected through our own experiences...

How much control do we have over our spiritual developement ? It is all in Krishnas hands,and He is very mysterious...Krishna says in bhagavad gita that He is time...and spiritual developement takes time and experiance and alot of understanding ....Sri Balabh Maharaja said,"Love of God is not a cheap thing," and you know its not,you got to go through some stuff to get there. What krsna wants i think most of all is for us to be real with Him...I am not a devotee as such,but i am gratefull to krishna for being so patient with me,giving me my material needs ,making me suffer so i would learn,and for generally being there...He makes me happy,,,that should be enough for you...and when He wants to improve you,,He will.

haribol,prabhus,sakis and devas....tonight I lit the candles first.today i was a bit stuck in maya,having to deal with my seemingly never ending trials with cupid, who struck me in a garden whilst i was trying to do some bhakti.But I suppose i got an answer eventually,on my due page to read in srimad bhg...6/16/35.Srila Prabhupada said "A devotee who has surrendered fully to the Lord...knows that the creative energy of all living entities...exists because they are all part and parcel of the Lord."They are part of God,but are not God..SO that sorted that out..well hopefully, cos i have to work with him on monday again.....So I will be considering the element of the "creative energy" and doing some due time with brahmacharya understanding and wondering where on earth im supposed to direct this energy,if not at my colleague. In the last few weeks I have given up smoking,drinking,tea,coffee,fizzy drinks (see Lord Indra)and sex. I had a wierd thing happen to me which involved some enemies,my children and the police,and a large bottle of the honey,yoghurt and spring water I bathed my Lord Nrsimha in. I, eventually after raging in anger and scarring the police out of my house fell in a heap of tears and got doped up by the doctor.I was then struck with a sense of how stupid i am and it appeared I was being given a choice admit to god (and no-one else ) that i am a complete idiot,or to carry on like everyone else .So I very bravely grovelled to the Lord,and this was actually easier than not admitting I am an idiot.At that point I stopped taking the medication and after I had socked all my enemies one,i went back to work,and started developing boils all over my face. Then yes there is more,one of my freinds who thinks he is my boyfreind took me out fishing to catch salmon..(this is part of the culture up here.).His motivation to do this was to prevent me from seeing someone else who i thought was my boyfreind but isnt.Well i caught a salmon,which i felt really guilty about even though,it is quite an art,and some people never catch one.Then the freind suggested we celebrate by drinking a bottle of whisky,which is the tradition up here,when you catch your first salmon. So we took the fish and the whisky to my mothers. late into the hours of the morning, we were all so drunk ,i phoned up the person who i thought was my boyfriend but isnt,and the guy who thinks he is my boyfreind,but isnt ,punched me in the face,and i got a bleeding nose...He then went out of my mothers house,in his car and got stopped by the police and arrested for drunk driving.He got thrown in the cells ,and has had his licence removed,and has lost his driving job, ...SOOO Then i gave up drinking,fishing,smoking and sex... I had to get my computer running,cos i am doing an online computer course(as is the way up here)and I thought I check out some sensible association....cos i reckon i need some....Please speak to me,,,I need krishna friends.....

Jaya Nrsimha ! Is that your Nrsimha ? I got Nrsimha aswell He is beautiful in black !!! Lord Nrsimha ,please kill all of my demon sins! Pease protect me. I am a hopeless case.

nobody is born perfect I reckon.But nobody should ever,for any reason be deterred from beggining to love God.He is the only one who can sort your problems out,and for this you need to learn to be sincere and approach Him,in what ever way you can...It is not just a matter of joining the "harrys" either.Krsna is bigger than any movement in the entire universe.If you are sincerely trying to develope spiritually,consider what it says in bhagavad gita,(i cant find mine I think someones got it),that if you cant live up to the standards,just try to respect those who do.I dont know why you are gay,,,life is complicated.But surely this does not stop you from developing qualities where yo u can,,like being good to people,or praying, or thanking Krsna for a beautifull sunset,or a good day...even if you are gay,,Krsna is still in controll of your life,it is still him who is providing you with everything you need,,even your life itself..."all follow my path in all respects "(B.G).anyway the objective of spiritual understanding is to refrain from sex-life,as far as one can.Take your steps towards krsna,by all means.

dear unregistered,same here ,i got some stuff going with making choices,and karma...It seems to me that Krsna has wanted me to behave for a very long time,however I had to go through repeatedly making the wrong choice until I finally gave up my motivation for my actions...I suppose in that way karma is not a cruel thing or a meaningless punishment.When we suffer it is God repeatedly trying to get us to go back to Him and be happy.

that was a quick reply ! Krishna gives me so many nice things...strangely enough,the electricity just got cut off for 1/2 hour.Its getting to be winter up here,and that always means one thing...the electric goes off.fortunately I was able to light the candles on my alter so I wasnt totally in the dark..

Haribol everyone, my name is Dawn Curry and I am living on the Isle of Lewis (outer Hebrides) at the top of scotland.I hardly ever get to see the devotees,so I was wondering if I could get some communication going with some yatis out there.I have Nrsimha here with me to keep the bogeyman away and to sort my head out a bit. I have been reading srimad bhagavatam this year,and I am now on to 6th canto part 3...The last time I saw the devotees was at Lesmahagow,in scotland,at Gaurangas birthday.I got a right telling off from Sri Balabh Maharaja,for being such an idiot,and I have been benefiting from it on a daily basis since then...I am doing voluntary work just now,cutting grass for old and disabled people,so I am getting plenty of practice,and I read daily,and Iam chanting aswell. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WILL TALK TO ME ABOUT KRISHNA ??????