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Hello there. I am writing to attain an ayurvedic perspective on health problems I've been struggling with. After using the drug 'MDMA' ('ecstacy') and marijuana, I suffer from a depersonalized state where I do not feel plugged in to my environment. It's difficult for me to focus, and I often experience anxiety - sometimes panic attacks. I feel notably 'different' from how I felt before, but I can't quite describe how... it's as if the part of me that connected myself to the outer world has been severed or lost. In Chinese Medicine these symptoms are sometimes referred to as 'the spirit fleeing the body' and in Ayurveda it can sometimes be due to 'undigested experiences/emotions'. I am not sure what the cause may be, but I am seeking help from the ayurvedic perspective of what might be a good route to take. I already take ashwagandha/bacopa/shankapushpi twice daily, an organic blend. I've been doing yoga and meditation daily as well. It has been roughly 6 months since these symptoms began. The strange thing is, when I speak about the experience I feel much worse - I believe these symptoms are very similar to Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. I would appreciate any shared knowledge or wisdom. Thank you so much. Namaste.

Hello there. I am writing to attain an ayurvedic perspective on health problems I've been struggling with. After using the drug 'MDMA' ('ecstacy') and marijuana, I suffer from a depersonalized state where I do not feel plugged in to my environment. It's difficult for me to focus, and I often experience anxiety - sometimes panic attacks. I feel notably 'different' from how I felt before, but I can't quite describe how... it's as if the part of me that connected myself to the outer world has been severed or lost. In Chinese Medicine these symptoms are sometimes referred to as 'the spirit fleeing the body' and in Ayurveda it can sometimes be due to 'undigested experiences/emotions'. I am not sure what the cause may be, but I am seeking help from the ayurvedic perspective of what might be a good route to take. I already take ashwagandha/bacopa/shankapushpi twice daily, an organic blend. I've been doing yoga and meditation daily as well. It has been roughly 6 months since these symptoms began. The strange thing is, when I speak about the experience I feel much worse - I believe these symptoms are very similar to Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. I would appreciate any shared knowledge or wisdom. Thank you so much. Namaste.

For the past years I have lived an exhuberantly happy lifestyle. I have travelled the world, made wonderful relations with friends, I'm pursuing my education of choice, I am financially secure, and in general I am a very happy person. However, in September of this year I began experiencing mental difficulty that I believe was related to drug use (a few weeks after use). Since then I have felt somewhat depersonalized, I'm sadder, there is a lack of concentration, a high anxiety, and lack of life force, drive and motivation that I used to have. I feel 'disconnected' from my body and from my environment - there is an intense tamasic lack of clarity. I am trying to take spiritual lessons from this, but I am also wondering if I can do anything to remedy any astrological input that may be affecting my condition. I've been told to wear a lapis lazuli (but not a blue sapphire?), and I've been reccommended an emerald. I cannot tell you how greatly I would appreciate any time, knowledge or advice shared with me on this issue. Namaste. Birth Details: December 5th, 1988 23:10:00 (local time) Pomona Valley Hospital, CA, San Bernardino, USA