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Hi all, First of all, i would like to explain what is happening around me ... and you great people let me know what's really going to happen. Things started to get worse starting three months back and started giving me a lot of pain which forced me even to take the decision of suicide. But, for my parents atleast i have to live so i dint go for it. I loved a girl for around 7 years and she too loved me. We had actually planned to get married in a year or two. But, 4 months back she was kidnapped by a person who is her relative and she lost what is important for a girl (Hope you understand). Inspite of that, i asked her to forget everything and marry me. She said that we carry marry after an year. But, she is not able to forget that incident and she want me to be a friend of her. I too feel that if we get married, i have to suffer a lot because of that incident. I am not able to forget her even now. My love was so true and i cried a lot. This was the first shock i received. Secondly, I love my parents a lot. Inspite of their financial situations, they made me study in a very good school. When i was about to join the college, things weren't working in my side. Though i thought of doing a BE, i got stuck with B.Sc(C.S) degree. I was not even able to go for MBA which is my passion. My father is diagnosed with Lung cancer (Stage 4) which is an advanced state and doctors told that they cant give treatment to him because he already had three surgeries for his heart problem. They feel that his body cant tolerate the medicines and he may die because of that. Currently we are treating him through homeopathy which doesnt seem to work. Both the problems came in to my life at the same time and made me suffer a lot. I never have gone to temple for the past 4 years but after this incident, i pray god daily to take away all the pain which i am having now. I feel like dying. My Birth details: D.O.B : 18-04-87 Time of Birth : 12:10 AM (i.e) 0:10 AM Place of Birth: tirupur, Tamilnadu Let me know incase if you need any further details. I aspire to get an MBA degree from a reputed college. Is there any possibility for that? I am currently working in software industry. Is there any chance of travelling abroad? What will happen to my marriage life? What is the probability of marrying my lover? If i marry her, will it create any problems in my life? How long my father will live with me?(Cancer is an uncurable disease and I dont have hope that he will survive) In general, i lost almost everything in my life. Two persons i loved the most in this world. Whats going to happen to my life? Can anybody help me?