jayaisvara

I don't know the difference between faith and blind faith, can someone please explain this to me in detail?

Thanks for the reply theist. I guess all the struggles that one experiences are to strengthen oneself is it not? Nowadays, I always think that one day Krsna will save me and the day I do get out of this material conception of life, I will never go back to it again because after struggling to attain something like bhakti, no one would even think about going back to materialism. What do you guys say?

It is hard to become spiritual if one is full of his ego. Its harder if he has ego and lust controlling his mind. Personally, I have been living all my past life with an egotistical and lustful mind. I am so addicted to this material sex that now that I want to become spiritual, my mind would not let me because of my addiction to lust. I also have this ego problem which makes the whole situation worse. How can I become sincere, so that when I pray to Sri Hari, my mind does not waver? How can I overcome this addiction? Even when I am praying, my mind goes to lustful thoughts and I always end up severely depressed because of my mind doing this most craziest thing. How can I stop this? How can I finish with this ego and lust so I can move on and start my spiritual journey? I humbly beg at your feets and ask you to please share some inspiration and wisdom and even your personal victories in spiritual life with a poor soul like me, thank you jayaisvara