First of all thanks for your kind replies. RPI stands for Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute. It is a top rated Engineering college. I told my boss I dont like the work I was doing. They then fired me during lay-off season. The reason given was in-subordination, becox I told the management I did not like the work that was entrusted to me. The whole organisation was laid-off within a year of my firing.
I must say I am very lucky. I have had many visions of Gods and Goddesses. My first vision was of Guru Ragavendra Swamy. All gods have blessed me. I was doing Hatha-Yoga, and was doing Pranayama. I have raised my Kundalini energy to Sahasrara. I started doing Kundalini Yoga in 1996 onwards. I read about the dangers of Kundalini Yoga from the web. One symptom given was of bad relationship with people.
Guru Ragavendra Swamy told me that I was a sinner, and I was working my sins. According to my Horoscope I am supposed to get Neecha-bhanga raja Yoga in Sani Maha Dasa. Guru Ragavendra swamy once in a dream mentioned that I would get lot of money, and said please donate it for Food distribution in his Mutt at Mantralaya. I have contacted various astrologers, they say after 44 I should get lot of money and I should be well-off.
One astrologer said that I was running Ashuba-Guru Dasa. That is bad Guru Dasa. and I was running Sakata Yoga, which is a bad yoga.
I went to a Nadi shastra in Bangalore. The nadi astrologer gave my Natal chart exactly matching to one given by a Vedic astrologer. This is after taking my DOB and thumb impression. He also mentioned after 44 years I must do well in life.
I have suffered from 1996 to 2009. I am not happy as a teacher at this local college. My qualifications dont suit the work I am doing. I was not doing anything from 1999 to 2005. I was doing some programming work on my own. I did not bother to look for a job after I lost my job at Bell Labs. Even Gods have said that I will be well off in my life. The question is when? May be in Shani Maha Dasa. I have some money with me, not that I am dirt poor. But, I would like to be in a situation as other peers of mine. All my peers are well-off and married. My only psoitive point is that God and Goddesses have communicated with me. I have had great visions, and assurance from the Gods that I will do well in life after some time.
What good and bad yogas do I have? Although I was skeptical about astrology, I have found that for no reason of mine I was suffering people relationship problem. through 1996-1998, I was having Kantaka Shani and Astama-shani, both bad times. I am under goiing Sade-Sath now. I am going to get Guru-Dasa, Chandra-bhukthi from July. And Shani will move into Janma Rasi in September 2009. Astrologers have said that this Sade-Sath is not bad. I have endured so much bad things, I have been accustomed to bad things now.
Thanks much,
Regards,
Shridhara