Well like every other devotee I went to temple, chanted my rounds, and well you know, did my thing, but then something happened to me, I changed, I saw, I understood so much and as for abilities my healing practices became amazing to the point where I have healed people of bone defects and cancers with huge sucesses. These things I can have varified for you. I also started to know what people thought and was able to tell them what was going to happen in a situation or if a situation was going to happen. I am well respected within the Hindu Communities and am often asked to visit to give healing meditations or to help with situations.
But then something else happened and it was my sadest day on this earth, you see I noticed that I couldnt see Lord Sri Krsna anymore, when i chant it is empty, when i breath it is cold and when i think it is material. All this happened overnight, within 12 hours.
I am good with retreat and know it will focus my mind on His Lotus Feet once more and yes i guess it is my way to grab His attention again but hey I got to see His eyes again.I know devotees are supposed to be mild mannered and respectful towards Lord Sri Krsna and I am but more than anything He is my friend, I see no great glorious dude with universes flooding out of His mouth I just see my friend and now I lost Him and so I am doing what every good friend does and am planning on seeking Him out again.
I am 29 m uk
